Scottie Nia Rose
scottieniarose.bsky.social
Scottie Nia Rose
@scottieniarose.bsky.social
Doing everything that I ever wanted to do and making my every dream come true. 💛 #SNR #SNRAL #Author #Entrepreneur +

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Ready for my new life! This is the season of #MSMHMH 5 to 7! 🙏🏿🙌🏿
I'm sad. I miss what I was building in Memphis in 2021. I messed it up and I didn't mean to now I'm wondering if I will ever get that back. I go back and forth about it but I 100% losing something I worked so hard for. And I'm tired of losing the things I've earned. 💔
September 26, 2025 at 7:09 PM
I literally recorded a video about where I'm at and how I'm feeling so I don't forget when I get out of this place! I have videos and notes of things I been going through but I never looked at them. I need to look at all the evidence of why I can't go back like why I have to focus with intention!
September 25, 2025 at 1:15 AM
If I could do it different I would've focused on future me.
September 25, 2025 at 1:01 AM
situations it's crazy. 🤦🏿‍♀️I literally don't see anything but that, the fact that I have to get through and I guess an end. Not that I don't day dream about my the life I want (now), have desires but it's just a disconnect between what's actually here and the rest.
September 25, 2025 at 1:01 AM
I think about all the things I could've did different even going back to when I was in college like I should've been involved on campus, made friends, etc. but I'm realizing that both my skill and my flaw is my ability to put my head down and tunnel vision through. Cause I'm so used to surviving
September 25, 2025 at 1:01 AM
It's really a fact that I do better when it's just me. I just don't be having the right job to sustain it.
September 25, 2025 at 12:50 AM
It's been a month and 16 days since my job ended and while I was ready for it to end cause I knew it couldn't be long term and all that I have to say as always I miss my freedom. I miss being alone, in my own space, independent, consistent money coming in without question.
September 25, 2025 at 12:50 AM
Like one thing I'm definitely doing for my family when I got it like that is a family vacation or paying for this Christmas trip to the cabins that they been tryna do for years 🤦🏿‍♀️.
September 23, 2025 at 11:59 PM
I know childhood trauma (and ongoing) f*cked me up a lot as kid to where I used to swear my life was best lived alone and I didn't need anybody but today I know that's only partly true. I have a lot of healing to do cause I know my brothers & aunts DESERVE! Gotta repay them 😭
September 23, 2025 at 11:49 PM
I miss me when I'm on that. But I just gotta find a way to be able to see it. Cause I know when I'm the best version of me. I just... get too caught up.
September 20, 2025 at 2:50 AM
Me not even realizing all the work I put in over these last two years (2023-25). Like back to back type shit. And it's only because with all the work I put in I still was left empty. Couldn't see what was right in front of me. Was just trying to make it another day 🤦🏿‍♀️💔
September 20, 2025 at 2:43 AM
I'm not with the feeling of having to convince people to see me, like me, etc. cause I don't even do that in real life.
September 14, 2025 at 5:03 PM
I don't have anything to give to social media. I'm not an actress or sales person or pranker or influencer or content creator or none of it. I'm a regular person just trying to do what I love with authenticity, peace, and pride.
September 14, 2025 at 5:02 PM
It's crazy how when one side of my face gets a bump or whatever the other side in the same exact location gets it as well. 😮
September 14, 2025 at 3:04 AM
Trying to sell this book! Being a self published author is harder than I even thought! 😭

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September 14, 2025 at 1:06 AM
If I'm paying rent IDC what the amount is I'ma be at home! As much as possible! I even wanna work from home.
September 13, 2025 at 11:56 PM
It really eats me up inside that the life I want is something I've never seen done before in real life, in person.
September 13, 2025 at 5:26 PM
In summary if I could do anything at all to afford being alive like just let me write. I don't mind being at home, alone, not talking to anybody 24/7. I just want to create the realities I wish to see 😭.
September 13, 2025 at 4:59 PM
When I was in middle school I wrote a persuasive essay about how math was not needed in school (haven't been proved wrong). In high school I wrote an alternate ending to one of my favorite books, articles about tattoos & autism, and a fictional personal essay about emancipation.
September 13, 2025 at 4:59 PM
Let me try to pray and see if it works
September 13, 2025 at 3:41 AM
I wanna get paid for healing my trauma, my anxiety, all the cycles that I'm currently stuck in, etc. I want to be paid for being quiet, still, and alone as I become my best self.
September 12, 2025 at 9:48 PM
I think I'm afraid that whatever I do is going to leave me empty. 😢
September 12, 2025 at 3:13 PM
I cannot wait until the method to my madness is revealed! 😭🙃
September 12, 2025 at 1:55 AM
But I'm just going to be grateful because I bought groceries yesterday and get to eat cupcakes tomorrow. Thank you God!
September 12, 2025 at 1:55 AM
When you think you have more money than you actually do. 🤦🏿‍♀️
September 12, 2025 at 1:40 AM