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adult (28) - lifestyle jirai who is a gaybian tmasc + system - vent acc!!
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· Oct 11
hey #jiraisky, it's Storm and Joycon
yamikawaii | lifestyle jirai | BPD, DID, AuDHD
he/they tmasc + gaybian; shared vent acc w/ our system, can't promise we'll be stable 💔
yamikawaii | lifestyle jirai | BPD, DID, AuDHD
he/they tmasc + gaybian; shared vent acc w/ our system, can't promise we'll be stable 💔
Not surprised, really
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November 27, 2025 at 3:13 PM
Not surprised, really
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Y'all need to do better differentiating between fiction and reality
November 27, 2025 at 2:32 PM
Y'all need to do better differentiating between fiction and reality
Not a single aspect of my life feels worth saving rn, and if I didnt have some of the people that I do have rn then i would make it that I dont exist.
November 27, 2025 at 1:21 PM
Not a single aspect of my life feels worth saving rn, and if I didnt have some of the people that I do have rn then i would make it that I dont exist.
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Remember your favorite creator possibly might be struggling with imposter syndrome and doubt and this timeline sucks.. so if you find yourself thinking “wow I really relate to this persons work” or that persons work gives you joy, you should probably tell them. It’s a hard time to be a creative.
November 26, 2025 at 6:57 AM
Remember your favorite creator possibly might be struggling with imposter syndrome and doubt and this timeline sucks.. so if you find yourself thinking “wow I really relate to this persons work” or that persons work gives you joy, you should probably tell them. It’s a hard time to be a creative.
i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore
November 27, 2025 at 2:42 AM
i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore
most of you would not like me if i was honest in what i think and feel
most of you would brand me as some unsavable thing just because youre misled yourself on what to feel
so many of you are fucking brainwashed by society and im the bad guy for having a logical thought. I hate so many of you.
most of you would brand me as some unsavable thing just because youre misled yourself on what to feel
so many of you are fucking brainwashed by society and im the bad guy for having a logical thought. I hate so many of you.
November 27, 2025 at 2:39 AM
most of you would not like me if i was honest in what i think and feel
most of you would brand me as some unsavable thing just because youre misled yourself on what to feel
so many of you are fucking brainwashed by society and im the bad guy for having a logical thought. I hate so many of you.
most of you would brand me as some unsavable thing just because youre misled yourself on what to feel
so many of you are fucking brainwashed by society and im the bad guy for having a logical thought. I hate so many of you.
I cant deal with this anymore, why cant people be nice to each other, why cant i just be secure in my ideals, why am i always scared of every little thing....
November 27, 2025 at 2:37 AM
I cant deal with this anymore, why cant people be nice to each other, why cant i just be secure in my ideals, why am i always scared of every little thing....
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hi pets, me and wife are scared but very close to living in a safe place, so we come here asking for mutual aid. any help is welcome.
ko-fi.com/tabymeow
my medical condition is a lot clearer since the schizophrenia diagnosis. i suffer from a pain disorder caused by trauma, and it's uncertain if +
ko-fi.com/tabymeow
my medical condition is a lot clearer since the schizophrenia diagnosis. i suffer from a pain disorder caused by trauma, and it's uncertain if +
November 25, 2025 at 1:33 PM
hi pets, me and wife are scared but very close to living in a safe place, so we come here asking for mutual aid. any help is welcome.
ko-fi.com/tabymeow
my medical condition is a lot clearer since the schizophrenia diagnosis. i suffer from a pain disorder caused by trauma, and it's uncertain if +
ko-fi.com/tabymeow
my medical condition is a lot clearer since the schizophrenia diagnosis. i suffer from a pain disorder caused by trauma, and it's uncertain if +
friend quote while playing DBD:
*gets hit by killer* NO, OW, MY BALLS-
*gets hit by killer* NO, OW, MY BALLS-
November 26, 2025 at 8:15 AM
friend quote while playing DBD:
*gets hit by killer* NO, OW, MY BALLS-
*gets hit by killer* NO, OW, MY BALLS-
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smelly
October 28, 2025 at 8:08 PM
smelly
Maybe 🍵's mannerisms are rubbing off on me, because Ive been feeling so much rage lately and it makes me uncomfy that I'm capable of feeling that way
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November 24, 2025 at 5:38 AM
Maybe 🍵's mannerisms are rubbing off on me, because Ive been feeling so much rage lately and it makes me uncomfy that I'm capable of feeling that way
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watching gf and bf play PAYDAY 3 together and omg gf stresses me out watching her bc how the fuck you just sitting there doing NOTHING when I can actively hear a Cloaker spawning in dawg
November 24, 2025 at 5:19 AM
watching gf and bf play PAYDAY 3 together and omg gf stresses me out watching her bc how the fuck you just sitting there doing NOTHING when I can actively hear a Cloaker spawning in dawg
I'm not trying to be impatient with life but I hate everything and these feelings just never get duller or more tolerable as I realize just both how life is finite yet so long.
