ive come to understand why some people interact with me where they get a little agitated in a way that always genuinely confused me, before i realized people don't actually enjoy it when you worry too much about being 'in line' around them all the time like youre hallucinating your parents over them
December 22, 2025 at 4:57 PM
ive come to understand why some people interact with me where they get a little agitated in a way that always genuinely confused me, before i realized people don't actually enjoy it when you worry too much about being 'in line' around them all the time like youre hallucinating your parents over them
i feel very tired lately but i can tell its like a post-crash tired that feels good. like the kind youd get after running the mile and you feel like your chest is about to give out but the relief is in knowing you can collapse now
December 20, 2025 at 11:30 PM
i feel very tired lately but i can tell its like a post-crash tired that feels good. like the kind youd get after running the mile and you feel like your chest is about to give out but the relief is in knowing you can collapse now
finally recovered after being sick for a whole month during which i learned my health insurance premium doubles next year🥲 never been sick that long in my life (not covid)
December 20, 2025 at 11:24 PM
finally recovered after being sick for a whole month during which i learned my health insurance premium doubles next year🥲 never been sick that long in my life (not covid)
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fun thing about living in an apartment blocked in by parking lots is sitting by the window smoking and hearing npc style dialogue as people walk by. guy says to his bud "its like death marching out here to the car.." "hm?" "yknow its like death marching out to these cars.. in weather like this."
December 20, 2025 at 4:22 AM
fun thing about living in an apartment blocked in by parking lots is sitting by the window smoking and hearing npc style dialogue as people walk by. guy says to his bud "its like death marching out here to the car.." "hm?" "yknow its like death marching out to these cars.. in weather like this."
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i don't like it when we glorify harmlessness or self helplessness as being more virtuous. because what the world does to us is violence. we are going to need a Spine for ourselves and for those who depend on us
April 23, 2025 at 4:01 AM
i don't like it when we glorify harmlessness or self helplessness as being more virtuous. because what the world does to us is violence. we are going to need a Spine for ourselves and for those who depend on us
realized i forgot to finish my initial point and the point is that i love my wife
being with someone who actively wants+needs me to be the raw ugly version of myself around them, and not even the fake raw version of myself that i still cook a little bit for others without realizing, when genuinity from me had only ever been met with punishment and shame from both peers and adults
December 8, 2025 at 5:12 PM
realized i forgot to finish my initial point and the point is that i love my wife
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being with someone who actively wants+needs me to be the raw ugly version of myself around them, and not even the fake raw version of myself that i still cook a little bit for others without realizing, when genuinity from me had only ever been met with punishment and shame from both peers and adults
December 8, 2025 at 2:58 PM
being with someone who actively wants+needs me to be the raw ugly version of myself around them, and not even the fake raw version of myself that i still cook a little bit for others without realizing, when genuinity from me had only ever been met with punishment and shame from both peers and adults
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feeling like im actually fully at peace with myself right now. god that's bizarre
November 26, 2025 at 10:22 PM
feeling like im actually fully at peace with myself right now. god that's bizarre
2 hours of sleep total the last 3 days while fighting a drawn out bad cold And taking like back to back 5-6 diff otc meds on top of my usual 2 meds (on an empty stomach because i cant get myself to eat, either) i think its amazing how much you can torture your body and live. how far can i go
November 22, 2025 at 6:40 PM
2 hours of sleep total the last 3 days while fighting a drawn out bad cold And taking like back to back 5-6 diff otc meds on top of my usual 2 meds (on an empty stomach because i cant get myself to eat, either) i think its amazing how much you can torture your body and live. how far can i go
healthcare costs gonna fuck me later right as im getting ready to look for therapy (im fine and can afford it Right now which im very grateful for but i dont expect my income luck to last)
November 16, 2025 at 4:52 PM
healthcare costs gonna fuck me later right as im getting ready to look for therapy (im fine and can afford it Right now which im very grateful for but i dont expect my income luck to last)
thankful that a lot of the pain this year is finally seeming to end even tho some of it was my own fault.. i wanna feel like i can relax for once w/o expecting another thing to blindside me
November 6, 2025 at 2:09 AM
thankful that a lot of the pain this year is finally seeming to end even tho some of it was my own fault.. i wanna feel like i can relax for once w/o expecting another thing to blindside me
im really glad that i got back in contact with a best friend i fell out with ~2 years ago, being able to talk about things honestly after emotions have settled and we're in other situations in life and realizing how much hurt was mutual misunderstandings, it reminds me why i trust my patience
August 25, 2025 at 11:40 AM
im really glad that i got back in contact with a best friend i fell out with ~2 years ago, being able to talk about things honestly after emotions have settled and we're in other situations in life and realizing how much hurt was mutual misunderstandings, it reminds me why i trust my patience
going out in the rain to buy my wife vodka the same way one would go out to kill a deer in the middle of a particularly unforgiving winter that claimed the infant
May 31, 2025 at 1:59 AM
going out in the rain to buy my wife vodka the same way one would go out to kill a deer in the middle of a particularly unforgiving winter that claimed the infant
its either i sleep like shit where im getting 5 hours and feeling a little off and my eyes are a bit tired but physically overall feeling good or i get 8-9 hours where i feel like i got repeatedly punched and like i didnt sleep at all
May 20, 2025 at 11:31 AM
its either i sleep like shit where im getting 5 hours and feeling a little off and my eyes are a bit tired but physically overall feeling good or i get 8-9 hours where i feel like i got repeatedly punched and like i didnt sleep at all
"faffing about" is a good phrase. the brits were cooking
April 2, 2025 at 4:55 PM
"faffing about" is a good phrase. the brits were cooking
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meat angel came to visit last night and brought coal
December 28, 2024 at 9:49 PM
meat angel came to visit last night and brought coal
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i am an incredibly blessed individual
February 10, 2025 at 3:09 PM
i am an incredibly blessed individual
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