AnPan Personal 18+
@pcanpan.bsky.social
Gacha Addict
Fighting Game boyo
18+
I'm old man
Fighting Game boyo
18+
I'm old man
Ngl thought I was gonna end up beating some bad addictions this year. But uhhh world kinda suucks and my only cope of dopamine is looking fire as hell rn
January 7, 2026 at 9:47 PM
Ngl thought I was gonna end up beating some bad addictions this year. But uhhh world kinda suucks and my only cope of dopamine is looking fire as hell rn
It's like 4:30 in the morning and me bing high, have found myself in a combination of my old loves, RnB music and Dancing vids. God it's taking my back.
August 1, 2025 at 11:34 AM
It's like 4:30 in the morning and me bing high, have found myself in a combination of my old loves, RnB music and Dancing vids. God it's taking my back.
Can't tell whether my high is making me feel more lonely or just way too horny and needy tbh
April 5, 2025 at 10:09 AM
Can't tell whether my high is making me feel more lonely or just way too horny and needy tbh
Devoted already 8 hours to MHWilds and man.... I could go for 8 more... and more... and more... this is dangerous... gonna sleep before I am consumed
February 28, 2025 at 12:37 PM
Devoted already 8 hours to MHWilds and man.... I could go for 8 more... and more... and more... this is dangerous... gonna sleep before I am consumed
But idk, I can't tell whether I be harder and stricter on myself of forgive myself and give myself more credit.
November 30, 2024 at 9:43 AM
But idk, I can't tell whether I be harder and stricter on myself of forgive myself and give myself more credit.
I've tried my best recently to slowdown my thoughts and take my health seriously. But I just can't settle on what I suppose are just objectively better decisions to ensure that I can continue doing the things I want to or afford, well most things.
November 30, 2024 at 9:43 AM
I've tried my best recently to slowdown my thoughts and take my health seriously. But I just can't settle on what I suppose are just objectively better decisions to ensure that I can continue doing the things I want to or afford, well most things.
And just going out on Friday's for Magic and the occasional friend gathering or family event. All amazing times and fun moments. But I'm always at some point thinking in the back of my mind, "Can't you do better?" it's one point toxic masculinity and another imposter syndrome.
November 30, 2024 at 9:43 AM
And just going out on Friday's for Magic and the occasional friend gathering or family event. All amazing times and fun moments. But I'm always at some point thinking in the back of my mind, "Can't you do better?" it's one point toxic masculinity and another imposter syndrome.
The last felt like I've taken a risk outside of dropping work to both go to school and quell my insanity of getting looped into the minimum wage rabbit hole. Again, not a bad thing, but I suppose unfulfilling is the word I'm looking for. In the meanwhile this past half year was mostly school...
November 30, 2024 at 9:43 AM
The last felt like I've taken a risk outside of dropping work to both go to school and quell my insanity of getting looped into the minimum wage rabbit hole. Again, not a bad thing, but I suppose unfulfilling is the word I'm looking for. In the meanwhile this past half year was mostly school...
But as of lately, I've been wondering whether I could be doing more. Like as a person and an adult lol. I dropped working for full-time school, and at this point because of how the world is rn, I feel like a bum who's only doing stuff because it's the safest path ahead. Can't recall...
November 30, 2024 at 9:43 AM
But as of lately, I've been wondering whether I could be doing more. Like as a person and an adult lol. I dropped working for full-time school, and at this point because of how the world is rn, I feel like a bum who's only doing stuff because it's the safest path ahead. Can't recall...
It's about past 1am so I think I'll just rant into the void, then go to sleep and hopefully move on.
I'm not in a terrible place right now, and if I'm going to be honest, I actually might be thriving better than before. So yay.
I'm not in a terrible place right now, and if I'm going to be honest, I actually might be thriving better than before. So yay.
November 30, 2024 at 9:43 AM
It's about past 1am so I think I'll just rant into the void, then go to sleep and hopefully move on.
I'm not in a terrible place right now, and if I'm going to be honest, I actually might be thriving better than before. So yay.
I'm not in a terrible place right now, and if I'm going to be honest, I actually might be thriving better than before. So yay.
Think while I know it isn't really anyone but myself, but I constantly feel bad for not being productive enough. I know and feel I can do better but I also feel limited to making sure I balance things to the point I feel bad for not doing enough, nor accidentally hurting myself in the process
November 30, 2024 at 9:24 AM
Think while I know it isn't really anyone but myself, but I constantly feel bad for not being productive enough. I know and feel I can do better but I also feel limited to making sure I balance things to the point I feel bad for not doing enough, nor accidentally hurting myself in the process
Alrighty chat, I already play 3 gachas a lil consistently, do we go back to 5?
