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ryusaidate.bsky.social
(aitsf spoilers) platonic eyeball fingering
@ryusaidate.bsky.social
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infinite spoilers for the first ai: the somnium files game and maybe sometimes the sequels // i'm panta i'm an adult i'm the number one saito/ryuki fan and this is not a contested title.
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button you can hit - rysdt.straw.page
second button you can hit - tetratto.com/@ryusaito
read my fic - archiveofourown.org/works/519182...
ryuki with text pointing to him saying "at least 18 y/o" and "not an animal"
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someone semi-popular reblogged one of my posts on tumlbr....... kill meeeeeeeee....................
January 9, 2026 at 2:32 PM
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discord message saying "current brainspace" and then the lyrics of remember the name edited to say "this is ten percent they should have let me write NSFKD, twenty percent they should have let me write neon white, fifteen percent concentrated power of kill scott cawthon, five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain, and a hundred percent reason to play a better game". all added text is in comic sans including just the first changed letter of "will" and "name"
January 9, 2026 at 2:26 PM
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^_^ tetratto.com/post/2680197...
January 9, 2026 at 2:19 PM
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you literally wouldn't even have to "rewrite" NW you would just have to write it. just. information. dialogue about the Themes Characters And Facts. Events That Take Place. your two settings are fucked up assassin polycule and heaven fortnite and you spend zero time discussing either
January 9, 2026 at 8:54 AM
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i'm gonna be doing the akira gif with neon white for at least the next week
January 8, 2026 at 1:36 PM
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magmer
two drawings of hamster aiba and one drawing of saito drawn in online program 'magma'
January 5, 2026 at 9:43 AM
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added the suicide gun comic what else do you need really
ryusaidate.bsky.social (aitsf spoilers) platonic eyeball fingering @ryusaidate.bsky.social · 6d
actually here you can watch me do it live (about to go to bed but you get the idea)
filegarden.com/users/6524a0...
January 5, 2026 at 3:26 AM
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(dmmd spoilers) making sure i get the most important stuff in here
the 'dramatical murder' folder in the art archive i'm making, the only thing in it is an edit of the "don't blow vape smoke in my baby's face" meme with aoba and the text reads "i hate it when people are like 'wtf don't let your alter mind-break my baby' like bitch first of all it's not DID it's like some other shit. plus scientists don't even know the ramifications of its hazards yet. mf hoe"
January 5, 2026 at 1:53 AM
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actually here you can watch me do it live (about to go to bed but you get the idea)
filegarden.com/users/6524a0...
January 4, 2026 at 12:40 PM
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may take a minute (screenshot andy) but i'm gonna try and sort everything i've drawn into zip folders i can just put up somewhere. perhaps even exciting unposted things like "500 drawings of saito's face" and "500 drawings of towa's face"
January 4, 2026 at 12:07 PM
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sigh (viewer context: they are banning non-erect penis from poipiku ? i'll go double check i have everything saved somewhere i'm very bad about screenshotting things instead of saving the files)
January 1, 2026 at 11:21 PM
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pitchers i drew this year. ^_^
a grid of 12 pictures i drew this year one for each month. hatsune miku noodle stopper, mizuki date, mizuki date, iris sagan, takumi sumino, eito aotsuki, my oc emi, mizuki date, saito/ryuki, kuruto ryuki, some very abstract rabbits, and then a bunny with a sweat drop saying "didn't really finish anything that can be discussed in polite company in the last two months" "the stuff i made looks good though hashtag trust."
December 30, 2025 at 1:20 AM
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and you're getting anything i finish before 3pm inconveniently early because bluesky doesn't have scheduled posts (here's that high quality exclusive commentary content i promised you) poipiku.com/7638001/1259...
[DOODLE] R18(2 images) - ryusaidate's Poipiku
poipiku.com
December 29, 2025 at 1:20 PM
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copy pasting 100% of my posts from twitter to here verbatim starting now so you know i'm doing my part here you can give me a trophy and awards and all that. you'll even get additional bonus posts of me complaining about bluesky that those assholes on twitter won't get. that's incentive.
December 28, 2025 at 1:16 PM
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finally watched 'scary animatronic movie for babies 2' and my bar is on the floor and they continue to dig under it. all i am asking for is 'serial killer daughter' keys being jingled in front of my face. that's all i want.
