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a place to spew my love and for XZ, WYB, yizhan, and yizhan-adjacent ships
she/her is always fine
https://archiveofourown.org/users/blue_ondine
she/her is always fine
https://archiveofourown.org/users/blue_ondine
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I’ve been lurking in this fandom for a year, too shy to interact, but really wanted a place to share my love for yizhan and the fic ideas I may never actually write.
So, on that note, hello!
So, on that note, hello!
I am also adding like half of Zhang Xincheng’s filmography to my watch list, it’s getting dire
February 4, 2026 at 4:35 AM
I am also adding like half of Zhang Xincheng’s filmography to my watch list, it’s getting dire
So the other reason that I am not here quite as much rn is that when I don’t have my head buried in my current WIP (I’ve written 3.5k in under 2 weeks, which for me is REALLY FAST), I instead have my head buried in Mo Du, which is great, I am so in love with priest’s figurative language
Sorry y’all, I have just been too tired to be on here much in the past week
BUT dress rehearsal concert successfully played without much nerve pain! And with a pretty large audience despite the bitter cold
See here: taking my violin to work in 5F windchill because I do not want it to crack 🥹
BUT dress rehearsal concert successfully played without much nerve pain! And with a pretty large audience despite the bitter cold
See here: taking my violin to work in 5F windchill because I do not want it to crack 🥹
February 4, 2026 at 4:09 AM
So the other reason that I am not here quite as much rn is that when I don’t have my head buried in my current WIP (I’ve written 3.5k in under 2 weeks, which for me is REALLY FAST), I instead have my head buried in Mo Du, which is great, I am so in love with priest’s figurative language
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I don’t remember if I’ve seen anyone here mention this movie before, but my sister brought it to my attention yesterday and it is 1000% up my alley
We are now both extra stoked after realizing that Huang Jue is in it!
We are now both extra stoked after realizing that Huang Jue is in it!
RESURRECTION - Official Trailer
YouTube video by Janus Films
youtu.be
February 1, 2026 at 5:40 PM
I don’t remember if I’ve seen anyone here mention this movie before, but my sister brought it to my attention yesterday and it is 1000% up my alley
We are now both extra stoked after realizing that Huang Jue is in it!
We are now both extra stoked after realizing that Huang Jue is in it!
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I periodically think about how someone described a past favorite ship of mine as being “delighted just to know each other,” which is so incredibly sweet to me
And I think this description also applies to how xz and yb acted around each other while filming cql 🥹 makes my heart soft
And I think this description also applies to how xz and yb acted around each other while filming cql 🥹 makes my heart soft
January 31, 2026 at 6:19 PM
I periodically think about how someone described a past favorite ship of mine as being “delighted just to know each other,” which is so incredibly sweet to me
And I think this description also applies to how xz and yb acted around each other while filming cql 🥹 makes my heart soft
And I think this description also applies to how xz and yb acted around each other while filming cql 🥹 makes my heart soft
In case you were wondering how the JitD hyperfixation has been going
(I have been evangelizing about the show to friends from others fandoms while we sprint together)
(I have been evangelizing about the show to friends from others fandoms while we sprint together)
January 30, 2026 at 5:16 PM
In case you were wondering how the JitD hyperfixation has been going
(I have been evangelizing about the show to friends from others fandoms while we sprint together)
(I have been evangelizing about the show to friends from others fandoms while we sprint together)
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Drop some hairstyles. 👩🎤👨🎤🧑🎤💕
January 30, 2026 at 9:04 AM
Drop some hairstyles. 👩🎤👨🎤🧑🎤💕
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I love this man (wrapped in soft knits, staring into the middle distance).
January 29, 2026 at 10:30 PM
I love this man (wrapped in soft knits, staring into the middle distance).
Literally what is he so pretty for
January 30, 2026 at 5:16 AM
Literally what is he so pretty for
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Good #WYBWednesday
Here's a grinning noodle:
Here's a grinning noodle:
January 28, 2026 at 5:04 PM
Good #WYBWednesday
Here's a grinning noodle:
Here's a grinning noodle:
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Good #WYBWednesday
Here's a grinning noodle:
Here's a grinning noodle:
January 28, 2026 at 2:25 PM
Good #WYBWednesday
Here's a grinning noodle:
Here's a grinning noodle:
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Good #WYBWednesday
Here's a grinning noodle:
Here's a grinning noodle:
January 28, 2026 at 3:14 PM
Good #WYBWednesday
Here's a grinning noodle:
Here's a grinning noodle:
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Good #WYBWednesday
Here's a grinning (teenage) noodle:
Here's a grinning (teenage) noodle:
January 28, 2026 at 6:32 PM
Good #WYBWednesday
Here's a grinning (teenage) noodle:
Here's a grinning (teenage) noodle:
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January 27, 2026 at 9:14 PM
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it's been such a long week, but the kids are back to school tomorrow; happy #WYBWednesday to me. Here's a grinning noodle:
January 27, 2026 at 10:56 PM
it's been such a long week, but the kids are back to school tomorrow; happy #WYBWednesday to me. Here's a grinning noodle:
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OH MY GO—
new Xiao Zhan for Boucheron!!!
new Xiao Zhan for Boucheron!!!
January 27, 2026 at 5:47 AM
OH MY GO—
new Xiao Zhan for Boucheron!!!
new Xiao Zhan for Boucheron!!!
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