months of flare ups + now sick af with a HARSH cold that gets better for a few hours then WORSE for the night 😭

so not only is my leg giving out, but now my hand is slowly starting to go as well 🙃 make it stooooppp

palpitations and about to faint in a B&N? more likely than you think ☠️

thaaaaaaanks

sucky time at the doctor today- but the up side is that i get my son for the rest of the week 😍

"1 year was already more than enough, 5 years pushed it over the limit, and 11 years has ruined your life". i have so many appointments lined up for the next few months, preparing for so many panic attacks to come thanks to medical trauma, but i'm ready to finally live normally again...

with the healthcare system for how they're handling all of this. thankfully enough... as much as bad things have been coming up, so have good things. my new doctor did extra tests, got me the referral i ACTUALLY needed and is expediting my case so i can see a specialist sooner because in her words +

my 11 year battle of heart problems is slowly coming to an end (i hope). i found out so much this year about what's actually going on, have been going through constant flare ups that get a little worse each time, slowly losing my ability to walk well with my left leg and have been very frustrated +