Yana but talks real
@smallsongster.bsky.social
This is a certain blue cat's vent account
you know, like the one she had on bird site
I'll probably private this if that becomes a thing
you know, like the one she had on bird site
I'll probably private this if that becomes a thing
Why can't you just leave? I know you have people who would care for you and catch you.
You trap me here because this lonely life is better for you than being among friends or family?
You say you want to feel like your life is moving forward, but neither of us is moving forward the way things are.
You trap me here because this lonely life is better for you than being among friends or family?
You say you want to feel like your life is moving forward, but neither of us is moving forward the way things are.
November 13, 2025 at 1:14 AM
Why can't you just leave? I know you have people who would care for you and catch you.
You trap me here because this lonely life is better for you than being among friends or family?
You say you want to feel like your life is moving forward, but neither of us is moving forward the way things are.
You trap me here because this lonely life is better for you than being among friends or family?
You say you want to feel like your life is moving forward, but neither of us is moving forward the way things are.
i feel like i just did something and I don't know if it's good
or just a sign that I backslid
really hard
or just a sign that I backslid
really hard
November 12, 2025 at 2:55 AM
i feel like i just did something and I don't know if it's good
or just a sign that I backslid
really hard
or just a sign that I backslid
really hard
Racing my bad brain to finish and post the vore chart in the hopes that the ensuing dopamine saves meeeeee
Whyyyyyy
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
November 12, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Racing my bad brain to finish and post the vore chart in the hopes that the ensuing dopamine saves meeeeee
Whyyyyyy
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
November 11, 2025 at 11:59 PM
Whyyyyyy
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
do I suddenly feel baaaaaaad
Guess I'm clocked in for a long shift at the ethical quandary factory
(I make ethical quandaries for myself and ruminate self-loathingly on them forever)
(I make ethical quandaries for myself and ruminate self-loathingly on them forever)
November 10, 2025 at 2:51 AM
Guess I'm clocked in for a long shift at the ethical quandary factory
(I make ethical quandaries for myself and ruminate self-loathingly on them forever)
(I make ethical quandaries for myself and ruminate self-loathingly on them forever)
It sucks that pursuing and engaging in things that bring me joy makes things harder for others
Maybe I haven't been sensitive enough to that
Maybe I haven't been sensitive enough to that
November 10, 2025 at 1:47 AM
It sucks that pursuing and engaging in things that bring me joy makes things harder for others
Maybe I haven't been sensitive enough to that
Maybe I haven't been sensitive enough to that
Damn and just like that, one thing happens, and I feel terrible again
November 6, 2025 at 1:30 PM
Damn and just like that, one thing happens, and I feel terrible again
I had forgotten what it was like to come away from an evening spent with someone just positively glowing and filled with pure warmth
it's nice to be reminded
it's nice to be reminded
November 6, 2025 at 5:36 AM
I had forgotten what it was like to come away from an evening spent with someone just positively glowing and filled with pure warmth
it's nice to be reminded
it's nice to be reminded
I think I've always been a pretty stoic and resilient person, doing what I've done for as long as I have
but to be honest I'm really not sure I'm ready to go back to work on Monday.
I feel like I'm going to need so much time to heal and process everything. What I've lost, what I've gained...
but to be honest I'm really not sure I'm ready to go back to work on Monday.
I feel like I'm going to need so much time to heal and process everything. What I've lost, what I've gained...
November 2, 2025 at 2:29 AM
I think I've always been a pretty stoic and resilient person, doing what I've done for as long as I have
but to be honest I'm really not sure I'm ready to go back to work on Monday.
I feel like I'm going to need so much time to heal and process everything. What I've lost, what I've gained...
but to be honest I'm really not sure I'm ready to go back to work on Monday.
I feel like I'm going to need so much time to heal and process everything. What I've lost, what I've gained...
Vore meet moment:
Person #1: Hey Yana are you okay btw? I've been seeing some of your posts and wanna check in.
Me: I'm kinda-
Person #2, overhearing/interrupting: Are you asking the person who has just felt the need to reinvent their entire self if they're okay?
I lol'd
Person #1: Hey Yana are you okay btw? I've been seeing some of your posts and wanna check in.
Me: I'm kinda-
Person #2, overhearing/interrupting: Are you asking the person who has just felt the need to reinvent their entire self if they're okay?
I lol'd
November 1, 2025 at 9:42 AM
Vore meet moment:
Person #1: Hey Yana are you okay btw? I've been seeing some of your posts and wanna check in.
Me: I'm kinda-
Person #2, overhearing/interrupting: Are you asking the person who has just felt the need to reinvent their entire self if they're okay?
I lol'd
Person #1: Hey Yana are you okay btw? I've been seeing some of your posts and wanna check in.
Me: I'm kinda-
Person #2, overhearing/interrupting: Are you asking the person who has just felt the need to reinvent their entire self if they're okay?
I lol'd
I'm really happy to be transitioning, but I find myself routinely mourning the girlhood I never got to have for the first 30 years of my life
October 31, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I'm really happy to be transitioning, but I find myself routinely mourning the girlhood I never got to have for the first 30 years of my life
Reposted by Yana but talks real
Edgy vent art
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Sometimes it gets so loud...
