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edsky edbsky edtwt caterpillarsky lemonwatersky
(人 •͈ᴗ•͈) 24, minors DNI
(✿◕ᴗ◕) working full time + completing masters
~(^._.^) pro-recovery
ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ i enjoy writing + gaming when not sleeping
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edsky edbsky edtwt caterpillarsky lemonwatersky
(人 •͈ᴗ•͈) 24, minors DNI
(✿◕ᴗ◕) working full time + completing masters
~(^._.^) pro-recovery
ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ i enjoy writing + gaming when not sleeping
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why do I even fucking bother im such a waste of space all I do is fucking whine and whinge constantly even im bored of listening to it. i don't work hard enough and i blame everything but myself, I should just take the common denominator out of the equation already
October 9, 2025 at 9:42 PM
why do I even fucking bother im such a waste of space all I do is fucking whine and whinge constantly even im bored of listening to it. i don't work hard enough and i blame everything but myself, I should just take the common denominator out of the equation already
Reposted by nia (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
Reminder to all my lovely ed moots: You all deserve better than this life, this disorder, this bingeing and purging and restricting and negative self talk, better than the people and situations that put you here and keep you here. You deserve so much fucking better. You are worth so much more.
October 8, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Reminder to all my lovely ed moots: You all deserve better than this life, this disorder, this bingeing and purging and restricting and negative self talk, better than the people and situations that put you here and keep you here. You deserve so much fucking better. You are worth so much more.
Today has been so completely stressful I want to quit my job and degree and become homeless and lay in a forest until the wildlife feast on my flesh and the birds make my hair into a nest and I finally get to stop thinking or feeling anything.
October 6, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Today has been so completely stressful I want to quit my job and degree and become homeless and lay in a forest until the wildlife feast on my flesh and the birds make my hair into a nest and I finally get to stop thinking or feeling anything.
saturday brunch. felt humbled during the local pub visit part of the night.
October 6, 2025 at 9:30 AM
saturday brunch. felt humbled during the local pub visit part of the night.
tw: sh urges
lowkey scared for Saturday. i always get such bad sh urges when I'm drunk and it's going to be daytime when I get home so I can't even sleep it off. i actually think im gonna fuck myself up and the sickest part is that a part of me is excited to see if i can go deeper 😐
lowkey scared for Saturday. i always get such bad sh urges when I'm drunk and it's going to be daytime when I get home so I can't even sleep it off. i actually think im gonna fuck myself up and the sickest part is that a part of me is excited to see if i can go deeper 😐
October 2, 2025 at 6:41 PM
tw: sh urges
lowkey scared for Saturday. i always get such bad sh urges when I'm drunk and it's going to be daytime when I get home so I can't even sleep it off. i actually think im gonna fuck myself up and the sickest part is that a part of me is excited to see if i can go deeper 😐
lowkey scared for Saturday. i always get such bad sh urges when I'm drunk and it's going to be daytime when I get home so I can't even sleep it off. i actually think im gonna fuck myself up and the sickest part is that a part of me is excited to see if i can go deeper 😐
I keep thinking about the Sims / Primark Collab pyjamas. I want the pants so badddd but I have to be strong
October 1, 2025 at 6:08 PM
I keep thinking about the Sims / Primark Collab pyjamas. I want the pants so badddd but I have to be strong
✨ 𝓪𝓬𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓫𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭 ✨
September 29, 2025 at 7:08 PM
✨ 𝓪𝓬𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓫𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭 ✨
hmm. if I eat no more than 797 calories a day and do light exercise 1-3 times a week I'll hit 40kg by mid December. that's 5579 kcal a week. maybe I should start an accountability thread because 2.5 months to ugw is so close I can taste it 🤔
September 29, 2025 at 6:17 PM
hmm. if I eat no more than 797 calories a day and do light exercise 1-3 times a week I'll hit 40kg by mid December. that's 5579 kcal a week. maybe I should start an accountability thread because 2.5 months to ugw is so close I can taste it 🤔
narrowly avoided worst symptom. to be perfectly honest i think it was caused by dumping syndrome following binging and entire tray of brownies but fml id rather keep my bedsheets clean
September 28, 2025 at 9:20 PM
narrowly avoided worst symptom. to be perfectly honest i think it was caused by dumping syndrome following binging and entire tray of brownies but fml id rather keep my bedsheets clean
excuse the shit drawing but does anyone ever feel like this it’s hard to describe (tw sh depiction in drawing)
September 23, 2025 at 11:29 PM
excuse the shit drawing but does anyone ever feel like this it’s hard to describe (tw sh depiction in drawing)
im gonna be so broke moving house soon, living alone is damn expensive and paying 2 rents will kill me. but I lived on a budget of £4 a day in uni for a year, I can do it again for a few months. shits just gonna be hard 😮💨 if I save as much as possible this month I can at least pay my cc debt off
September 22, 2025 at 6:15 PM
