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@muselessblues.bsky.social
37, She/Her, Bi , Auckland NZ
Yorkshire Kiwi, Social Introvert in my BL/ KPOP era, multi-fandom mess, Fanfic & Podcast Addict, writer. #amwriting #truecrime #STAY #blink
Yorkshire Kiwi, Social Introvert in my BL/ KPOP era, multi-fandom mess, Fanfic & Podcast Addict, writer. #amwriting #truecrime #STAY #blink
Not happy about all the crappy weather we've been having and given I'm already on the edge of a cold (which I refuse to give into untill my tattoo on Saturday) I will be using it as an excuse to work from home tomorrow.
I hate wet weather like so much...especially if it's windy. Like nope.
I hate wet weather like so much...especially if it's windy. Like nope.
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July 29, 2025 at 8:10 AM
Not happy about all the crappy weather we've been having and given I'm already on the edge of a cold (which I refuse to give into untill my tattoo on Saturday) I will be using it as an excuse to work from home tomorrow.
I hate wet weather like so much...especially if it's windy. Like nope.
I hate wet weather like so much...especially if it's windy. Like nope.
Erm bank....not that I don't love you looking after my money and all but just because I maybe spent more this weekend than I normally do is no reason to flag my purchases now as fraudulent and decline my card.
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July 27, 2025 at 12:25 PM
Erm bank....not that I don't love you looking after my money and all but just because I maybe spent more this weekend than I normally do is no reason to flag my purchases now as fraudulent and decline my card.
nothing like the financial work that stresses me out to hell triggering a seizure today to make me realize I can't keep going like this every month.
it makes my bosses new working arrangements proposed to start next week not feel like they will make any difference at all.
it makes my bosses new working arrangements proposed to start next week not feel like they will make any difference at all.
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July 18, 2025 at 1:09 AM
nothing like the financial work that stresses me out to hell triggering a seizure today to make me realize I can't keep going like this every month.
it makes my bosses new working arrangements proposed to start next week not feel like they will make any difference at all.
it makes my bosses new working arrangements proposed to start next week not feel like they will make any difference at all.
Got some bad news about my elderly cat which is putting me through an emotional wringer.
Given she's 17 with hyperthyroidism I knew it was only a matter of time until there was no other option than THAT.
But it doesn't make the reality any easier to handle.
Given she's 17 with hyperthyroidism I knew it was only a matter of time until there was no other option than THAT.
But it doesn't make the reality any easier to handle.
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July 3, 2025 at 11:39 AM
Got some bad news about my elderly cat which is putting me through an emotional wringer.
Given she's 17 with hyperthyroidism I knew it was only a matter of time until there was no other option than THAT.
But it doesn't make the reality any easier to handle.
Given she's 17 with hyperthyroidism I knew it was only a matter of time until there was no other option than THAT.
But it doesn't make the reality any easier to handle.
Wow nothing like getting bitched at by my sister when my dad can't see what's in front of him.
My anxiety has been flaring up majorly the past couple of days and yet like always I don't feel like I can say anything. I still don't know what's triggering it but have a clue that work might be it.
My anxiety has been flaring up majorly the past couple of days and yet like always I don't feel like I can say anything. I still don't know what's triggering it but have a clue that work might be it.
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June 14, 2025 at 5:29 AM
Wow nothing like getting bitched at by my sister when my dad can't see what's in front of him.
My anxiety has been flaring up majorly the past couple of days and yet like always I don't feel like I can say anything. I still don't know what's triggering it but have a clue that work might be it.
My anxiety has been flaring up majorly the past couple of days and yet like always I don't feel like I can say anything. I still don't know what's triggering it but have a clue that work might be it.
The whole me being made to do financial stuff at work is getting worse and more indepth since I now find myself responsible for damned cost reconciliations on top of the hassle of the related interim invoices.
I hate financial stuff so fucking MUCH!!!!
I hate financial stuff so fucking MUCH!!!!
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June 11, 2025 at 8:49 AM
The whole me being made to do financial stuff at work is getting worse and more indepth since I now find myself responsible for damned cost reconciliations on top of the hassle of the related interim invoices.
I hate financial stuff so fucking MUCH!!!!
