Freya 🫧
@bellebubbless.bsky.social
ed vent account (ednos) + sh recovery
22 🏴
she/her
169cm / 5ft 6.5"
hw: 150lbs , cw/lw: 107lbs , gw: 100lbs
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backup @freyasbackup.bsky.social
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22 🏴
she/her
169cm / 5ft 6.5"
hw: 150lbs , cw/lw: 107lbs , gw: 100lbs
twt @bellebubbless
backup @freyasbackup.bsky.social
#edtwt #edsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
https://bellebubbles.carrd.co/
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Freya 🫧
@bellebubbless.bsky.social
· Apr 19
redoing my intro to #caterpillarsky #edsky
hii I'm Freya!
- 22 y/o
- scottish
- ednos
- chronically ill
- taken (long term relationship)
and im looking for moots !
(please be at least 18 and not fatphobic)
hii I'm Freya!
- 22 y/o
- scottish
- ednos
- chronically ill
- taken (long term relationship)
and im looking for moots !
(please be at least 18 and not fatphobic)
*1 hr rant ending with "theres such a lack of understanding in this house, this is why I drink"
*me looking back at her while laying in bed clutching my abdomen hoping this is what finally kills me* "yeah..."
*me looking back at her while laying in bed clutching my abdomen hoping this is what finally kills me* "yeah..."
January 15, 2026 at 9:19 PM
*1 hr rant ending with "theres such a lack of understanding in this house, this is why I drink"
*me looking back at her while laying in bed clutching my abdomen hoping this is what finally kills me* "yeah..."
*me looking back at her while laying in bed clutching my abdomen hoping this is what finally kills me* "yeah..."
sorry guys I dont mean to spam the tl with my depressing emotional shit.
its not all bad, my partner is such a light in my life, he means the world to me
its not all bad, my partner is such a light in my life, he means the world to me
January 15, 2026 at 6:58 PM
sorry guys I dont mean to spam the tl with my depressing emotional shit.
its not all bad, my partner is such a light in my life, he means the world to me
its not all bad, my partner is such a light in my life, he means the world to me
maybe its how im feeling rn, but i do constantly oscillate between,
I must do whatever I can to survive, resist, do good for others, be proof there is still goodness and kindness in humans,
and then,
i dont want to continue this life, its my choice to end it, and the pain out weighs all else
I must do whatever I can to survive, resist, do good for others, be proof there is still goodness and kindness in humans,
and then,
i dont want to continue this life, its my choice to end it, and the pain out weighs all else
January 15, 2026 at 6:57 PM
maybe its how im feeling rn, but i do constantly oscillate between,
I must do whatever I can to survive, resist, do good for others, be proof there is still goodness and kindness in humans,
and then,
i dont want to continue this life, its my choice to end it, and the pain out weighs all else
I must do whatever I can to survive, resist, do good for others, be proof there is still goodness and kindness in humans,
and then,
i dont want to continue this life, its my choice to end it, and the pain out weighs all else
im the thinnest ive ever been, one of the weakest and sickest.
but it doesnt seem to matter to my mum how much suffering I endure cause no matter what my problem is, hers is always worse and more important 🫠
but it doesnt seem to matter to my mum how much suffering I endure cause no matter what my problem is, hers is always worse and more important 🫠
January 15, 2026 at 6:31 PM
im the thinnest ive ever been, one of the weakest and sickest.
but it doesnt seem to matter to my mum how much suffering I endure cause no matter what my problem is, hers is always worse and more important 🫠
but it doesnt seem to matter to my mum how much suffering I endure cause no matter what my problem is, hers is always worse and more important 🫠
so today id got up and dressed like shoes and jewelry on the whole lot, then was stuck to the pan for 30 mins, sweating, cramps, maybe slightly delirious cause I kept saying "I need my yellow jacket" I dont have a yellow jacket ??
