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Well that’s upsetting and rude
December 12, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Well that’s upsetting and rude
Where are your fucking manners dawg
December 8, 2025 at 4:30 AM
Where are your fucking manners dawg
Everyone in this bar is part of a couple. I’m going to blank myself
December 7, 2025 at 10:05 PM
Everyone in this bar is part of a couple. I’m going to blank myself
And every other day I feel the opposite way about it. Today- crying, can’t fathom the idea of never seeing him again, the fact that we will never be. But tomorrow I’d likely accept an invitation to hang out and pretend like this is all normal and fine. It’s literally so embarrassing
December 7, 2025 at 7:40 PM
And every other day I feel the opposite way about it. Today- crying, can’t fathom the idea of never seeing him again, the fact that we will never be. But tomorrow I’d likely accept an invitation to hang out and pretend like this is all normal and fine. It’s literally so embarrassing
I am actively rooting against myself in the game of love, it’s so embarrassing and pathetic honestly. I don’t even have a defense against it anymore. I’m openly admitting to everyone that I’m a fucking loser who can’t get over some dude who has no business having any access to me whatsoever
December 7, 2025 at 7:34 PM
I am actively rooting against myself in the game of love, it’s so embarrassing and pathetic honestly. I don’t even have a defense against it anymore. I’m openly admitting to everyone that I’m a fucking loser who can’t get over some dude who has no business having any access to me whatsoever
Literally why even text me bro
December 2, 2025 at 2:47 AM
Literally why even text me bro
Just smoked some weed and remembered that nothing matters
December 1, 2025 at 4:04 AM
Just smoked some weed and remembered that nothing matters
I’m probably never going to get married or find true love ever again that’s actually so sad
December 1, 2025 at 12:49 AM
I’m probably never going to get married or find true love ever again that’s actually so sad
Can everyone fucking stop asking me useless questions and leave me alone seriously
December 1, 2025 at 12:07 AM
Can everyone fucking stop asking me useless questions and leave me alone seriously
Then leave me alone idk
November 30, 2025 at 10:43 PM
Then leave me alone idk
Why am I kind of panic attacking right now
November 30, 2025 at 7:51 AM
Why am I kind of panic attacking right now
Nothing happened and I’m crying again
November 30, 2025 at 7:32 AM
Nothing happened and I’m crying again
This guy still maintains that he doesn’t want to date me
November 28, 2025 at 7:47 AM
This guy still maintains that he doesn’t want to date me
This is what I get for getting lightly drunk on a Thursday. Fuck this
November 21, 2025 at 4:33 AM
This is what I get for getting lightly drunk on a Thursday. Fuck this
I feel so fucking stupid I can’t even defend this anymore
November 21, 2025 at 4:08 AM
I feel so fucking stupid I can’t even defend this anymore
I don’t even know what to do anymore. This is dumb and exhausting
November 21, 2025 at 4:06 AM
I don’t even know what to do anymore. This is dumb and exhausting
It just gets to a point
November 13, 2025 at 11:47 PM
It just gets to a point
I feel so much better fr thanks you Rangers
October 17, 2025 at 1:08 AM
I feel so much better fr thanks you Rangers
I’m about to get that feeling
October 17, 2025 at 12:34 AM
I’m about to get that feeling
I’m starting to feel this insane way everytime the rangers don’t get a fucking foalnoike im Being edged and I want to see my ex situation ship because of it I need anger unlinked from sex now
October 16, 2025 at 11:40 PM
I’m starting to feel this insane way everytime the rangers don’t get a fucking foalnoike im Being edged and I want to see my ex situation ship because of it I need anger unlinked from sex now
Send you my love on a wire
October 15, 2025 at 11:24 PM
Send you my love on a wire