I hate financial stuff so fucking MUCH!!!!
Thankful af that my mum changed the channel on yet another anti fast food program. They are so triggering af which is the last thing I need especially when I'm not in the right headspace at the moment.
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June 2, 2025 at 9:17 AM
Thankful af that my mum changed the channel on yet another anti fast food program. They are so triggering af which is the last thing I need especially when I'm not in the right headspace at the moment.
#thatmomentwhen you are clearing your spam message requests on ig and see a blocked message from an Aunt on my dad's side about 'I love my nieces' day. Needless to say it's say it's still sitting blocked 🤭
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May 31, 2025 at 8:55 AM
#thatmomentwhen you are clearing your spam message requests on ig and see a blocked message from an Aunt on my dad's side about 'I love my nieces' day. Needless to say it's say it's still sitting blocked 🤭
Got a major headache and now after an email from my tattooist about my last appointment with them before they retire (which only made it worse due to everything looking wrong 🤦🏻♀️) I just want to go back into my room and drown in skz code.
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May 17, 2025 at 9:39 AM
Got a major headache and now after an email from my tattooist about my last appointment with them before they retire (which only made it worse due to everything looking wrong 🤦🏻♀️) I just want to go back into my room and drown in skz code.
My parents have brought up a camping trip and asked if I wanted to go 🙃
I don't really want to but as my sister and nieces are going too I feel like I don't have much choice but to go.
If it's too much of an issue I'll stay...just hope my back will be able to handle the sleeping arrangements.
I don't really want to but as my sister and nieces are going too I feel like I don't have much choice but to go.
If it's too much of an issue I'll stay...just hope my back will be able to handle the sleeping arrangements.
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May 17, 2025 at 7:19 AM
My parents have brought up a camping trip and asked if I wanted to go 🙃
I don't really want to but as my sister and nieces are going too I feel like I don't have much choice but to go.
If it's too much of an issue I'll stay...just hope my back will be able to handle the sleeping arrangements.
I don't really want to but as my sister and nieces are going too I feel like I don't have much choice but to go.
If it's too much of an issue I'll stay...just hope my back will be able to handle the sleeping arrangements.
I hate that my boss thinks just because I don't have kids to pick up or look after that it means I will stay online longer to do some 'urgent work'.
Especially when the jokes on her as I have no idea what to do without our financial gurus.
Especially when the jokes on her as I have no idea what to do without our financial gurus.
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May 16, 2025 at 3:28 AM
I hate that my boss thinks just because I don't have kids to pick up or look after that it means I will stay online longer to do some 'urgent work'.
Especially when the jokes on her as I have no idea what to do without our financial gurus.
Especially when the jokes on her as I have no idea what to do without our financial gurus.
Not looking forward to working in the office tomorrow since it will be the one Tuesday a fortnight when my boss is there as well. 🙃
She's one of those people who cannot be quiet to save her life...which means I can't concentrate properly & can't just listen to music without being disturbed.
She's one of those people who cannot be quiet to save her life...which means I can't concentrate properly & can't just listen to music without being disturbed.
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May 5, 2025 at 9:35 AM
Not looking forward to working in the office tomorrow since it will be the one Tuesday a fortnight when my boss is there as well. 🙃
She's one of those people who cannot be quiet to save her life...which means I can't concentrate properly & can't just listen to music without being disturbed.
She's one of those people who cannot be quiet to save her life...which means I can't concentrate properly & can't just listen to music without being disturbed.
Got my nose and Helix piercing done and got to admit my nose hurt more than I thought it would.
Gotta admit I keep getting distracted by my nose piercing out the corner of my eye though....that's gonna take a while to get used to 🫠
Gotta admit I keep getting distracted by my nose piercing out the corner of my eye though....that's gonna take a while to get used to 🫠
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May 3, 2025 at 6:16 AM
Got my nose and Helix piercing done and got to admit my nose hurt more than I thought it would.
Gotta admit I keep getting distracted by my nose piercing out the corner of my eye though....that's gonna take a while to get used to 🫠
Gotta admit I keep getting distracted by my nose piercing out the corner of my eye though....that's gonna take a while to get used to 🫠
That moment when your 90's kid experience with Pokémon helps you talk with your niece about them....well at least with the original ones anyway.