anyway didnt go in to uni, went back to bed and emailed my lecturer
anyway didnt go in to uni, went back to bed and emailed my lecturer
January 15, 2026 at 6:24 PM
so today id got up and dressed like shoes and jewelry on the whole lot, then was stuck to the pan for 30 mins, sweating, cramps, maybe slightly delirious cause I kept saying "I need my yellow jacket" I dont have a yellow jacket ??
anyway didnt go in to uni, went back to bed and emailed my lecturer
anyway didnt go in to uni, went back to bed and emailed my lecturer
I know thats got to be rage bait, cause wdym "scotland is just as bad as england" "they have such good PR, they are the japan of Europe"
theres no way anyone can actually believe that, esp not if u have any knowledge of our history
theres no way anyone can actually believe that, esp not if u have any knowledge of our history
January 14, 2026 at 2:34 PM
I know thats got to be rage bait, cause wdym "scotland is just as bad as england" "they have such good PR, they are the japan of Europe"
theres no way anyone can actually believe that, esp not if u have any knowledge of our history
theres no way anyone can actually believe that, esp not if u have any knowledge of our history
im so frustrated cause I just keep bleeding everywhere, through everything, everytime I move more comes out.
fuck me, how am i meant to travel across the city and be in uni all day with this
fuck me, how am i meant to travel across the city and be in uni all day with this
January 14, 2026 at 12:34 PM
im so frustrated cause I just keep bleeding everywhere, through everything, everytime I move more comes out.
fuck me, how am i meant to travel across the city and be in uni all day with this
fuck me, how am i meant to travel across the city and be in uni all day with this
Reposted by Freya 🫧
I hate asking but I'm a disabled single mom that needs to get housing for my daughter and I. I found an option but I need 8k to get into it. That's the cheapest option I've found. I need to get home asap. If you can help I greatly appreciate all the help I can get
January 13, 2026 at 11:36 PM
I hate asking but I'm a disabled single mom that needs to get housing for my daughter and I. I found an option but I need 8k to get into it. That's the cheapest option I've found. I need to get home asap. If you can help I greatly appreciate all the help I can get
I keep falling back asleep, idk why having my period effects me soooo much nowadays
like i get cramps for a whole week before, I get a flare up days before
when bleeding starts i get nausea, sm cramps, light headed, fatigue, weakness etc
am I suppost to think its weight or another health issue
like i get cramps for a whole week before, I get a flare up days before
when bleeding starts i get nausea, sm cramps, light headed, fatigue, weakness etc
am I suppost to think its weight or another health issue
January 14, 2026 at 12:11 PM
I keep falling back asleep, idk why having my period effects me soooo much nowadays
like i get cramps for a whole week before, I get a flare up days before
when bleeding starts i get nausea, sm cramps, light headed, fatigue, weakness etc
am I suppost to think its weight or another health issue
like i get cramps for a whole week before, I get a flare up days before
when bleeding starts i get nausea, sm cramps, light headed, fatigue, weakness etc
am I suppost to think its weight or another health issue
Reposted by Freya 🫧
Minneapolis today, your home tomorrow! Stand with us!!! There are so many mutual aid funds you can donate to, ways you can pressure your representatives, and support you can give us! Help us fight for ALL OF US!!!
ICE goons used tear gas and pepper balls on crowds in Minneapolis (1/13/26) following the controversial detention of activists and local bystanders.
January 13, 2026 at 7:00 PM
Minneapolis today, your home tomorrow! Stand with us!!! There are so many mutual aid funds you can donate to, ways you can pressure your representatives, and support you can give us! Help us fight for ALL OF US!!!
