professional crybaby
@noisylia.bsky.social
giving love a bad name since 2001
she/her | aroace | bpd | sh | ed (kinda, i just love suffering) | recovery era
she/her | aroace | bpd | sh | ed (kinda, i just love suffering) | recovery era
i hope she dies
November 19, 2025 at 1:22 AM
i hope she dies
who does she think she is??? telling people she loves me even after everything and shit? the fucking AUDACITY
November 19, 2025 at 12:56 AM
who does she think she is??? telling people she loves me even after everything and shit? the fucking AUDACITY
a year later i'm crying while listening to the song she dedicated to me even though she's so so far away and i'm the one who told her to go to hell
yes i understand that you are with me because you want to be, but at this point i would only be with you because you want me to
November 19, 2025 at 12:54 AM
a year later i'm crying while listening to the song she dedicated to me even though she's so so far away and i'm the one who told her to go to hell
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i have the random overwhelming feeling im a terrible person, but my brain cant give me any evidence that I am, perhaps we just need to sleep
November 17, 2025 at 10:27 PM
i have the random overwhelming feeling im a terrible person, but my brain cant give me any evidence that I am, perhaps we just need to sleep
shamefully losing the idgaf war
November 18, 2025 at 3:10 PM
shamefully losing the idgaf war
why is everyone so relaxed while i'm a bundle of stress????????? hell
October 31, 2025 at 1:50 AM
why is everyone so relaxed while i'm a bundle of stress????????? hell
why the FUCK do i get so annoyed by other people's happiness like why can't i just mind my own business bro what is wrong with meeeeeeeee
October 31, 2025 at 1:44 AM
why the FUCK do i get so annoyed by other people's happiness like why can't i just mind my own business bro what is wrong with meeeeeeeee
a year clean and thinking about relapsing for the stupidest reason possible
October 10, 2025 at 1:17 AM
a year clean and thinking about relapsing for the stupidest reason possible
it's over, isn't it?
June 28, 2025 at 2:03 AM
it's over, isn't it?
i've been clean for almost a year, only think about cutting myself about twice a week... niceee
June 4, 2025 at 12:16 AM
i've been clean for almost a year, only think about cutting myself about twice a week... niceee
crazy shit, life changing
June 4, 2025 at 12:15 AM
crazy shit, life changing
oh, and also on the 29th it was a year since the day i cut myself on a call with my ex without her knowing and i ended up in the hospital to get stitches, cool
June 4, 2025 at 12:14 AM
oh, and also on the 29th it was a year since the day i cut myself on a call with my ex without her knowing and i ended up in the hospital to get stitches, cool
google photos recommending a screenshot of a call where my dead dog was alive and eating an orange and my ex was drinking wine looking all pretty in the background i don't even know what to say i just wanted to comment
June 4, 2025 at 12:12 AM
google photos recommending a screenshot of a call where my dead dog was alive and eating an orange and my ex was drinking wine looking all pretty in the background i don't even know what to say i just wanted to comment
i only had one friend who was as screwed up as me to the point where i would share some of my shitty thoughts with her but now i don't have her anymore so fuck it
April 30, 2025 at 12:49 AM
i only had one friend who was as screwed up as me to the point where i would share some of my shitty thoughts with her but now i don't have her anymore so fuck it
why can my rapist live his life without even knowing the weight of what he did and i have to think about it every single day? life is not fair
April 30, 2025 at 12:45 AM
why can my rapist live his life without even knowing the weight of what he did and i have to think about it every single day? life is not fair
therapy is not enough i need to cremate my enemies and make a line with the ashes and ketamine
April 30, 2025 at 12:44 AM
therapy is not enough i need to cremate my enemies and make a line with the ashes and ketamine
starting to believe in recovery
February 25, 2025 at 12:35 AM
starting to believe in recovery
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If All for One ever had to deal with Tomura being sick 🧹
January 28, 2025 at 11:56 PM
If All for One ever had to deal with Tomura being sick 🧹
i've never known a love that didn't involve having to force myself to give my body in return
January 25, 2025 at 11:42 PM
i've never known a love that didn't involve having to force myself to give my body in return
my boyfriend doesn't sexualize me, he doesn't try to convince me to have sex with him, does he really love me?
January 25, 2025 at 11:42 PM
my boyfriend doesn't sexualize me, he doesn't try to convince me to have sex with him, does he really love me?
i really wanted to gain weight but when i gain weight i feel sad :(
January 16, 2025 at 12:59 AM
i really wanted to gain weight but when i gain weight i feel sad :(