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aitsf spoilers // i'm panta i'm an adult i'm the number one saito/ryuki fan and this is not a contested title.
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by the wayies i have one of these things rysdt.straw.page i just haven't posted a link to it here because i will instantly forget i posted it anywhere other than twitter. but i can put that on you the audience. If you're not following me on twitter and send in a question tell me or i will forget. th
aini spoilers 2zuki
October 23, 2025 at 6:30 AM
aini spoilers 2zuki
i don't need you to be with me (just try to remember what you see in me)
October 21, 2025 at 1:32 PM
i don't need you to be with me (just try to remember what you see in me)
answering questions i asked people to send because i am bored. you can send questions in on straw page rysdt.straw.page and i will forget to put them here. spoilers (for the game and my fic i guess)
![continued from last image: ... it's the easiest way to show saito as a narrator. there's a lot of declarative statements about things he doesn't know, and most of it is stuff he isn't thinking about. these things are said because they're for the camera, because he's filling the objective POV role of a screenplay.
you lie in fiction, you lie to the audience, but the screenplay exists behind the curtain. it is all available information, it is truthful. if there's one thing i keep a focus on the whole way through it's ways in which characters manufacture an objective voice for their lies. some of that was cart before the horse with making 'unreliable narrator' the third tag on the fic, but i do really enjoy it as a concept.
and that's the take on the acting thing i do find compelling, the objectivity of it. the tag isn't "SAITO (in Date's voice)", he is date as he is perceived as such, and in doing so there is no room for date in the script. more i could say here about how saito perceives people vs their bodies in the actual game (especially lines changed in localization) but that's too off topic for how much i'm already talking
the other thing is the routine. it's a voice of knowing exactly what will happen, you know what's going to happen when something's already happened before. it's rote, it's rehearsed, it's... you know. mizuki and [date] have formats for expressing that concept, but saito does not have a way to not express that concept. it has all happened before, even if from a different position, and it is going to happen, no matter what.
i suppose if there's something it 'represents thematically' it's the 'cyclical hurt' in 'love, cyclical hurt, and making the best of a bad situation'](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:jkj4u65g6uklbgs75bdzhoox/bafkreigdz3co4lsiitalqjo72sqnsshfelumnuzyovsxyipo52x7swnbte@jpeg)
![kataga asked: What were the intermissions about in your fic? It’s Saito’s format, but who are Girl A and Girl B?
response: intermissions are about getting up to go to the bathroom and buy more popcorn i think
saito's format... hm. are the call transcripts [date]'s format? it's something that's happening, and it's showing a way that objective information is delivered to the audience in the interest of lending credibility to the person using a similar format. but if that's the case, maybe i should have started with it like the transcript while i was already going back to add things......
i don't think it's too hard to work out who Girl A was, but if there is a point, it's sort of that they're the opposite of the call transcripts. here's the material facts of a conversation between two people, the exact time it happened, what was said, and the bodies they are in -- and here's a conversation happening at some time, between two unclear people, and a focus on what was meant rather than what was said.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:jkj4u65g6uklbgs75bdzhoox/bafkreie3lbngmk3hgcchu35i5uzufxwplqwoylrzaxfdx27ekv52ycikje@jpeg)
October 3, 2025 at 1:45 AM
answering questions i asked people to send because i am bored. you can send questions in on straw page rysdt.straw.page and i will forget to put them here. spoilers (for the game and my fic i guess)
i don't know. 99% chance i've made this tweet before because this website sucks shoe polish but i like making stuff about. people twisting themselves into knots to convince themselves they're responsible for their own abuse and that what was done to them was consensual --
September 20, 2025 at 1:00 AM
i don't know. 99% chance i've made this tweet before because this website sucks shoe polish but i like making stuff about. people twisting themselves into knots to convince themselves they're responsible for their own abuse and that what was done to them was consensual --
they should make a site that is good. for trans women and artists and all trans people but especially trans women. is anyone working on this. no? okay. awesome.
