Nearly 7 months since losing mom and i still feel so stuck in this violently unhealthy cycle of get up work eat sleep repeat. I dont enjoy anything anymore and when i start to enjoy anything i violently shove it away cause i feel like i dont deserve good or happy things anymore.

Sometimes i sit there writing out notes to mom. This happened today or someone said this to me. I miss her so much it hurts.

Kids steal at work. Then proceed to ask me for a cigarette?? Like nooooo???!

Every day I am one step closer to packing up and moving across the water to be closer to family. The stress of surviving alone has been overwhelming coupled with the grief I have been dealing with since June.

Albatross Snack!!

Just say you dont want us to express ourselves. Be honest. You know the world is looking at MLS cause of Messi, and now you are panicked. Be warned, we'll just get louder. You tried this once and guess what it didnt work!

MLS trashfire banning other country flags when our entire sport is built on the shoulders of players that ARE different nationalities and religions and creeds. Fuck right off.

Let's fuckin goooo boys!!

Semi final bound!

Lets go ladies. We got this.

Ketchup is "on sale" for 8 dollars. Thats a half hour of work.

I hate this.

Oh hey i did it finally.