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riteru.bsky.social
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@riteru.bsky.social
🩵 18+ no minors
🩵 here to post what i want
🩵 10.24.1993
🩵 she/her
🩵 espresso depresso posting
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if ur a new follower, be warned

this is my venting, horny, sad, depressing acc. i post whatever here basically.

im horny on main lol
lots more horny
@lizziepie.bsky.social
losing followers on twitch is already disheartening tbh.
im already stagnant on growth like. just out me back down under 700, i dont deserve to be over 700 follows.
November 19, 2025 at 8:08 PM
i’m lowkey a lil upset my friends AND partner just dont tell me they wanna hangout and end up doing their own thing.

it feels like they just wait for an opportunity to stream when i hang out.

i’m a boring person to hang out with. /:
November 19, 2025 at 2:29 PM
i shouldnt have kept going on vtubing. i dont see growth, i dont see anything. i dont see why i keep at it…..

i shouldve stuck to being an nsfw and antisocial artist.
November 19, 2025 at 12:41 PM
not gonna bother anyone. plans werent solidified. i’m sure its okay. he’ll have more fun without me so i’ll just go back to bed
November 15, 2025 at 2:10 AM
supposed to hang out with my bf but i legitimately think he doesnt remember about it. or forgot. we never solidified yesterday or today.

i past out yesterday and he didnt say anything about it. idk

gonna go back to bed soon, thats all i wanna do……
November 15, 2025 at 12:08 AM
i get yelled at for pointing out someone reposting a meme i post in a meme channel that’s literally 30 mins apart.

okay.
November 14, 2025 at 4:29 PM
kinda in an emotional roller coaster right now
November 14, 2025 at 1:02 PM
words circulating my brain again.

my mom would call me things like “useless”. im a failure. i failed at existing. my parents kept me in a bubble and it felt like i was suffocating.

i’m good for nothing ….
November 14, 2025 at 1:01 PM
i’m so tempted to make another twitch acc / use an old one with riteru and keep it a “secret”
November 14, 2025 at 12:27 PM
posting art of her on main feels …. wrong?
November 14, 2025 at 11:19 AM
my online presence and personality does NOT align with how i feel or who i am i guess

no wonder i enjoy needy girl overdose lol. i need to try that game again
November 14, 2025 at 10:35 AM
i’ll be reckless and tell the whole world some day. for now i’m playing the waiting game and hope it’s not the worst case scenario.

but also. i dont think he deserves to know. i should control myself on that.

i mean. he doesnt know my alt. i plan on keeping it that way for a long time…….
November 14, 2025 at 10:31 AM
found out how to hide my games from other people on steam so people can leave me alone on some stuff.
November 14, 2025 at 10:08 AM
it feels like im constantly being pushed to the edge. i hate it. just push me off. im not worth it.
November 14, 2025 at 9:52 AM
i’m legitimately afraid. i hate how i feel. i hate everything right now …..

i hate the way my body feels.
November 14, 2025 at 9:50 AM
i feel super unhappy. my depression is really bad …….
November 13, 2025 at 3:23 PM
I knew it. You shouldve listened. This individual is fucking delusional and narcissistic. She’ll outright use YOU for her own gain.

She has used ME to remedy drama with another person, but I was used in a negative light. She framed me as a villain to victimize herself.
November 13, 2025 at 11:04 AM
im freaking out …..
November 12, 2025 at 5:03 PM
eh. my bf keeps telling me to save money instead of wanting to plan another trip

it got me hurt. idk. felt like i was being pushed away.

im telling u this relationship is gonna crumble one day. worst of all idfk who to reach out cos it seems like nobody cares.
November 11, 2025 at 6:56 PM
double date night was short lived because those two had something to do later. they couldve said “no” to today but i guess that’s just them trying to get this over with.

i’m not gonna bug anyone today …….
supposed to have some double date tonight

cos last time they bailed. idk if its an excuse or legitimate. anyway i asked my partner abt it and he didnt remember.

so i guess theres no plans today
November 11, 2025 at 6:55 PM
supposed to have some double date tonight

cos last time they bailed. idk if its an excuse or legitimate. anyway i asked my partner abt it and he didnt remember.

so i guess theres no plans today
November 10, 2025 at 10:52 PM
i’m not worth spending time with ….
November 10, 2025 at 4:31 AM
art idea

lesbian dommy mommy gf
bottom femboy bf

wait. that could be me and bf
waiiiiit
November 8, 2025 at 6:37 PM
i had a 3D model in the works but the person literally stopped. I dont know why. I’m not really upset bc theyre nice people and all & they said theyre working on it slowly, but I’m convinced I’m not getting a 3D model.
November 8, 2025 at 5:53 PM
i really doubt i’ll have boyfriend time
tonight so i’m gonna go straight to bed after work

also. im not gonna play vein ever again. chat gets one stream and i’m pretty much done with that game. bf can play with his friends anyway.
November 5, 2025 at 10:17 PM