October 30, 2025 at 9:40 PM
Edgy vent art
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Edgy vent art
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Sometimes it gets so loud...
October 30, 2025 at 9:40 PM
Edgy vent art
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Sometimes it gets so loud...
Me: "I'm fine now she has no power over me anymore :)"
Also me: *hears about her interacting with people I'm close to and has a panic attack*
I'm scared that despite everything she's done to me she'll find a way to spin me into a monster...
Also me: *hears about her interacting with people I'm close to and has a panic attack*
I'm scared that despite everything she's done to me she'll find a way to spin me into a monster...
October 30, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Me: "I'm fine now she has no power over me anymore :)"
Also me: *hears about her interacting with people I'm close to and has a panic attack*
I'm scared that despite everything she's done to me she'll find a way to spin me into a monster...
Also me: *hears about her interacting with people I'm close to and has a panic attack*
I'm scared that despite everything she's done to me she'll find a way to spin me into a monster...
Me realising that I am touch starved af despite having been married for over a year
woof
I get really jealous of people who have close local queer friends they can just go and be weird with sometimes
woof
I get really jealous of people who have close local queer friends they can just go and be weird with sometimes
October 30, 2025 at 6:20 PM
Me realising that I am touch starved af despite having been married for over a year
woof
I get really jealous of people who have close local queer friends they can just go and be weird with sometimes
woof
I get really jealous of people who have close local queer friends they can just go and be weird with sometimes
I hate that having boundaries and comfort zones makes me feel like an annoyance/problem
fuck the people who implanted this in me
fuck the people who implanted this in me
October 30, 2025 at 2:16 AM
I hate that having boundaries and comfort zones makes me feel like an annoyance/problem
fuck the people who implanted this in me
fuck the people who implanted this in me
Sometimes get the sense that people who are preaching like, constant positivity and good vibes are just like... being super performative?? Kind of annoys me a little??
It probably shouldn't but I think as someone who's positive and a realist it's giving motivational poster energy
toxic yana trait
It probably shouldn't but I think as someone who's positive and a realist it's giving motivational poster energy
toxic yana trait
October 29, 2025 at 2:08 PM
Sometimes get the sense that people who are preaching like, constant positivity and good vibes are just like... being super performative?? Kind of annoys me a little??
It probably shouldn't but I think as someone who's positive and a realist it's giving motivational poster energy
toxic yana trait
It probably shouldn't but I think as someone who's positive and a realist it's giving motivational poster energy
toxic yana trait
Anyway damn I changed my design and lost my title day one
(this is a joke no shade to this person I do not even know them LOL)
(this is a joke no shade to this person I do not even know them LOL)
October 28, 2025 at 11:49 PM
Anyway damn I changed my design and lost my title day one
(this is a joke no shade to this person I do not even know them LOL)
(this is a joke no shade to this person I do not even know them LOL)
I've blocked Vulpes here just so I caaaaan feel like I have somewhere to talk a little freely about things...
Not that I'm planning to drag his name through the mud or anything, I'm just realising that having safe spaces.
Very important
Not that I'm planning to drag his name through the mud or anything, I'm just realising that having safe spaces.
Very important
October 28, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I've blocked Vulpes here just so I caaaaan feel like I have somewhere to talk a little freely about things...
Not that I'm planning to drag his name through the mud or anything, I'm just realising that having safe spaces.
Very important
Not that I'm planning to drag his name through the mud or anything, I'm just realising that having safe spaces.
Very important
I think what I really mean from this is... I just hope I'm good enough this time
I hope I don't repeat my mistakes
i hope I've learned from them, really learned
i hope I've learned from them, really learned
October 28, 2025 at 5:57 AM
I think what I really mean from this is... I just hope I'm good enough this time
I hope I don't repeat my mistakes
i hope I've learned from them, really learned
i hope I've learned from them, really learned
October 28, 2025 at 5:31 AM
I hope I don't repeat my mistakes
i hope I've learned from them, really learned
i hope I've learned from them, really learned
Feels like the things I need always would have to come at the cost of other people
Which naturally means I never take them
Which naturally means I never take them
October 27, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Feels like the things I need always would have to come at the cost of other people
Which naturally means I never take them
Which naturally means I never take them
I'm just doing really terribly today and I'm not sure I understand why, I can't stop crying especially with all the kind words people have given me
October 27, 2025 at 8:37 PM
I'm just doing really terribly today and I'm not sure I understand why, I can't stop crying especially with all the kind words people have given me
It feels nice to finally get this out in the open but man fuck me what an odyssey it's been
I wish I had more to show for it
I wish I had more to show for it
Hey everyone, I think I owe you all an update with the GoFundMe campaign for my partner and his immigration plans. The first update is that it worked! He has successfully moved here and been living in the UK for a while.
The second is that we've realised that perhaps we're better off as friends.
The second is that we've realised that perhaps we're better off as friends.
October 27, 2025 at 7:50 PM
It feels nice to finally get this out in the open but man fuck me what an odyssey it's been
I wish I had more to show for it
I wish I had more to show for it
Back to checking social media pages of people who hurt me for no good reason in particular
guh
guh
October 27, 2025 at 5:02 PM
Back to checking social media pages of people who hurt me for no good reason in particular
guh
guh