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horror obsessed chemistry student trying to be kinda punk and goth
sexting is actually amazing I don't know where I had my head at
January 11, 2026 at 8:41 PM
it obviously depends on the character, actually it even depends on the arc

for one this is Elizabeth Volatile's current theme
December 9, 2025 at 1:59 PM
listen you're making a RPG system by yourself

you are bound to fuck it up

you are not a have designer, you're a chemistry student

sure you can make it but you shouldn't expect it to work even if you work on it for months

the best you can do for your system is playtest it

playtest it goddamn it
November 4, 2025 at 12:58 AM
I may from now on just focus on trying to do better in college and being a good girlfriend, everything else will have to wait until my brain is fixed
August 18, 2025 at 1:38 PM
I have completely given up running RPGs, really close to giving up on playing as well
August 18, 2025 at 1:35 PM
I don't really have genital dysphoria but fuck god this thing is inconvenient I fucking cumming in my sleep it's the most stupidly annoying thing a body can do, honestly

period pains might painful and fucking horrible, but this... this is just annoying
June 6, 2025 at 11:33 AM
ok life is going maybe a little too fast
April 16, 2025 at 10:02 PM
imagine trying to kiss someone, being rejected but then they start talking to you

a lot

after a week you're actually holding hands????

what in god's name is happening in my life
April 14, 2025 at 5:42 PM
sometimes you just remember Eva and shit starts making sense
March 31, 2025 at 9:03 AM
so yea i said i was bacc and shiz but i dont actually know if i try to go back to engaging here or twitter since anyone i possibly know is there and not here but i could also just use this one for more intrusive thoughts but honestly that would render the other one useless
February 3, 2025 at 12:38 AM
polyethylene is plastic bag plastic

it lasts forever and it's extremely flexible

you guessed it it's about capitalism

it's also about transhumanism of course
Explain your username:

i can’t stop skeeting

the pro was added when i passed 1k skeets because i thought that was a lot (lol lmao)
Explain your username:

I'm either the dumbest smart girl or the smartest dumb girl you'll ever meet
January 11, 2025 at 10:23 PM
ok im bacc
January 11, 2025 at 10:15 PM
alright goodbye to whoever reads my shit here, hope to be back next year a better person
August 21, 2024 at 2:39 PM
what if I stopped using this thing for a while and just tried, really tried, to start writing every day so I can relax and do something actually productive

but I need a way to really make me do it
August 21, 2024 at 2:37 PM
I'm so fucking sorry for being so negative here all the time but this is pretty much a venting account since no one I know is on bluesky
August 21, 2024 at 2:08 PM
if I hate this guy so much why do I even play his shit?

well, because I'm a coward and afraid of big decisions
August 21, 2024 at 2:05 PM
the way my friend put it back then made me actually think he isn't really as much interested in the horror as he is in the period aesthetics

which I do know for a fact he cares a lot for, the period aesthetics that is
I mean sure there's a lot to work with to create horror in period settings, my first, current and only scenario to this day is in the traditional 1920s (personal bureaucracy)

but saying CoC wouldn't be CoC in the contemporary time or that it couldn't be interesting baffles me
August 21, 2024 at 1:55 PM
just remembered that time when my friend stated that call of Cthulhu loses most of its worth if not run in a period setting

I mean, sure, people can consume art however they want and like whatever they like in things

that said my friend is completely stupid and he's objectively wrong
August 21, 2024 at 11:12 AM
oh yeah I just cut myself some bangs yesterday

it just might have fixed my depression I look cute as fuck
August 19, 2024 at 11:05 AM
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thinking about spore 2008 again
August 19, 2024 at 9:44 AM
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August 18, 2024 at 5:03 PM
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graphite dogs from 2020
August 18, 2024 at 4:37 PM
I didn't fail anything this semester, didn't even have to do any finals

but I simply cannot manage to be happy about it
August 18, 2024 at 4:52 PM