December 28, 2025 at 1:14 PM
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a sequel is a sort of virus that turns collected audience fondness and goodwill into hype moments and aura
December 26, 2025 at 4:12 AM
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tweet from @fudrilshi reading: "you post about BL while twitter burns to the ground. Really normal" i will post about BL as the sun engulfs the earth
December 26, 2025 at 4:05 AM
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stuff i didn't post when i drew it and i will decide again later that i don't want to post it so it's being posted now
December 26, 2025 at 4:03 AM
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this'll be the one that gets people to stay on blueskuy guys don't worry it's the real actual move this time guys,
December 26, 2025 at 4:01 AM
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button you can hit - rysdt.straw.page
second button you can hit - tetratto.com/@ryusaito
read my fic - archiveofourown.org/works/519182...
ryuki with text pointing to him saying "at least 18 y/o" and "not an animal"
December 26, 2025 at 3:41 AM
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Thank god for computer. Reassuring stuff
January 18, 2025 at 9:09 AM
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aini spoilers 2zuki
October 23, 2025 at 6:30 AM
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i don't need you to be with me (just try to remember what you see in me)
October 21, 2025 at 1:32 PM
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answering questions i asked people to send because i am bored. you can send questions in on straw page rysdt.straw.page and i will forget to put them here. spoilers (for the game and my fic i guess)
Anonymous asked: what made u want to write part of ur fic as a screenplay/script? idk its so cool so i wonder if its meant to thematically represent smth :3 response: it thematically represents that i wanted to make it clear if it was saito doing date's voice or not when he was speaking and in picking the easiest option i signed myself up for 500 hours of reformatting it definitely started on a whim from the concept of 'saito "acting" as date' which is interesting because the idea compels me exceedingly little. i did genuinely have the idea while trying to work out how to tag his voice in that first saito chapter after physically writing out a bunch of notes for it, and that first chapter is the full extent to which i care, right? i start the fic with a few lines describing it in post and saito telling ryuki his actual name... honestly, it's really clumsy, i could do it a lot better now. i think getting to see things like that is maybe the best part of watching live releasing online work, though the thing i enjoy about it now is sort of... and this is the bit where i go "this is My Interpretation Of The Work (the work that i wrote)" continued from last image: ... it's the easiest way to show saito as a narrator. there's a lot of declarative statements about things he doesn't know, and most of it is stuff he isn't thinking about. these things are said because they're for the camera, because he's filling the objective POV role of a screenplay. you lie in fiction, you lie to the audience, but the screenplay exists behind the curtain. it is all available information, it is truthful. if there's one thing i keep a focus on the whole way through it's ways in which characters manufacture an objective voice for their lies. some of that was cart before the horse with making 'unreliable narrator' the third tag on the fic, but i do really enjoy it as a concept. and that's the take on the acting thing i do find compelling, the objectivity of it. the tag isn't "SAITO (in Date's voice)", he is date as he is perceived as such, and in doing so there is no room for date in the script. more i could say here about how saito perceives people vs their bodies in the actual game (especially lines changed in localization) but that's too off topic for how much i'm already talking the other thing is the routine. it's a voice of knowing exactly what will happen, you know what's going to happen when something's already happened before. it's rote, it's rehearsed, it's... you know. mizuki and [date] have formats for expressing that concept, but saito does not have a way to not express that concept. it has all happened before, even if from a different position, and it is going to happen, no matter what. i suppose if there's something it 'represents thematically' it's the 'cyclical hurt' in 'love, cyclical hurt, and making the best of a bad situation' kataga asked: What were the intermissions about in your fic? It’s Saito’s format, but who are Girl A and Girl B? response: intermissions are about getting up to go to the bathroom and buy more popcorn i think saito's format... hm. are the call transcripts [date]'s format? it's something that's happening, and it's showing a way that objective information is delivered to the audience in the interest of lending credibility to the person using a similar format. but if that's the case, maybe i should have started with it like the transcript while i was already going back to add things...... i don't think it's too hard to work out who Girl A was, but if there is a point, it's sort of that they're the opposite of the call transcripts. here's the material facts of a conversation between two people, the exact time it happened, what was said, and the bodies they are in -- and here's a conversation happening at some time, between two unclear people, and a focus on what was meant rather than what was said. kataga asked: Stealing a question directly from your post here but I do genuinely want to know. What’s your favorite thing about your fic that nobody’s noticed? response: impossible for a guy like me to pick one thing and also it's a little presumptuous to assume nobody's noticed something just because they haven't commented on it. really who is writing these questions (lol) there's a lot of Saito Just Saying Shit lines that i am incredibly fond of for one reason or another and i worry it looks like i'm just doing 'tell don't show' writing because nobody's commented on it.......... a lot of the later chapter lines around ryuki and the fake POV changes in psittacistic especially. screenshot of screenplay format text: (...) He still hasn't changed his mind about replacing the entire bedspread, quite possibly the mattress too, every few weeks in lieu of simply buying a plastic sheet or anything of the sort. The logic is clear, if irrational: any repeat payment, no matter how costly, could always be the last one. To prepare for something is to admit you have a problem. post continues: this one i almost took out when i was rereading it before i remembered why i put it in here. maybe that does mean i'm just doing bad writing and blaming it on the character, but, i like it.
October 3, 2025 at 1:45 AM
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i don't know. 99% chance i've made this tweet before because this website sucks shoe polish but i like making stuff about. people twisting themselves into knots to convince themselves they're responsible for their own abuse and that what was done to them was consensual --
September 20, 2025 at 1:00 AM