I've yet to meet someone who has streamed on Twitch almost daily for 5 years or longer to no one. I mean < 1 average viewer for 5 years straight.

For now, I will claim the title "The Bear Who Streams To No One For Fun.. For Five Fucking Years".

#twitch

Arch Linux gaming + Windows 10 virtual machine for head tracking.

#twitch: www.twitch.tv/lazybeardude
#youtube: youtube.com/@ReallyLazyB...

#linuxgaming #indie #projectwingman #flightsim #flightsimulator #arcade #valve #proton #indiegames #indie #indiegaming #arch #archlinux #linux #windows10

Alright, enough being introspective. 2 weeks have passed. There's no way "the friendly bear" is coming back. I've lost him for good. It sucks but life carries on. As much as I need help mentally, from a friend, I'll be alright on my own. It's been like this for 6 years.

Huh, been 2 weeks since he banned me. I guess I really fucked up at that moment. Should've went to sleep instead of staying up late, but I couldn't hold back my frustrations anymore.

Thinking about it, I don't even think I was welcome in that community.

*sigh* What a waste..

A lil bit of late night ghost riding and hacking and slashing

#twitch: www.twitch.tv/lazybeardude
#youtube: youtube.com/@ReallyLazyB...

#linux #linuxgaming #ghostrider #ps2

Back to crazy driving... but now in Vice City

#twitch: www.twitch.tv/lazybeardude
#youtube: youtube.com/@ReallyLazyB...

Cheat Device Remastered: github.com/Freakler/Che...

#linux #linuxgaming #gtavcs #opensource #freesoftware #foss #psp #ppsspp #gtavicecitystories #rockstar #rockstargames

Back to crazy driving...

#twitch: www.twitch.tv/lazybeardude
#youtube: youtube.com/@ReallyLazyB...

Cheat Device Remastered: github.com/Freakler/Che...

#linux #linuxgaming #gtalcs #opensource #freesoftware #foss #psp #ppsspp #gtalibertycitystories #rockstar #rockstargames

Doing GTA LCS missions, but this time, playing around with the cheat device as well.

#twitch: www.twitch.tv/lazybeardude
#youtube: youtube.com/@ReallyLazyB...

#linux #linuxgaming #gtalcs #opensource #freesoftware #foss #psp #ppsspp #gtalibertycitystories #rockstar #rockstargames

Doing GTA LCS missions, but this time, playing around with the cheat device as well.

#twitch: www.twitch.tv/lazybeardude
#youtube: youtube.com/@ReallyLazyB...

#linux #linuxgaming #gtalcs #opensource #freesoftware #foss #psp #ppsspp #gtalibertycitystories #rockstar #rockstargames

Testing and having fun with the Cheat Device Remastered on GTA LCS. Thanks Freakler !

#twitch: www.twitch.tv/lazybeardude
#youtube: youtube.com/@ReallyLazyB...

#linux #linuxgaming #gtalcs #opensource #freesoftware #foss #psp #ppsspp #gtalibertycitystories #rockstar #rockstargames

I heard some Americans are celebrating great victories in their recent elections.

To all Americans, good job ! I thought Americans are doomed to vote the people with really bad histories, but y'all proved my doubts wrong.

I'm just gonna give up rationalizing whatever Microsoft is doing to Windows at this point. I quit Windows back in 2021, now I'll quit rationalizing everything surrounding Windows right now.

Whatever Microsoft does to Windows, AI, copilot, some other crap, its users deserve what's coming to them.

Welp, I guess one more evidence to know who Apple really works for...

www.404media.co/apple-banned...

Sheesh, even software need to have DEI policies, and it's a conditional too, else the NSF will forfeit the money. Good thing the PSF denied that cash. While it might've helped, I dunno. Excluding people is pretty toxic.

www.theregister.com/2025/10/27/p...

Just having fun with some osu for today.

#twitch: www.twitch.tv/lazybeardude
#youtube: youtube.com/@ReallyLazyB...

#linuxgaming #osu #osugame #osulazer #rhythmgame #linux

I'll never lose faith !

#peertube: video.hardlimit.com/w/gKJmgmjP3y...

#twitch: www.twitch.tv/videos/26054...

#youtube: www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_IA...

#faith #linuxgaming #airdorfgames #faiththeunholytrinity #indiehorror #indie

How accurate this song from 1943 hits today in 2025. Paper dolls back then are now AI girlfriends. *sigh* Times have changed, but some things never really change, huh

One of the lines "I'll tell you boys, it's tough to be alone" just hits right home. True dat.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaMe...

Ughh I've been pretty busy for today.

Well, it's been a week since I lost that friend. Yeah, seems like I'm not gonna be talking to him soon. He's moved on.