im gonna be so broke moving house soon, living alone is damn expensive and paying 2 rents will kill me. but I lived on a budget of £4 a day in uni for a year, I can do it again for a few months. shits just gonna be hard 😮💨 if I save as much as possible this month I can at least pay my cc debt off
eating disorder? eating dis order 😈😝
September 18, 2025 at 4:48 PM
eating disorder? eating dis order 😈😝
is it just me who thinks the snapchat discover section is really f'ed up? i know it's trash but this caught my eye and I pressed on it and they literally have a label that comes up on the people who talk saying 'ANOREXIC', funnily enough didn't do that for obese people (who can have eds anyway)
September 17, 2025 at 1:20 PM
is it just me who thinks the snapchat discover section is really f'ed up? i know it's trash but this caught my eye and I pressed on it and they literally have a label that comes up on the people who talk saying 'ANOREXIC', funnily enough didn't do that for obese people (who can have eds anyway)
ugh it's been months since I sh'ed bc I scared myself as it was so bad last time but now they're beginning to fade and I want to do it again :< it's been awful healing and my bf would be so upset but I can't stop thinking about it
September 15, 2025 at 9:07 PM
ugh it's been months since I sh'ed bc I scared myself as it was so bad last time but now they're beginning to fade and I want to do it again :< it's been awful healing and my bf would be so upset but I can't stop thinking about it
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going to see a local band ✌️ peek the fit
might delete but yolo
might delete but yolo
September 11, 2025 at 6:35 PM
going to see a local band ✌️ peek the fit
might delete but yolo
might delete but yolo
didn't lose anything even tho I've been in a deficit or maintenance so i let my inner fatty fat fat out and grabbed everything I've been craving. ill forever be trapped in this body of lard 😔
September 10, 2025 at 7:59 PM
didn't lose anything even tho I've been in a deficit or maintenance so i let my inner fatty fat fat out and grabbed everything I've been craving. ill forever be trapped in this body of lard 😔
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a cartoon character is laying in a hospital bed with his legs crossed while another cartoon character looks on .
ALT: a cartoon character is laying in a hospital bed with his legs crossed while another cartoon character looks on .
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September 9, 2025 at 7:20 PM
eating maintenance is better than overeating eating maintenance is better than overeating eating maintenance is better than overeating eating maintenance is better than overeating eating maintenance is better than overeating
there's a girl on my Facebook who posted about her ed relapse and starting recovery again which is great except why is she posting pictures of her at the relapse lw and directly comparing it to pre-relapse (two dress sizes down in 4 weeks she said multiple times)
September 9, 2025 at 2:15 PM
there's a girl on my Facebook who posted about her ed relapse and starting recovery again which is great except why is she posting pictures of her at the relapse lw and directly comparing it to pre-relapse (two dress sizes down in 4 weeks she said multiple times)
god I love caffeine I'm such a caffeinepilled energymaxxer I sure hope the doctor doesn't tell me to stop drinking caffeine when I go for a check-up about frequent tachycardia
September 9, 2025 at 8:25 AM
god I love caffeine I'm such a caffeinepilled energymaxxer I sure hope the doctor doesn't tell me to stop drinking caffeine when I go for a check-up about frequent tachycardia
we're so back, I say after completing one day of high res and 10k steps, knowing full well this is what leads to failure
a close up of a sonic the hedgehog 's face with blue eyes .
ALT: a close up of a sonic the hedgehog 's face with blue eyes .
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September 8, 2025 at 10:27 PM
we're so back, I say after completing one day of high res and 10k steps, knowing full well this is what leads to failure
girl dinner
omad still counts if I had a latte right 🥹
omad still counts if I had a latte right 🥹
September 8, 2025 at 4:55 PM
girl dinner
omad still counts if I had a latte right 🥹
omad still counts if I had a latte right 🥹
3/4 days I've gone over 1000 and yet im still hungry >:[ I think I've just about kept under maintenance but i want results noaw
September 8, 2025 at 1:28 AM
3/4 days I've gone over 1000 and yet im still hungry >:[ I think I've just about kept under maintenance but i want results noaw
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edsky edbsky edtwt caterpillarsky lemonwatersky
(人 •͈ᴗ•͈) 24, minors DNI
(✿◕ᴗ◕) working full time + completing masters
~(^._.^) pro-recovery
ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ i enjoy writing + gaming when not sleeping
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edsky edbsky edtwt caterpillarsky lemonwatersky
(人 •͈ᴗ•͈) 24, minors DNI
(✿◕ᴗ◕) working full time + completing masters
~(^._.^) pro-recovery
ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ i enjoy writing + gaming when not sleeping
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September 7, 2025 at 4:19 PM
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edsky edbsky edtwt caterpillarsky lemonwatersky
(人 •͈ᴗ•͈) 24, minors DNI
(✿◕ᴗ◕) working full time + completing masters
~(^._.^) pro-recovery
ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ i enjoy writing + gaming when not sleeping
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edsky edbsky edtwt caterpillarsky lemonwatersky
(人 •͈ᴗ•͈) 24, minors DNI
(✿◕ᴗ◕) working full time + completing masters
~(^._.^) pro-recovery
ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ i enjoy writing + gaming when not sleeping
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