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Ashessss
@starryxashes.bsky.social
Hi I'm Ashes!

25 - venting - she/they, plural a lot

TW: in recovery but talk about Ed, sh, trauma, and su!c!dal urges/thoughts

Manic restrictive dream girl ✌️🌙

SW: 167
CW: 153
LW: 135
GW: 115
BMI: 24.7

Minors and non ed dni
Pinned
December tracker if I end up doing it at all.
Manifesting self defense in ways comfortable to me but still letting those I trust in, reconnection with spirit guides, self confidence and not hiding my self or my body in shame, and inner growth and peace.
And sad
January 8, 2026 at 12:47 PM
Tired and cold
January 8, 2026 at 12:47 PM
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Silence is violent in times like this. Someone saying “she ran over an ICE agent” is spreading FAKE NEWS. Go watch the video and correct them. Or take it from me who’s neighbors were all bawling and traumatized tonight by this act of violence

You owe it to your neighbors to call out misinformation
January 8, 2026 at 4:19 AM
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My city was victim to a murder by an ICE agent today. I’m sure you all have seen it online so I won’t go in to details.

I want to heavily encourage ALL of you to call out friends, peers, RELATIVES, coworkers, ANYONE you see lying about what happened. She was murdered. Stand up for what’s right.
January 8, 2026 at 4:18 AM
👀👀👀
January 8, 2026 at 2:15 AM
Chat I'm so in trouble 😭 I canttttt
January 8, 2026 at 12:55 AM
Was talking a night walk with faem and kept thinking 'it'd be so cute if fae kissed me' gods I am so fucked 😭
January 8, 2026 at 12:30 AM
What stomach? 🔎
January 8, 2026 at 12:28 AM
Nooooo they keep getting all my moots 😭
January 7, 2026 at 11:06 PM
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please please please help me reach moots that are not following this account, i’ve been suspended 🤥

was @ohdaisy.bsky.social
January 7, 2026 at 11:01 PM
Yay I'm glad!!! I hope you have a good day off!!! Mine is good so far, just got back from therapy and now debating going to the crystal store xD
January 7, 2026 at 5:52 PM
Thank you lovely!!!!
January 7, 2026 at 4:58 PM
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tomorrow (today) i'm apply to the whole world
lying on your resume is so in
January 7, 2026 at 8:29 AM
Good morning lovelies! I hope everyone is having/had/has the great day that you deserve!!!!
January 7, 2026 at 3:59 PM
I feel this. It's really messy rn and the energy on earth is so fucked up. I hope that we're wrong and it doesn't go really bad. Best we can do is try to do at least a little good in our limited capacity, yknow?
January 7, 2026 at 4:34 AM
It's not fairrrrr I think we should just be able to control it
January 7, 2026 at 2:06 AM
WHEN DO I GET TO BE HOT
January 7, 2026 at 12:14 AM
Where are my ass and boobs I ate food and gained weight why aren't my ass and boobs bigger
January 6, 2026 at 11:49 PM
Felt this. Should not but felt this 😭
January 6, 2026 at 11:48 PM
Yay congrats I'm proud of you!!!!!!!
January 6, 2026 at 11:25 PM
I'm unemployed right now but I used to be a manager at a warehouse
January 6, 2026 at 8:45 PM
I'm so sorry you haven't had a supportive environment :( for what it's worth, I think you deserve recovery. If the people around you don't say that, they are wrong. You do deserve recovery. You are a lovely person and you deserve to be free of this disorder. Regardless of what anyone else thinks.
January 5, 2026 at 6:34 PM
Always hurts to lose one 😔 rip helix
January 5, 2026 at 5:45 PM
You suggested yoga to me a while back when I was talking about being too tired to work out. Maybe yoga??
January 5, 2026 at 2:52 AM
And if you have been judged you should find someone else. EDs don't discriminate based on weight and neither does recovery!

I'm not and never have been underweight and had my (good) care team members only want to help.
January 4, 2026 at 11:56 PM