I got 1 hrs sleep, woke up at 3am with terrible pain, period started, took paracetmol and waited 1hr 30 for it to kick in enough for me to stop rolling about in pain.
msgd my friend to cancel and the lecturer at like 4:30 -4:45 ish.
called my partner, he helped a little bit.
my mum was drunk and+
msgd my friend to cancel and the lecturer at like 4:30 -4:45 ish.
called my partner, he helped a little bit.
my mum was drunk and+
I dont want to go to uni tmoro.
my period is due and ive been getting cramps for days and im only just over another flare, I have only been able to eat toast so far
my period is due and ive been getting cramps for days and im only just over another flare, I have only been able to eat toast so far
a woman with long blonde hair and white nails is sitting in a car with her hands outstretched .
ALT: a woman with long blonde hair and white nails is sitting in a car with her hands outstretched .
media.tenor.com
January 13, 2026 at 3:24 PM
I got 1 hrs sleep, woke up at 3am with terrible pain, period started, took paracetmol and waited 1hr 30 for it to kick in enough for me to stop rolling about in pain.
msgd my friend to cancel and the lecturer at like 4:30 -4:45 ish.
called my partner, he helped a little bit.
my mum was drunk and+
msgd my friend to cancel and the lecturer at like 4:30 -4:45 ish.
called my partner, he helped a little bit.
my mum was drunk and+
I wish my body didnt react badly to every substance ive given it. id love to be able to try drink or drugs even for a night and feel better
January 12, 2026 at 10:08 PM
I wish my body didnt react badly to every substance ive given it. id love to be able to try drink or drugs even for a night and feel better
I think my mums gonna make me go to the docs about my health and esp the weight loss 🙃
tbh I should be prioritising my health, but im not, I prioritise my education
tbh I should be prioritising my health, but im not, I prioritise my education
January 12, 2026 at 7:10 PM
I think my mums gonna make me go to the docs about my health and esp the weight loss 🙃
tbh I should be prioritising my health, but im not, I prioritise my education
tbh I should be prioritising my health, but im not, I prioritise my education
I dont want to go to uni tmoro.
my period is due and ive been getting cramps for days and im only just over another flare, I have only been able to eat toast so far
my period is due and ive been getting cramps for days and im only just over another flare, I have only been able to eat toast so far
a woman with long blonde hair and white nails is sitting in a car with her hands outstretched .
ALT: a woman with long blonde hair and white nails is sitting in a car with her hands outstretched .
media.tenor.com
January 12, 2026 at 7:06 PM
I dont want to go to uni tmoro.
my period is due and ive been getting cramps for days and im only just over another flare, I have only been able to eat toast so far
my period is due and ive been getting cramps for days and im only just over another flare, I have only been able to eat toast so far
I need to get a shower, but my tummy kinda hurts, it just needs to be ok tmoro.
but tmoro they r gonna have domino's pizza for us and idk if I can contain myself,, but what if I have another flare up there
but tmoro they r gonna have domino's pizza for us and idk if I can contain myself,, but what if I have another flare up there
January 12, 2026 at 12:13 PM
I need to get a shower, but my tummy kinda hurts, it just needs to be ok tmoro.
but tmoro they r gonna have domino's pizza for us and idk if I can contain myself,, but what if I have another flare up there
but tmoro they r gonna have domino's pizza for us and idk if I can contain myself,, but what if I have another flare up there
I keep falling back asleep
January 12, 2026 at 12:04 PM
I keep falling back asleep
okii ive woke up and this has left containment so im stopping replys in the hopes that stops it from showing up on the tl, if not ill delete it.
but genuinely guys this wasnt some type of stab at americans saying they should running.
this was me saying im scared for yous ! I just write my thoughts+
but genuinely guys this wasnt some type of stab at americans saying they should running.
this was me saying im scared for yous ! I just write my thoughts+
also guys I just wanna clear up this was very much a *i personally in my cureent situation would run* dw dw I know a lot of yous its not an option.
im lucky in that I dont have kids, I dont have any ties, if I needed to I can pick up and leave. and if pushed I could walk for days
im lucky in that I dont have kids, I dont have any ties, if I needed to I can pick up and leave. and if pushed I could walk for days
January 12, 2026 at 12:00 PM
okii ive woke up and this has left containment so im stopping replys in the hopes that stops it from showing up on the tl, if not ill delete it.