I am angry I dont know how to set goals and keep up with them in a way I can measure anything getting better...
I am angry I dont know how to set goals and keep up with them in a way I can measure anything getting better...
November 24, 2025 at 4:33 AM
I'm not trying to be impatient with life but I hate everything and these feelings just never get duller or more tolerable as I realize just both how life is finite yet so long.
I am angry I dont know how to set goals and keep up with them in a way I can measure anything getting better...
I am angry I dont know how to set goals and keep up with them in a way I can measure anything getting better...
im just a boy who is tired and angry
November 24, 2025 at 4:31 AM
im just a boy who is tired and angry
temp layout until i find something better
hol' up, need to fix my pfp
need a layout change soon, had a dream about one
November 24, 2025 at 4:17 AM
temp layout until i find something better
hol' up, need to fix my pfp
need a layout change soon, had a dream about one
November 24, 2025 at 4:08 AM
hol' up, need to fix my pfp
need a layout change soon, had a dream about one
November 24, 2025 at 4:01 AM
need a layout change soon, had a dream about one
the lady who's trying to tattoo her skin blue to relieve dysphoria makes me feel seen even if im like nowhere in a place to do anything about how much i wanna kms due to how i look...
gonna be honest, i do not understand the hypocrisy some people have about bodily autonomy as soon as you mention body dysmorphia of like any kind being treated with... changing that about your body.
November 24, 2025 at 3:16 AM
the lady who's trying to tattoo her skin blue to relieve dysphoria makes me feel seen even if im like nowhere in a place to do anything about how much i wanna kms due to how i look...
note: this was more the fact I deal with dysmorphia about my skin color / face shape / and a variety of also non-human dysphoria but cant really find many resources that arent there without a LOT of bad faith discourse around it or assuming things about your character due to mental illness.
gonna be honest, i do not understand the hypocrisy some people have about bodily autonomy as soon as you mention body dysmorphia of like any kind being treated with... changing that about your body.
November 24, 2025 at 3:04 AM
note: this was more the fact I deal with dysmorphia about my skin color / face shape / and a variety of also non-human dysphoria but cant really find many resources that arent there without a LOT of bad faith discourse around it or assuming things about your character due to mental illness.
gonna be honest, i do not understand the hypocrisy some people have about bodily autonomy as soon as you mention body dysmorphia of like any kind being treated with... changing that about your body.
November 23, 2025 at 4:26 AM
gonna be honest, i do not understand the hypocrisy some people have about bodily autonomy as soon as you mention body dysmorphia of like any kind being treated with... changing that about your body.
idk, i do for real wonder if my therapist actually believes me about being a system or if he's just being polite to see whats going on in my brain as a whole
November 21, 2025 at 9:05 AM
idk, i do for real wonder if my therapist actually believes me about being a system or if he's just being polite to see whats going on in my brain as a whole
oh, youtube recommended gave me a good video for new DID systems discovering themselves. specifically the advice is basic but its good advice.
November 21, 2025 at 8:58 AM
oh, youtube recommended gave me a good video for new DID systems discovering themselves. specifically the advice is basic but its good advice.
I fucking hate kids sometimes, like bros be 10-12 y/o calling me a bitch while on the clock bc i asked them to clean up to go home.
i could tell their friends was second hand embarrassed too like omfg bro
i could tell their friends was second hand embarrassed too like omfg bro
November 21, 2025 at 3:31 AM
I fucking hate kids sometimes, like bros be 10-12 y/o calling me a bitch while on the clock bc i asked them to clean up to go home.
i could tell their friends was second hand embarrassed too like omfg bro
i could tell their friends was second hand embarrassed too like omfg bro