marzipan🔞
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art things i want to do in 2026 but probably won't do:
-finish radiant dressup 2 (doable)
-learn how to actually paint by painting a bunch of screenshots+candid photos of items/still lives (digital+analog)
-make a small johnmike artbookzine thingy based on that 69 count list hatch gave me
-finish radiant dressup 2 (doable)
-learn how to actually paint by painting a bunch of screenshots+candid photos of items/still lives (digital+analog)
-make a small johnmike artbookzine thingy based on that 69 count list hatch gave me
maybe if i watched movies and worked myself to death studying and copying from them i'd be remembered for creating something memorable. fuck my physical health, i just want to be good enough to be noticed for once
January 19, 2026 at 3:52 PM
maybe if i watched movies and worked myself to death studying and copying from them i'd be remembered for creating something memorable. fuck my physical health, i just want to be good enough to be noticed for once
venting in public cause i can't do it to friends due to technical issues isn't kind of me but hey at least i'm not cutting myself. though at least cutting feels. better than this to me. haha.
January 19, 2026 at 3:38 PM
venting in public cause i can't do it to friends due to technical issues isn't kind of me but hey at least i'm not cutting myself. though at least cutting feels. better than this to me. haha.
sometimes i feel really sad ive never been picked for community projects
January 19, 2026 at 3:20 PM
sometimes i feel really sad ive never been picked for community projects
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angel on my shoulder telling me to pull an allnighter or to sell all of my old phones and buy one single android work phone instead of relying on apple devices. devil on my shoulder telling me “if [artist] was so good when they were only 22 why aren’t you at good as them huh. kill yourself NOW!!!!!”
January 19, 2026 at 3:07 AM
angel on my shoulder telling me to pull an allnighter or to sell all of my old phones and buy one single android work phone instead of relying on apple devices. devil on my shoulder telling me “if [artist] was so good when they were only 22 why aren’t you at good as them huh. kill yourself NOW!!!!!”
somehow now the only money nintendo is getting from me is 20 buckaroos per year to listen to their music cause the one site i used for dl game osts fucking died so!! ah well
January 19, 2026 at 12:59 AM
somehow now the only money nintendo is getting from me is 20 buckaroos per year to listen to their music cause the one site i used for dl game osts fucking died so!! ah well
appreciating the general agreement that Gabriel's wings turn pink whenever flustered/horny, at first i used to find it silly but it's really cute actually
January 18, 2026 at 10:20 PM
appreciating the general agreement that Gabriel's wings turn pink whenever flustered/horny, at first i used to find it silly but it's really cute actually
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January 18, 2026 at 12:28 PM
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December 28, 2025 at 7:29 AM
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you know the one scene from chainsaw man movie
#ultrakill
#ultrakill
January 17, 2026 at 2:12 AM
you know the one scene from chainsaw man movie
#ultrakill
#ultrakill
i need to get myself like a thousand blank kuretakke karappo felt nib pens and like a billion empty ink cartridges so i can have one of these for every color imaginable, these brushes feel sooooo good to use with fountain pen inks
January 17, 2026 at 5:21 PM
i need to get myself like a thousand blank kuretakke karappo felt nib pens and like a billion empty ink cartridges so i can have one of these for every color imaginable, these brushes feel sooooo good to use with fountain pen inks
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January 17, 2026 at 5:08 PM
sailor please release thinner versions of your hocoro pen nibs and my life is yours, please i beg of you
January 17, 2026 at 4:52 PM
sailor please release thinner versions of your hocoro pen nibs and my life is yours, please i beg of you
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note: if anyone had any vgen codes to share i would be more than grateful 🥺
January 17, 2026 at 2:39 PM
note: if anyone had any vgen codes to share i would be more than grateful 🥺
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The blood of the covenant (2 people who met online by writing about fictional characters fucking nasty) is thicker than the water of the womb
January 15, 2026 at 2:18 AM
The blood of the covenant (2 people who met online by writing about fictional characters fucking nasty) is thicker than the water of the womb
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yume 2kki (2007)
realistic beach
realistic beach
January 16, 2026 at 7:47 PM
yume 2kki (2007)
realistic beach
realistic beach
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hope everyone is staying warm..!!
January 16, 2026 at 6:02 PM
hope everyone is staying warm..!!
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January 16, 2026 at 1:27 PM
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one day i'll draw him clothed maybe
January 15, 2026 at 9:23 PM
one day i'll draw him clothed maybe
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January 15, 2026 at 2:57 PM