i have like 20 different songs that sound amazing, but i don’t know how to keep working on them. feels like im stuck with so much potential without having the ability to reach its full potential.
January 19, 2026 at 11:02 AM
i have like 20 different songs that sound amazing, but i don’t know how to keep working on them. feels like im stuck with so much potential without having the ability to reach its full potential.
Yeah, its over
Still feel like hell get lower
I can't see well move slower
She might know me, dont know her.
Still feel like hell get lower
I can't see well move slower
She might know me, dont know her.
January 18, 2026 at 9:26 AM
Yeah, its over
Still feel like hell get lower
I can't see well move slower
She might know me, dont know her.
Still feel like hell get lower
I can't see well move slower
She might know me, dont know her.
i’m getting a haircut tomorrow.
i hope it turns out well.
it’s been like 6 months since i last had a haircut.
i hope it turns out well.
it’s been like 6 months since i last had a haircut.
January 17, 2026 at 7:48 AM
i’m getting a haircut tomorrow.
i hope it turns out well.
it’s been like 6 months since i last had a haircut.
i hope it turns out well.
it’s been like 6 months since i last had a haircut.
i’m still alive.
genuinely thought it was wraps for me.
genuinely thought it was wraps for me.
January 12, 2026 at 11:31 PM
i’m still alive.
genuinely thought it was wraps for me.
genuinely thought it was wraps for me.
this drug makes my body feel so heavy.
maybe thats a sign i’m not going to heaven.
angels can’t carry me upward.
i’m hopeless.
maybe thats a sign i’m not going to heaven.
angels can’t carry me upward.
i’m hopeless.
January 12, 2026 at 10:07 AM
this drug makes my body feel so heavy.
maybe thats a sign i’m not going to heaven.
angels can’t carry me upward.
i’m hopeless.
maybe thats a sign i’m not going to heaven.
angels can’t carry me upward.
i’m hopeless.
i cannot read text well.
nor write correctly.
i’m trying my best.
nor write correctly.
i’m trying my best.
January 12, 2026 at 9:40 AM
i cannot read text well.
nor write correctly.
i’m trying my best.
nor write correctly.
i’m trying my best.
just took a preoccupying dose.
maybe i won’t wake tomorrow, who knows.
i’m still writing well, so there’s that. doesn’t take until an hour to kick in tho.
maybe i won’t wake tomorrow, who knows.
i’m still writing well, so there’s that. doesn’t take until an hour to kick in tho.
January 12, 2026 at 9:03 AM
just took a preoccupying dose.
maybe i won’t wake tomorrow, who knows.
i’m still writing well, so there’s that. doesn’t take until an hour to kick in tho.
maybe i won’t wake tomorrow, who knows.
i’m still writing well, so there’s that. doesn’t take until an hour to kick in tho.
i don’t want to take these pills.
they don’t feel like the first time.
i feel nothing, everything feels like a blur.
automatic responses, and an empty look.
they don’t feel like the first time.
i feel nothing, everything feels like a blur.
automatic responses, and an empty look.
January 12, 2026 at 8:35 AM
i don’t want to take these pills.
they don’t feel like the first time.
i feel nothing, everything feels like a blur.
automatic responses, and an empty look.
they don’t feel like the first time.
i feel nothing, everything feels like a blur.
automatic responses, and an empty look.
i don’t remember posting this.
that’s a testament.
that’s a testament.
everyday i feel closer to an overdose.
January 11, 2026 at 9:24 AM
i don’t remember posting this.
that’s a testament.
that’s a testament.
it’s a strange feeling.
the antidepressants make me feel nothing.
i’m not sure i like that.
the antidepressants make me feel nothing.
i’m not sure i like that.
January 11, 2026 at 9:22 AM
it’s a strange feeling.
the antidepressants make me feel nothing.
i’m not sure i like that.
the antidepressants make me feel nothing.
i’m not sure i like that.
everyday i feel closer to an overdose.
January 9, 2026 at 10:03 AM
everyday i feel closer to an overdose.
i abuse substances, and i don’t know how to ask for help.
January 9, 2026 at 9:55 AM
i abuse substances, and i don’t know how to ask for help.
i never feel like i’m living in the present.
even when I focus my attention to something, it all feels in the past.
even when I focus my attention to something, it all feels in the past.
January 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
i never feel like i’m living in the present.
even when I focus my attention to something, it all feels in the past.
even when I focus my attention to something, it all feels in the past.
i love my best friend.
he’s the best man i know.
everyday i strive to be like him.
he’s the best man i know.
everyday i strive to be like him.
