Sparkster
@sparkster0083.bsky.social
A random guy that WILL say nice things about you.
There is no escape.
There is no escape.
Another lonely holiday. Yaaaaay...
I'm so tired of this.
I'm so tired of this.
February 10, 2026 at 8:36 PM
Another lonely holiday. Yaaaaay...
I'm so tired of this.
I'm so tired of this.
Ball x PIt has taken over my Switch 2. No help needed. I have accepted my fate.
February 10, 2026 at 9:18 AM
Ball x PIt has taken over my Switch 2. No help needed. I have accepted my fate.
I miss the weekends of gaming with friends. Ordering pizza and gaming into the morning. Sleeping til evening and doing it all over again.
It's crazy to think those days are so long ago. Gone...too soon.
It's crazy to think those days are so long ago. Gone...too soon.
January 30, 2026 at 11:38 PM
I miss the weekends of gaming with friends. Ordering pizza and gaming into the morning. Sleeping til evening and doing it all over again.
It's crazy to think those days are so long ago. Gone...too soon.
It's crazy to think those days are so long ago. Gone...too soon.
I'm so tired. Today was peak stress. Dad isn't feeling well and if it turns into an emergency, there's nothing we can do due to the winter storm.
My loneliness has reached depression levels and I didn't get out of bed until 5pm. Just a constant stream of stuff going wrong and nothing going right.
My loneliness has reached depression levels and I didn't get out of bed until 5pm. Just a constant stream of stuff going wrong and nothing going right.
January 26, 2026 at 5:41 AM
I'm so tired. Today was peak stress. Dad isn't feeling well and if it turns into an emergency, there's nothing we can do due to the winter storm.
My loneliness has reached depression levels and I didn't get out of bed until 5pm. Just a constant stream of stuff going wrong and nothing going right.
My loneliness has reached depression levels and I didn't get out of bed until 5pm. Just a constant stream of stuff going wrong and nothing going right.
Damn PC keeps failing to start up. BSODs. What a mess...
January 23, 2026 at 9:01 PM
Damn PC keeps failing to start up. BSODs. What a mess...
Ahh hahahahahaaa...
I'm going to die alone.
I'm going to die alone.
January 19, 2026 at 10:32 PM
Ahh hahahahahaaa...
I'm going to die alone.
I'm going to die alone.
Sad. Recovering alone is sad. Like really sad.
January 12, 2026 at 9:09 AM
Sad. Recovering alone is sad. Like really sad.
I'm so tired of being lonely all the time...
January 12, 2026 at 1:50 AM
I'm so tired of being lonely all the time...
Pain has subsided. Still have to keep in a face down position for another day.
Left eye is still super sore and looks gross. But it will heal, just like the right one did.
Left eye is still super sore and looks gross. But it will heal, just like the right one did.
January 11, 2026 at 6:01 AM
Pain has subsided. Still have to keep in a face down position for another day.
Left eye is still super sore and looks gross. But it will heal, just like the right one did.
Left eye is still super sore and looks gross. But it will heal, just like the right one did.
I lived! But in extreme pain. Yeeeah, Imma stay in bed for a few days...
January 10, 2026 at 2:39 PM
I lived! But in extreme pain. Yeeeah, Imma stay in bed for a few days...
Another eye surgery. Friday, super early in the morning. Hoping this is the last one.
January 7, 2026 at 8:38 PM
Another eye surgery. Friday, super early in the morning. Hoping this is the last one.
Seriously, he can't keep getting away with this.
January 3, 2026 at 9:19 AM
Seriously, he can't keep getting away with this.
Warframe. The addiction has come back.
January 1, 2026 at 9:44 AM
Warframe. The addiction has come back.
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Free Ass Beating via Santa.
December 25, 2025 at 4:35 AM
Free Ass Beating via Santa.
Buy a ton of games on sale.
Then keep playing Hyrule Warriors AoC.
Almost finished the post game.
Play new game from sale?
....
Might buy new Hyrule Warriors game...
Then keep playing Hyrule Warriors AoC.
Almost finished the post game.
Play new game from sale?
....
Might buy new Hyrule Warriors game...
December 4, 2025 at 6:46 AM
Buy a ton of games on sale.
Then keep playing Hyrule Warriors AoC.
Almost finished the post game.
Play new game from sale?
....
Might buy new Hyrule Warriors game...
Then keep playing Hyrule Warriors AoC.
Almost finished the post game.
Play new game from sale?
....
Might buy new Hyrule Warriors game...
Loneliness flaring up again. So much so that it hurts.
November 20, 2025 at 8:14 PM
Loneliness flaring up again. So much so that it hurts.
So tied. So stressed.
November 13, 2025 at 7:22 PM
So tied. So stressed.
My life has been so full of sorrow and agony that I think I've finally lost hope.
I have no idea how to push on other than just existing.
I have no idea how to push on other than just existing.
November 8, 2025 at 6:32 AM
My life has been so full of sorrow and agony that I think I've finally lost hope.
I have no idea how to push on other than just existing.
I have no idea how to push on other than just existing.
Had a real good cry. Damn, I'm going to miss my uncle.