Thank God for the pokedex website or I would be lost with the new ones tbh
Thank God for the pokedex website or I would be lost with the new ones tbh
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May 3, 2025 at 2:26 AM
That moment when your 90's kid experience with Pokémon helps you talk with your niece about them....well at least with the original ones anyway.
Thank God for the pokedex website or I would be lost with the new ones tbh
Thank God for the pokedex website or I would be lost with the new ones tbh
Oh sweet god and heaven the world must have ended since I was watching the Kardashians 😶
Only because my sister was watching it while doing our nails but I had managed to get away with not watching it so far!!
Only because my sister was watching it while doing our nails but I had managed to get away with not watching it so far!!
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April 26, 2025 at 9:39 AM
Oh sweet god and heaven the world must have ended since I was watching the Kardashians 😶
Only because my sister was watching it while doing our nails but I had managed to get away with not watching it so far!!
Only because my sister was watching it while doing our nails but I had managed to get away with not watching it so far!!
I don't think my dad realises how triggering it is everytime that he makes a comment on my diet or my food. You would have thought he'd realise this everytime I snap at him about it but nope...he just keeps pushing.
He reacts the same whenever we question his diet so I wonder where I got that from🤔
He reacts the same whenever we question his diet so I wonder where I got that from🤔
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April 22, 2025 at 6:22 AM
I don't think my dad realises how triggering it is everytime that he makes a comment on my diet or my food. You would have thought he'd realise this everytime I snap at him about it but nope...he just keeps pushing.
He reacts the same whenever we question his diet so I wonder where I got that from🤔
He reacts the same whenever we question his diet so I wonder where I got that from🤔
Spent most of last night and early this morning indulging my inner kpop fan and watching memes/crack vids.
Ngl the ones about how good of a dad bangchan is to the rest of the stray kids made me tear up so much ..twice as much when I saw them appreciating him 😍😍
Ngl the ones about how good of a dad bangchan is to the rest of the stray kids made me tear up so much ..twice as much when I saw them appreciating him 😍😍
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April 22, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Spent most of last night and early this morning indulging my inner kpop fan and watching memes/crack vids.
Ngl the ones about how good of a dad bangchan is to the rest of the stray kids made me tear up so much ..twice as much when I saw them appreciating him 😍😍
Ngl the ones about how good of a dad bangchan is to the rest of the stray kids made me tear up so much ..twice as much when I saw them appreciating him 😍😍
Was enjoying watching #mypersonalweatherman again while ex tropical cyclone tam was passing....right up until the storm decided to kill our power ugh.
Hopefully it will be fixed in the morning as it seems go be getting less intense...as it passes.
Hopefully it will be fixed in the morning as it seems go be getting less intense...as it passes.
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April 18, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Was enjoying watching #mypersonalweatherman again while ex tropical cyclone tam was passing....right up until the storm decided to kill our power ugh.
Hopefully it will be fixed in the morning as it seems go be getting less intense...as it passes.
Hopefully it will be fixed in the morning as it seems go be getting less intense...as it passes.
Welp the house sale went through last week and I'm now a partial home owner...which didn't really kick into I got paid this week.
But it still doesn't feel real as not much has changed since the parents and sister still seem to make the majority of decisions without talking to me....
But it still doesn't feel real as not much has changed since the parents and sister still seem to make the majority of decisions without talking to me....
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April 17, 2025 at 11:09 AM
Welp the house sale went through last week and I'm now a partial home owner...which didn't really kick into I got paid this week.
But it still doesn't feel real as not much has changed since the parents and sister still seem to make the majority of decisions without talking to me....
But it still doesn't feel real as not much has changed since the parents and sister still seem to make the majority of decisions without talking to me....
The feeling of being just a bank is starting to get worse and worse as I am not asked about important decisions about stuff like rates.
It feels like my dad and sister get the say and I'm just expected to fall in line.
And getting my head bitten off by my mum when I verbalize this doesn't help.
It feels like my dad and sister get the say and I'm just expected to fall in line.
And getting my head bitten off by my mum when I verbalize this doesn't help.