October 25, 2024 at 2:11 AM
Alrighty chat, I already play 3 gachas a lil consistently, do we go back to 5?
I just finished 2 of them, about to be a third lol. It's ok you're not the only one drowning.
October 24, 2024 at 4:15 PM
I just finished 2 of them, about to be a third lol. It's ok you're not the only one drowning.
My life being in forever jeopardy the moment I don't have my glasses is such a funny debuff. My ass is not surviving any apocalypse
a scooby doo cartoon character crawling on the floor
ALT: a scooby doo cartoon character crawling on the floor
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October 22, 2024 at 11:29 PM
My life being in forever jeopardy the moment I don't have my glasses is such a funny debuff. My ass is not surviving any apocalypse
Hoping things get a little more stable so I can stream consistently again. Haven't fully thought about what to stream other than Deadlock and my usual Fighting Games. Maybe I'll try to do one this weekend.
October 22, 2024 at 3:42 PM
Hoping things get a little more stable so I can stream consistently again. Haven't fully thought about what to stream other than Deadlock and my usual Fighting Games. Maybe I'll try to do one this weekend.
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GOODNIGHT!
THANK YOU to @kitsudayo.bsky.social for a Magical Valorant + League of Legends Stream! ✨ I'm so happy I found someone to play both with, we just KEPT WINNING!!! 💪 Valo Ashly Era??? She is being Educated??? She is UNSTOPPABLE FR 😎
Thank you to my wonderful beautiful magical chat~ KISSU 💋
THANK YOU to @kitsudayo.bsky.social for a Magical Valorant + League of Legends Stream! ✨ I'm so happy I found someone to play both with, we just KEPT WINNING!!! 💪 Valo Ashly Era??? She is being Educated??? She is UNSTOPPABLE FR 😎
Thank you to my wonderful beautiful magical chat~ KISSU 💋
October 21, 2024 at 7:08 AM
GOODNIGHT!
THANK YOU to @kitsudayo.bsky.social for a Magical Valorant + League of Legends Stream! ✨ I'm so happy I found someone to play both with, we just KEPT WINNING!!! 💪 Valo Ashly Era??? She is being Educated??? She is UNSTOPPABLE FR 😎
Thank you to my wonderful beautiful magical chat~ KISSU 💋
THANK YOU to @kitsudayo.bsky.social for a Magical Valorant + League of Legends Stream! ✨ I'm so happy I found someone to play both with, we just KEPT WINNING!!! 💪 Valo Ashly Era??? She is being Educated??? She is UNSTOPPABLE FR 😎
Thank you to my wonderful beautiful magical chat~ KISSU 💋
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GOODNIGHT!
THANK YOU to @kitsudayo.bsky.social for a Magical Valorant + League of Legends Stream! ✨ I'm so happy I found someone to play both with, we just KEPT WINNING!!! 💪 Valo Ashly Era??? She is being Educated??? She is UNSTOPPABLE FR 😎
Thank you to my wonderful beautiful magical chat~ KISSU 💋
THANK YOU to @kitsudayo.bsky.social for a Magical Valorant + League of Legends Stream! ✨ I'm so happy I found someone to play both with, we just KEPT WINNING!!! 💪 Valo Ashly Era??? She is being Educated??? She is UNSTOPPABLE FR 😎
Thank you to my wonderful beautiful magical chat~ KISSU 💋
October 21, 2024 at 7:09 AM
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October 20, 2024 at 8:23 AM
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Obligatory for me to say this but I love fat titties and women
October 17, 2024 at 10:05 PM
Obligatory for me to say this but I love fat titties and women
I think I'm gonna have to make a second account here as well... Alot of the NSFW artist I follow are coming here and I'm scared to play 50/50 again on seeing SFW post vs. NSFW
October 17, 2024 at 8:49 PM
I think I'm gonna have to make a second account here as well... Alot of the NSFW artist I follow are coming here and I'm scared to play 50/50 again on seeing SFW post vs. NSFW
I've been itching to leave or at least be on there less, but it's obviously harder to leave something you've invested a lot into.
August 31, 2024 at 8:11 AM
I've been itching to leave or at least be on there less, but it's obviously harder to leave something you've invested a lot into.