January 9, 2026 at 8:08 AM
i love my best friend.
he’s the best man i know.
everyday i strive to be like him.
he’s the best man i know.
everyday i strive to be like him.
i can’t see them, but still i can’t do it because of them.
they’ve been in my life my whole life and i can’t leave them.
my friends are the reason im alive, even if they can’t tell.
they’ve been in my life my whole life and i can’t leave them.
my friends are the reason im alive, even if they can’t tell.
January 9, 2026 at 8:04 AM
i can’t see them, but still i can’t do it because of them.
they’ve been in my life my whole life and i can’t leave them.
my friends are the reason im alive, even if they can’t tell.
they’ve been in my life my whole life and i can’t leave them.
my friends are the reason im alive, even if they can’t tell.
i don’t want to die.
bought a 25 pack of dyphenhydraimne.
i contemplated on suicide for hours on end.
i still wanna do it.
but my friends matter so much to me.
i can’t let them have that message get to their phones.
bought a 25 pack of dyphenhydraimne.
i contemplated on suicide for hours on end.
i still wanna do it.
but my friends matter so much to me.
i can’t let them have that message get to their phones.
January 9, 2026 at 8:02 AM
i don’t want to die.
bought a 25 pack of dyphenhydraimne.
i contemplated on suicide for hours on end.
i still wanna do it.
but my friends matter so much to me.
i can’t let them have that message get to their phones.
bought a 25 pack of dyphenhydraimne.
i contemplated on suicide for hours on end.
i still wanna do it.
but my friends matter so much to me.
i can’t let them have that message get to their phones.
i talked to my best friend today.
even after all i’ve been through, i love them.
they’re the best i have.
even after all i’ve been through, i love them.
they’re the best i have.
January 9, 2026 at 7:57 AM
i talked to my best friend today.
even after all i’ve been through, i love them.
they’re the best i have.
even after all i’ve been through, i love them.
they’re the best i have.
i’m drunk, and i know other people are aware.
i’m scared of tomorrow.
i’m scared of tomorrow.
January 9, 2026 at 7:56 AM
i’m drunk, and i know other people are aware.
i’m scared of tomorrow.
i’m scared of tomorrow.
i cannot feel any moment of my life.
it all feels like a blur.
i don’t remember recording any lines of lyrics.
it’s scary.
i don’t like living.
it all feels like a blur.
i don’t remember recording any lines of lyrics.
it’s scary.
i don’t like living.
January 9, 2026 at 7:55 AM
i cannot feel any moment of my life.
it all feels like a blur.
i don’t remember recording any lines of lyrics.
it’s scary.
i don’t like living.
it all feels like a blur.
i don’t remember recording any lines of lyrics.
it’s scary.
i don’t like living.
no matter how much music i make, i can’t bare my skin.
January 9, 2026 at 7:52 AM
no matter how much music i make, i can’t bare my skin.
Programming a STUN sniffer to identify the location of people on sites like Omegle and allat.
Of course the location is not pinpoint accurate, but my unwillingness to trust people on the internet makes me do this.
At least you have a general location.
Not illegal btw, its all p2p so yeah.
Of course the location is not pinpoint accurate, but my unwillingness to trust people on the internet makes me do this.
At least you have a general location.
Not illegal btw, its all p2p so yeah.
January 8, 2026 at 7:18 AM
Programming a STUN sniffer to identify the location of people on sites like Omegle and allat.
Of course the location is not pinpoint accurate, but my unwillingness to trust people on the internet makes me do this.
At least you have a general location.
Not illegal btw, its all p2p so yeah.
Of course the location is not pinpoint accurate, but my unwillingness to trust people on the internet makes me do this.
At least you have a general location.
Not illegal btw, its all p2p so yeah.
how do i tell people im not who they think i am ?
January 6, 2026 at 8:49 AM
how do i tell people im not who they think i am ?
it’s hours past twelve o’clock
i look at pictures of us
and i don’t even know
if i could get much lower
i look at pictures of us
and i don’t even know
if i could get much lower
January 6, 2026 at 8:48 AM
it’s hours past twelve o’clock
i look at pictures of us
and i don’t even know
if i could get much lower
i look at pictures of us
and i don’t even know
if i could get much lower
once i drink i cant stop.
i hate myself for it.
i tell myself i wont do it again.
i hate myself for it.
i tell myself i wont do it again.
January 5, 2026 at 10:10 AM
once i drink i cant stop.
i hate myself for it.
i tell myself i wont do it again.
i hate myself for it.
i tell myself i wont do it again.