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March 24, 2025 at 7:00 AM
The feeling of being just a bank is starting to get worse and worse as I am not asked about important decisions about stuff like rates.
It feels like my dad and sister get the say and I'm just expected to fall in line.
And getting my head bitten off by my mum when I verbalize this doesn't help.
It feels like my dad and sister get the say and I'm just expected to fall in line.
And getting my head bitten off by my mum when I verbalize this doesn't help.
Starting to feel a bit like I am nothing but a bank to my parents and sister atm.
Yes I may not know anything about DIY (and I intend it to stay that way if I can) but still it would be nice if I was included a bit more. Admittedly this weekend I have felt like doing nothing as much as possible...
Yes I may not know anything about DIY (and I intend it to stay that way if I can) but still it would be nice if I was included a bit more. Admittedly this weekend I have felt like doing nothing as much as possible...
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March 23, 2025 at 5:26 AM
Starting to feel a bit like I am nothing but a bank to my parents and sister atm.
Yes I may not know anything about DIY (and I intend it to stay that way if I can) but still it would be nice if I was included a bit more. Admittedly this weekend I have felt like doing nothing as much as possible...
Yes I may not know anything about DIY (and I intend it to stay that way if I can) but still it would be nice if I was included a bit more. Admittedly this weekend I have felt like doing nothing as much as possible...
Bracing myself for an early night and ridiculously early morning alarm so I can get up for my earlier commute tomorrow.
Which give my bedtime on a Thursday is usually later is saying something...especially when I know my anxiety will keep waking me up so I don't sleep through my alarm.
Which give my bedtime on a Thursday is usually later is saying something...especially when I know my anxiety will keep waking me up so I don't sleep through my alarm.
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March 19, 2025 at 8:58 AM
Bracing myself for an early night and ridiculously early morning alarm so I can get up for my earlier commute tomorrow.
Which give my bedtime on a Thursday is usually later is saying something...especially when I know my anxiety will keep waking me up so I don't sleep through my alarm.
Which give my bedtime on a Thursday is usually later is saying something...especially when I know my anxiety will keep waking me up so I don't sleep through my alarm.
Don't really appreciate how my boss has taken away my autonomy the past few days.
First she decided to ask a colleague for a ride for me going to another office tomorrow which is just awkward.
I will be a bit uncertain about using a new bus route sure but I enjoy having time to myself on my comute.
First she decided to ask a colleague for a ride for me going to another office tomorrow which is just awkward.
I will be a bit uncertain about using a new bus route sure but I enjoy having time to myself on my comute.
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March 19, 2025 at 5:27 AM
Don't really appreciate how my boss has taken away my autonomy the past few days.
First she decided to ask a colleague for a ride for me going to another office tomorrow which is just awkward.
I will be a bit uncertain about using a new bus route sure but I enjoy having time to myself on my comute.
First she decided to ask a colleague for a ride for me going to another office tomorrow which is just awkward.
I will be a bit uncertain about using a new bus route sure but I enjoy having time to myself on my comute.
I'm slowly starting to warm up to my sister's friend who is now her flatmate. Our personalities kind of match more than I was expecting for one of her friends which is kind of unusual.
But I am always mindful of giving them space to do stuff alone since I think that's what my sister needs atm.
But I am always mindful of giving them space to do stuff alone since I think that's what my sister needs atm.
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March 16, 2025 at 5:43 AM
I'm slowly starting to warm up to my sister's friend who is now her flatmate. Our personalities kind of match more than I was expecting for one of her friends which is kind of unusual.
But I am always mindful of giving them space to do stuff alone since I think that's what my sister needs atm.
But I am always mindful of giving them space to do stuff alone since I think that's what my sister needs atm.
The whole process of changing owner ship of the house is getting to be a real headache. I thought it would be as simple as getting a sign off on the mortgage and signing on the dotted line. But nope, I now have to worry about making a will, getting a lawyer and doing anti laundering crap.
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March 11, 2025 at 6:13 AM
The whole process of changing owner ship of the house is getting to be a real headache. I thought it would be as simple as getting a sign off on the mortgage and signing on the dotted line. But nope, I now have to worry about making a will, getting a lawyer and doing anti laundering crap.