mel (-28.8/33)
@quietlypained.bsky.social
⋆⭒˚.⋆ edsky ✦ minors dni ✩ not fatphobic ✦ prorecovery ✩ 25 ✦ she/they ✩ high sw (191 lbs) ✦ gbmi: 28 ✩ dms open for my moots 🤍 ✦ lbs lost: 28.8/33 ⋆ .˚⭒⋆
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another late update, ofc I'm on my period and maintained (mostly) through the month
Got my license reinstated w/ a restriction and I've got a burning desire to tell the DMV my weight in a few months has dropped another 10-15 lbs
August 3, 2025 at 5:52 PM
Got my license reinstated w/ a restriction and I've got a burning desire to tell the DMV my weight in a few months has dropped another 10-15 lbs
another late update, ofc I'm on my period and maintained (mostly) through the month
August 3, 2025 at 5:51 PM
another late update, ofc I'm on my period and maintained (mostly) through the month
chat why do I always get diarrhea in the afternoon at work could it be my vanilla latte in the morning 😭😭
July 14, 2025 at 8:00 PM
chat why do I always get diarrhea in the afternoon at work could it be my vanilla latte in the morning 😭😭
late update (and also in dark mode bc why not) but not as good a month
July 2, 2025 at 12:02 PM
late update (and also in dark mode bc why not) but not as good a month
oh yeah I think I'm going through like the MOST intense derealization episode I've ever experienced and idk it kinda feels like it's been happening ever since my grandpa died??? like my whole life went on pause then and anything that's happened since feels like a fever dream
June 13, 2025 at 2:23 AM
oh yeah I think I'm going through like the MOST intense derealization episode I've ever experienced and idk it kinda feels like it's been happening ever since my grandpa died??? like my whole life went on pause then and anything that's happened since feels like a fever dream
and now that I have a lawyer and I'm working on shit my appetite has returned and my wl has slowed 😮💨
June 13, 2025 at 2:00 AM
and now that I have a lawyer and I'm working on shit my appetite has returned and my wl has slowed 😮💨
my dad's worried about me 🥲 funny how everyone thought he'd be the one to crash out when his dad died but no it's me I'm the one who's crashing out
June 8, 2025 at 3:28 PM
my dad's worried about me 🥲 funny how everyone thought he'd be the one to crash out when his dad died but no it's me I'm the one who's crashing out
oh yeah I'm finally out of the BMI 30s and a pair of pants I liked are too loose on me now
May 31, 2025 at 1:57 PM
oh yeah I'm finally out of the BMI 30s and a pair of pants I liked are too loose on me now
good month but for the wrong reasons haha fml
May 31, 2025 at 1:05 PM
good month but for the wrong reasons haha fml
shit maybe the only perk of my actions is that I'll be encouraged to get therapy and if it's court ordered I can't exactly refuse
May 27, 2025 at 5:31 AM
shit maybe the only perk of my actions is that I'll be encouraged to get therapy and if it's court ordered I can't exactly refuse
y'all ,,,, weight loss this month is POPPPING OFF but I didn't lock in
no instead i got myself a criminal record and I've been beating myself up about it and yeah
no instead i got myself a criminal record and I've been beating myself up about it and yeah
May 27, 2025 at 2:20 AM
y'all ,,,, weight loss this month is POPPPING OFF but I didn't lock in
no instead i got myself a criminal record and I've been beating myself up about it and yeah
no instead i got myself a criminal record and I've been beating myself up about it and yeah
absolutely devastated once again that my mother can't just say she loves me. how hard is it to leave it as "I love you" and not make it an "I love you, but..."
like it's my fault she was always "too tired" to play or talk or do anything with me, when I was young or as a teen.
like it's my fault she was always "too tired" to play or talk or do anything with me, when I was young or as a teen.
May 10, 2025 at 4:03 PM
absolutely devastated once again that my mother can't just say she loves me. how hard is it to leave it as "I love you" and not make it an "I love you, but..."
like it's my fault she was always "too tired" to play or talk or do anything with me, when I was young or as a teen.
like it's my fault she was always "too tired" to play or talk or do anything with me, when I was young or as a teen.
changed scales and the format is a lil different but here we are
May 1, 2025 at 8:33 PM
changed scales and the format is a lil different but here we are
Reposted by mel (-28.8/33)
Reposted by mel (-28.8/33)
Reposted by mel (-28.8/33)
Looking like this in his passenger seat
April 13, 2025 at 7:55 PM
Looking like this in his passenger seat
wait send me game recs I'm finally getting back onto my steam deck
April 13, 2025 at 5:14 PM
wait send me game recs I'm finally getting back onto my steam deck
fully lied to my dad otp telling him abt my non-existent dinner plans 💔
April 13, 2025 at 4:48 PM
fully lied to my dad otp telling him abt my non-existent dinner plans 💔
got a new smartscale bc I found out my old one was def selling my data 💔
April 11, 2025 at 6:50 PM
got a new smartscale bc I found out my old one was def selling my data 💔
once again the time for the age-old debate:
to count my exercise calories for net intake, or to not count my exercise calories and just worry about my intake cals
to count my exercise calories for net intake, or to not count my exercise calories and just worry about my intake cals
April 1, 2025 at 8:29 PM
once again the time for the age-old debate:
to count my exercise calories for net intake, or to not count my exercise calories and just worry about my intake cals
to count my exercise calories for net intake, or to not count my exercise calories and just worry about my intake cals
Reposted by mel (-28.8/33)
we will be losing at least 5lb this month TRUST ME (manifesting)
April 1, 2025 at 3:58 PM
we will be losing at least 5lb this month TRUST ME (manifesting)
well change is change ig
March 31, 2025 at 12:53 PM
well change is change ig
25 hours fasting, pleasantly high, and finished a crochet project!! decent Saturday
March 29, 2025 at 10:47 PM
25 hours fasting, pleasantly high, and finished a crochet project!! decent Saturday
time to settle into a movie theater with my giant Pepsi zero for the next two hours
fasting fasting fasting haha getting to the stage where I really want carbs (~21 hrs)
March 23, 2025 at 12:42 AM
time to settle into a movie theater with my giant Pepsi zero for the next two hours