but genuinely guys this wasnt some type of stab at americans saying they should running.
this was me saying im scared for yous ! I just write my thoughts+
but genuinely guys this wasnt some type of stab at americans saying they should running.
this was me saying im scared for yous ! I just write my thoughts+
I just feel sick sm now a days
and i blame my last gi consultant, they discharged me on a short term medication with no long term plan. saying "I think you're young and it will hopfully just improve over time"
well its not! why didnt you tell me this could happen? I would've argued the discharge!
and i blame my last gi consultant, they discharged me on a short term medication with no long term plan. saying "I think you're young and it will hopfully just improve over time"
well its not! why didnt you tell me this could happen? I would've argued the discharge!
January 12, 2026 at 12:21 AM
I just feel sick sm now a days
and i blame my last gi consultant, they discharged me on a short term medication with no long term plan. saying "I think you're young and it will hopfully just improve over time"
well its not! why didnt you tell me this could happen? I would've argued the discharge!
and i blame my last gi consultant, they discharged me on a short term medication with no long term plan. saying "I think you're young and it will hopfully just improve over time"
well its not! why didnt you tell me this could happen? I would've argued the discharge!
I think unfortunately I am literally the fattest person to have ever got to this bmi.
17.0 should look skinny, small, bones even?
instead im bloated and chubby and my thighs rub and shake, and I can grab sm fat
17.0 should look skinny, small, bones even?
instead im bloated and chubby and my thighs rub and shake, and I can grab sm fat
January 11, 2026 at 11:05 PM
I think unfortunately I am literally the fattest person to have ever got to this bmi.
17.0 should look skinny, small, bones even?
instead im bloated and chubby and my thighs rub and shake, and I can grab sm fat
17.0 should look skinny, small, bones even?
instead im bloated and chubby and my thighs rub and shake, and I can grab sm fat
seeing the shit happening in america genuinely scares me.
your military is masked, doing your policing, executing citizens, the president is threatening other countries.
I think id be packing my shit and going on the run, a plane, a train, bus, bike, on foot, just getting out
your military is masked, doing your policing, executing citizens, the president is threatening other countries.
I think id be packing my shit and going on the run, a plane, a train, bus, bike, on foot, just getting out
January 11, 2026 at 10:32 PM
seeing the shit happening in america genuinely scares me.
your military is masked, doing your policing, executing citizens, the president is threatening other countries.
I think id be packing my shit and going on the run, a plane, a train, bus, bike, on foot, just getting out
your military is masked, doing your policing, executing citizens, the president is threatening other countries.
I think id be packing my shit and going on the run, a plane, a train, bus, bike, on foot, just getting out
so 107 lbs makes me bmi 17.0 , just 0.3 lbs and im in the 16s
January 11, 2026 at 7:36 PM
so 107 lbs makes me bmi 17.0 , just 0.3 lbs and im in the 16s
me in winter vs summer
January 11, 2026 at 2:18 PM
me in winter vs summer
I mightve been in awful pain and throwing my guts up last night, but i have hit a new lw. so silver lining i guess
January 11, 2026 at 2:02 PM
I mightve been in awful pain and throwing my guts up last night, but i have hit a new lw. so silver lining i guess
I hope if I do something, he knows that it was nvr his fault, he is what kept me going for so long.
the issue is and always has been my health, sure my mental health has got bad at times but the physical health is 1000x worse.
the issue is and always has been my health, sure my mental health has got bad at times but the physical health is 1000x worse.
January 11, 2026 at 4:24 AM
I hope if I do something, he knows that it was nvr his fault, he is what kept me going for so long.
the issue is and always has been my health, sure my mental health has got bad at times but the physical health is 1000x worse.
the issue is and always has been my health, sure my mental health has got bad at times but the physical health is 1000x worse.