September 20, 2025 at 12:51 AM
they should make a site that is good. for trans women and artists and all trans people but especially trans women. is anyone working on this. no? okay. awesome.
oh okay,. cool. cool. awesome. great. cool. good. love that. awesome. thanks bluesky. (starts coughing up blood (in a way that doesn't glorify harm or dangerous stunts))
September 20, 2025 at 12:49 AM
oh okay,. cool. cool. awesome. great. cool. good. love that. awesome. thanks bluesky. (starts coughing up blood (in a way that doesn't glorify harm or dangerous stunts))
my aitsf fic is done archiveofourown.org/works/519182... you should read it. 3k word post-annihilation saito/ryuki smut fic with an additional 60k words of ???. fingers are put in eyesockets. i use every POV __ person tag. mizuki is there. aiba is also there. it's a good time.
archiveofourown.org
August 27, 2025 at 4:13 PM
my aitsf fic is done archiveofourown.org/works/519182... you should read it. 3k word post-annihilation saito/ryuki smut fic with an additional 60k words of ???. fingers are put in eyesockets. i use every POV __ person tag. mizuki is there. aiba is also there. it's a good time.
Reposted by platonic eyeball fingering
( aitsf spoilers + nsfkd spoilers )
i hope this reaches you
i hope this reaches you
August 20, 2025 at 12:25 AM
( aitsf spoilers + nsfkd spoilers )
i hope this reaches you
i hope this reaches you
well that's probably fine. you know me i love not glorifying harm. and my opinion on the things still hard banned are that they're illegal where i live and i love following the laws of my beautiful country
August 18, 2025 at 8:56 AM
well that's probably fine. you know me i love not glorifying harm. and my opinion on the things still hard banned are that they're illegal where i live and i love following the laws of my beautiful country
Murdering! [INCREDIBLY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER]
So Close to Kissing: How About M*******g A Girl In A Bus Full Of People?
May 29, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Murdering! [INCREDIBLY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER]
"panta you should be posting on bluesky the day before twitter and not the other way around" maybe bluesky should try being a good website. change starts with you
May 26, 2025 at 1:24 AM
"panta you should be posting on bluesky the day before twitter and not the other way around" maybe bluesky should try being a good website. change starts with you
hundred line spoilers (route 0), eitaku
very stupid post i'm not going to do anything else with because i used all my energy for it process-testing so i am posting it before i lose it in my files
very stupid post i'm not going to do anything else with because i used all my energy for it process-testing so i am posting it before i lose it in my files
May 26, 2025 at 1:21 AM
hundred line spoilers (route 0), eitaku
very stupid post i'm not going to do anything else with because i used all my energy for it process-testing so i am posting it before i lose it in my files
very stupid post i'm not going to do anything else with because i used all my energy for it process-testing so i am posting it before i lose it in my files
rysdt.straw.page finally bothered to put a link to this site on my strawpage (loud sigh)
May 17, 2025 at 11:17 AM
rysdt.straw.page finally bothered to put a link to this site on my strawpage (loud sigh)
( hundred line ) the majority of humanity is completely rotten! the smell is terrible, so let's throw them all away
May 15, 2025 at 10:37 AM
( hundred line ) the majority of humanity is completely rotten! the smell is terrible, so let's throw them all away
( aitsf spoilers ) i have one contractual obligation and it's may tenth
May 11, 2025 at 2:53 AM
( aitsf spoilers ) i have one contractual obligation and it's may tenth
minor aini spoilers
May 7, 2025 at 8:10 AM
minor aini spoilers
( aitsf spoilers , saito/ryuki ) bauny.
April 23, 2025 at 11:56 PM
( aitsf spoilers , saito/ryuki ) bauny.
hold on. hold on.
April 22, 2025 at 7:18 AM
hold on. hold on.
today's thing i'm thinking about wrt 18-yo post anni zuki: 'arresting' (kidnapping) ryuki after killing saito (the police couldn't catch them for 6 years she's not handing him over to those chucklefucks) and psyncing with him to make sure he's Guilty Enough about everything. you know.
April 18, 2025 at 12:32 PM
today's thing i'm thinking about wrt 18-yo post anni zuki: 'arresting' (kidnapping) ryuki after killing saito (the police couldn't catch them for 6 years she's not handing him over to those chucklefucks) and psyncing with him to make sure he's Guilty Enough about everything. you know.
Reposted by platonic eyeball fingering
Read My Fic I Updated My Fic. Read it.
archiveofourown.org/works/519182...
archiveofourown.org/works/519182...
April 17, 2025 at 1:32 AM
Read My Fic I Updated My Fic. Read it.
archiveofourown.org/works/519182...
archiveofourown.org/works/519182...
had a girl moment last night
April 16, 2025 at 2:36 AM
had a girl moment last night