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muddletoes.bsky.social
@muddletoes.bsky.social
On the shores of Absentia.
One of those gyros del stylo things
July 14, 2025 at 2:37 AM
“You know, Johnathan, what I think is, in life a B+ is a very good grade. Amongst people within the normal deviation of intelligence, only people of a certain character end up with a B+. They have strengths that you’ve never needed to develop.
June 4, 2025 at 1:17 AM
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May 24, 2025 at 2:58 AM
Do you remember when you were living that other life in your past as clearly as you lived it? Of course not. Yet you did live it. Those incredibly distant moments must have been each of them been real life in succession with the currency the current experience up to a self now reading this. Amazing.
May 24, 2025 at 2:46 AM
He swings his sword in the hall of mirrors.
May 24, 2025 at 2:13 AM
Pretty amazing thing is that in essence you need to be able to imagine that an alternate version of just what it feels like to be you in the world could exist who would be saying “that’s right I’m a faggot. I crave man dick.”
May 24, 2025 at 1:13 AM
I am sorry to recount that I did not get past the metaphorical hole with a bullet, I just couldn’t escape from its past
May 18, 2025 at 3:36 AM
i’m a numb numb numbers station gone up on air, spitting sharp-flayed codes to moments in the fabric of the known. |>> couch this in the irony of the known because why go rough like that it’s convulsive it’s fantastic means to route the story But all of this is prayer by night
May 18, 2025 at 3:24 AM
Ah. New Dawn Fades. One of the Grand Knights of the Paleogothic canon.
May 18, 2025 at 3:09 AM
When I carry a torch it’s a torch it’s a torch it’s atorch it’s atorch it’s atorch it’s a torch. Miserable.
May 18, 2025 at 3:04 AM
Sitcom episode where the Guy Character goes to the gay gym by mistake and they flashcut to scene and he’s got a wet towel on this young guys shoulders like he’s some sort of coach going “You can take him Tony!”
May 18, 2025 at 3:00 AM
I can’t account for my lack of sensation where this sense of self should be. It’s like I’m what came through a process blind because I was shutting out the past at every moment.
I’ve left the memory of many versions of myself to die back in a past so far that I do not even have a memory of it in, in my current experience. was it without knowing? how did it happen how came this mottled absence of my self in my presence. When I am gone they will not evengo unremembered, lives
May 18, 2025 at 2:49 AM
I swear my old phone has detected that it has not been turned on in two years and algorithmed itself into a hits playlist on the order of “Remember when we used to fuck?”
May 18, 2025 at 2:39 AM
Yeah but then another curve in that other world and 1️⃣ had not died. had it not curled itself into all that occurred so rationalized, too many times I know I left you thinking please 2️⃣ take a no, I was somehow never close enough to you in that moment to ever move past it. I accept this as my failure.
May 18, 2025 at 2:12 AM
so then this old man takes to the stage
May 18, 2025 at 1:42 AM
and if to stand and say, I had a lord. He was my Lord. It’s clear that this way very true at one point and yet by some other point that feeling vanished from my memories. When I stop to think I know it must have been the case. When and how did that happen? Is flunking confirmation all it took?
May 18, 2025 at 1:15 AM
and they’re all like “Sandra it’s so hot that you’re twelve” like on an old bitter shore. And they
May 18, 2025 at 12:51 AM
Oh I did not quite get that warm leatherette was a FETISH song. I had simply nevertheless been completely oblivious to this intentionality.
May 18, 2025 at 12:38 AM
Ah, that brief moment of being a being who perceived this moment as being this moment with an intensity you could never imagine.
May 18, 2025 at 12:27 AM
No, I’ve known some characters, I’m not a character. If you’ve known some characters you understand.
May 18, 2025 at 12:00 AM
I’m on the monkey spectrum. I’m monkey proximate.
May 17, 2025 at 11:52 PM
This vegetable is, what if spinach was tea.
January 21, 2025 at 11:29 AM
So I’m going to try to be a little more open about this. I’m in Nairobi. When I go out on the street, a decent man, it seems to me, a decent fellow who it seems would earn money if he could, he will start a conversation with me and there will be a story, because perhaps I have money for him.
January 20, 2025 at 7:39 AM
Wait how am i encoded here?
December 15, 2024 at 1:01 AM
I should probably feel worse about a person being murdered but I still think that far more horrific than the way insurance companies profit off of misery rather than actuarial skill is our society’s actual tolerance of this.
December 6, 2024 at 1:45 AM