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Freya 🫧
@bellebubbless.bsky.social
ed vent account (ednos) + sh recovery
22 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿
she/her
169cm / 5ft 6.5"
hw: 150lbs , cw/lw: 107lbs , gw: 100lbs
twt @bellebubbless
backup @freyasbackup.bsky.social
#edtwt #edsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
https://bellebubbles.carrd.co/
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redoing my intro to #caterpillarsky #edsky

hii I'm Freya!

- 22 y/o
- scottish
- ednos
- chronically ill
- taken (long term relationship)

and im looking for moots !
(please be at least 18 and not fatphobic)
I hope you are ok <3
January 16, 2026 at 12:08 AM
I feel it from you and others to, this is honestly such a kind space and im so glad to have yous <3
January 15, 2026 at 9:20 PM
*1 hr rant ending with "theres such a lack of understanding in this house, this is why I drink"

*me looking back at her while laying in bed clutching my abdomen hoping this is what finally kills me* "yeah..."
January 15, 2026 at 9:19 PM
woooo! im so excited for you !!
January 15, 2026 at 9:16 PM
maybe on the calls you could jst keep saying "what?" "can u repeat that?" "sorry its my hearing I told u about, can u speak louder?" and annoy them out of calling you lol
January 15, 2026 at 9:14 PM
thank you, im glad to know im not alone and I gope you know your not alone either <3
and I hope i do recover from this, its not like I have nothing left to continue for, I have lots I want to do, its just sometimes the pain is overwhelming :/
January 15, 2026 at 8:33 PM
I hope you know that ill always care and im here for you tho <3
January 15, 2026 at 8:31 PM
ive been thinking similar, at least I know there is a death and thats definite, that this will end one way or another. and I know a death thats *not by my own hand* will hurt everyone else less, but its also hurts to know they wont understand the suffering that pushed me to *it* if I do :/
January 15, 2026 at 7:10 PM
sorry guys I dont mean to spam the tl with my depressing emotional shit.

its not all bad, my partner is such a light in my life, he means the world to me
January 15, 2026 at 6:58 PM
maybe its how im feeling rn, but i do constantly oscillate between,

I must do whatever I can to survive, resist, do good for others, be proof there is still goodness and kindness in humans,

and then,

i dont want to continue this life, its my choice to end it, and the pain out weighs all else
January 15, 2026 at 6:57 PM
thank you <3 I need all the healing vibes I can get lol
January 15, 2026 at 6:38 PM
I'm weak, tired, in pain constantly, scared this might ruin my career.
but shes been thinking about a girl that was mean to her in school recently, so obviously shes got it worse 🫩
January 15, 2026 at 6:31 PM
im the thinnest ive ever been, one of the weakest and sickest.
but it doesnt seem to matter to my mum how much suffering I endure cause no matter what my problem is, hers is always worse and more important 🫠
January 15, 2026 at 6:31 PM
so i think this might be viral,

its just what sick luck is that for me, I had my period, a flare up, 2 days ok, a flare up, my period, and now a virus on top??

im exhausted and honestly I just feel so weak and im in sm pain all the time
January 15, 2026 at 6:24 PM
I felt so bad but also like my body was faking it for some reason, like it wants me to be lazy and stay in bed,

anyway my wee bro came back from college and told me he had the exact same thing happen, and his pal white-eed , and there was another toilet in his college covered in sick
January 15, 2026 at 6:24 PM
so today id got up and dressed like shoes and jewelry on the whole lot, then was stuck to the pan for 30 mins, sweating, cramps, maybe slightly delirious cause I kept saying "I need my yellow jacket" I dont have a yellow jacket ??

anyway didnt go in to uni, went back to bed and emailed my lecturer
January 15, 2026 at 6:24 PM
ohh thats so cool, im gonna try tonight and if i cant get it then ill let you know and ill try that
January 15, 2026 at 6:17 PM
ohh thank ypu ill try this tonight!
January 15, 2026 at 6:16 PM
its unavailable in my country 🫠
January 14, 2026 at 9:39 PM
nooooiiiii
January 14, 2026 at 8:39 PM
I need this app sm
January 14, 2026 at 8:32 PM
I cant remember if we have eachother yet, but just incase my friend code is 34AQ76E1L7 !
January 14, 2026 at 8:24 PM
exactly! also thats not even all of it, they done similar to the Welsh and Irish too, so its not like its just us. but youd be surprised how many people even living here dont know their own history or even current politics
January 14, 2026 at 8:22 PM
oh I havent, but maybe I should, I dont think i have a deficiency, but a boost cant hurt
January 14, 2026 at 8:15 PM
it 100% is, england is sm more hateful and right wing. things are much more chill and friendly up here
January 14, 2026 at 8:14 PM