October 16, 2025 at 9:53 AM
Had a real good cry. Damn, I'm going to miss my uncle.
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BE LOUD AND PROUD ABOUT YOUR TRANS PEEPS!
Many of the most wonderful, gracious, kindest people in my life are my trans friends.
Trans folks deserve our support and protection. Let these bigots know there's more of us than there are of them.
Many of the most wonderful, gracious, kindest people in my life are my trans friends.
Trans folks deserve our support and protection. Let these bigots know there's more of us than there are of them.
To my fellow cishet dudes: when we are quiet about supporting the trans community, the only voices anyone hears are the Charlie Kirks of the world. Don't let accusations of being "performative" or "virtue signaling" shut you up - that's their whole point. Our voices are needed now more than ever.
September 14, 2025 at 2:52 AM
BE LOUD AND PROUD ABOUT YOUR TRANS PEEPS!
Many of the most wonderful, gracious, kindest people in my life are my trans friends.
Trans folks deserve our support and protection. Let these bigots know there's more of us than there are of them.
Many of the most wonderful, gracious, kindest people in my life are my trans friends.
Trans folks deserve our support and protection. Let these bigots know there's more of us than there are of them.
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Timeline clense.
September 12, 2025 at 1:02 PM
Timeline clense.
Feeling seriously drained and hopeless. It's like everything feels so empty.
August 23, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Feeling seriously drained and hopeless. It's like everything feels so empty.
Sparkster
Planetary Annihilation
Azur Lane
Rocket Knight Adventures
King's Bounty
Sonic 3 and Knuckles
Terranigma
Everspace 2
Rocket Knight Adventures 2
Yes, there might be a pattern. Maybe.
Planetary Annihilation
Azur Lane
Rocket Knight Adventures
King's Bounty
Sonic 3 and Knuckles
Terranigma
Everspace 2
Rocket Knight Adventures 2
Yes, there might be a pattern. Maybe.
Alright, I'll try....
Cyber Sleuth
Halls of Torment
Army of Ruin
Octopath Traveler II
Sam & Max - Hit The Road
Okami (HD)
Rogue Legacy 2
Indiana Jones and the Fate of Atlantis
Grandia II
Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
NieR Gestalt/Replicant
... No other I games I've played? Dafuq.
Cyber Sleuth
Halls of Torment
Army of Ruin
Octopath Traveler II
Sam & Max - Hit The Road
Okami (HD)
Rogue Legacy 2
Indiana Jones and the Fate of Atlantis
Grandia II
Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
NieR Gestalt/Replicant
... No other I games I've played? Dafuq.
Tropical Freeze
Rhythm Heaven Fever
Onimusha
Professor Layton the last specter
Infinite Wealth
Castlevania Sotn
Age of Empires 2
Lord of the rings the 3rd age
Final Fantasy X
Ratchet and Clank A Crack in time
Edf 5
Elder scrolls 4: Oblivion
Zuma
Empire Earth 2
Rhythm Heaven Fever
Onimusha
Professor Layton the last specter
Infinite Wealth
Castlevania Sotn
Age of Empires 2
Lord of the rings the 3rd age
Final Fantasy X
Ratchet and Clank A Crack in time
Edf 5
Elder scrolls 4: Oblivion
Zuma
Empire Earth 2
August 15, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Sparkster
Planetary Annihilation
Azur Lane
Rocket Knight Adventures
King's Bounty
Sonic 3 and Knuckles
Terranigma
Everspace 2
Rocket Knight Adventures 2
Yes, there might be a pattern. Maybe.
Planetary Annihilation
Azur Lane
Rocket Knight Adventures
King's Bounty
Sonic 3 and Knuckles
Terranigma
Everspace 2
Rocket Knight Adventures 2
Yes, there might be a pattern. Maybe.
I have never felt more alone lately. And looking back on my life, it's true. I've always had close friends, a girlfriend and later on, a wife.
Now, I have nothing. I haven't had a close friend in over a decade. My ex wife has remarried. I ... Feel so damn empty.
Now, I have nothing. I haven't had a close friend in over a decade. My ex wife has remarried. I ... Feel so damn empty.
July 31, 2025 at 8:38 PM
I have never felt more alone lately. And looking back on my life, it's true. I've always had close friends, a girlfriend and later on, a wife.
Now, I have nothing. I haven't had a close friend in over a decade. My ex wife has remarried. I ... Feel so damn empty.
Now, I have nothing. I haven't had a close friend in over a decade. My ex wife has remarried. I ... Feel so damn empty.
Social media makes me sad and lonely. I'm looking for friends and it feels like everyone just wants to sell ya stuff, or is farming "engagement", or posting about their perfect lives.
I know the net can be an escape but is there anything real here anymore?!
I know the net can be an escape but is there anything real here anymore?!
June 26, 2025 at 1:00 PM
Social media makes me sad and lonely. I'm looking for friends and it feels like everyone just wants to sell ya stuff, or is farming "engagement", or posting about their perfect lives.
I know the net can be an escape but is there anything real here anymore?!
I know the net can be an escape but is there anything real here anymore?!