bells
@mtjj.bsky.social
30 yo autistic Brazilian
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Just watched sinners, helluva film
January 20, 2026 at 3:22 AM
Just watched sinners, helluva film
Therapist says I have separation anxiety. For some reason I only thought of this term in relation to pets who miss their humans, but it also applies when you lose someone like a friend, a lover. I lost something important to me that was a constant in my life and I'm grieving it
January 19, 2026 at 11:45 PM
Therapist says I have separation anxiety. For some reason I only thought of this term in relation to pets who miss their humans, but it also applies when you lose someone like a friend, a lover. I lost something important to me that was a constant in my life and I'm grieving it
It just hurts when you try to understand what's socially acceptable behavior but can't fully grasp it so you try apologizing just in case you're doing stuff that can get mixed reviews (such as traumadumping or sharing your personal experience to try and empathize) and then the person hears that and+
January 18, 2026 at 5:02 AM
It just hurts when you try to understand what's socially acceptable behavior but can't fully grasp it so you try apologizing just in case you're doing stuff that can get mixed reviews (such as traumadumping or sharing your personal experience to try and empathize) and then the person hears that and+
I can't wait till I touch up my roots and get my new pair of shoes so that I can artificially inject some self esteem into my body
January 18, 2026 at 4:31 AM
I can't wait till I touch up my roots and get my new pair of shoes so that I can artificially inject some self esteem into my body
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for dinner im having a disgusting pair of n&n's
November 9, 2025 at 3:49 AM
for dinner im having a disgusting pair of n&n's
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walky pink shark
January 18, 2026 at 1:11 AM
walky pink shark
I'm feeling very upset rn and while it was triggered by reading characters being really dumb on a webtoon,,, I might be finally reaching the anger stage of my pseudofriendship grief?
Like. Webtoon got me angry >>> starts thinking about real life 😡
Like. Webtoon got me angry >>> starts thinking about real life 😡
January 17, 2026 at 4:33 AM
I'm feeling very upset rn and while it was triggered by reading characters being really dumb on a webtoon,,, I might be finally reaching the anger stage of my pseudofriendship grief?
Like. Webtoon got me angry >>> starts thinking about real life 😡
Like. Webtoon got me angry >>> starts thinking about real life 😡
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lust not after elf ass, young adventurer... think ye not of sylvan pussy
November 14, 2024 at 10:43 PM
lust not after elf ass, young adventurer... think ye not of sylvan pussy
As a depressed autistic person it can get really difficult to be there for daily conversations that start with "how are you?" and other variations of the same question. I don't have news. Everything's been roughly the same. Uneventful and shitty 🥲
January 16, 2026 at 11:24 PM
As a depressed autistic person it can get really difficult to be there for daily conversations that start with "how are you?" and other variations of the same question. I don't have news. Everything's been roughly the same. Uneventful and shitty 🥲
Therapy session ended, I'm confused as ever and crying
January 16, 2026 at 7:07 PM
Therapy session ended, I'm confused as ever and crying
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If you do see a traumatic video by accident, please make sure to immediately do something to help your brain, like TETRIS. (Yes, seriously.) TETRIS has been shown to help mitigate the mental effects of trauma because it intervenes in traumatic memory formation.
www.psych.ox.ac.uk/news/tetris-...
www.psych.ox.ac.uk/news/tetris-...
Tetris used to prevent post-traumatic stress symptoms
A single dose psychological intervention, which includes using the computer game Tetris, can prevent the unpleasant, intrusive memories that develop in some people after suffering a traumatic event.
www.psych.ox.ac.uk
January 9, 2026 at 9:24 PM
If you do see a traumatic video by accident, please make sure to immediately do something to help your brain, like TETRIS. (Yes, seriously.) TETRIS has been shown to help mitigate the mental effects of trauma because it intervenes in traumatic memory formation.
www.psych.ox.ac.uk/news/tetris-...
www.psych.ox.ac.uk/news/tetris-...
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I think that a takeaway we can always get from our failed relationships of any sort is to figure out how to communicate better in every context. Because we will still have moments when we feel in ways that are consider inadequate to others, we can't necessarily control our emotions and mental state
January 15, 2026 at 5:28 AM
I think that a takeaway we can always get from our failed relationships of any sort is to figure out how to communicate better in every context. Because we will still have moments when we feel in ways that are consider inadequate to others, we can't necessarily control our emotions and mental state
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when the main couple gets together but there are too many pages left in the book for it to be a happy ending:
January 15, 2026 at 4:49 AM
when the main couple gets together but there are too many pages left in the book for it to be a happy ending:
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ok stay with me on this one... sometimes you have writer's block because you're not in Text World. you have to read until you're back in Text World. if you don't read, you're writing in the real world. sentences won't feel right or they'll look goofy. not in Text World though
January 14, 2026 at 3:44 PM
ok stay with me on this one... sometimes you have writer's block because you're not in Text World. you have to read until you're back in Text World. if you don't read, you're writing in the real world. sentences won't feel right or they'll look goofy. not in Text World though
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Body horror dinosaur 🥩 #Art #CreatureDesign
January 14, 2026 at 10:35 PM
Body horror dinosaur 🥩 #Art #CreatureDesign
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おはよう。よく眠れた？露天風呂広かったでしょ？
January 14, 2026 at 11:50 PM
おはよう。よく眠れた？露天風呂広かったでしょ？
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a lil reposting but some sketches n doodles of npc's and world notes from the campaigns i run!
#dnd | #dungeonsanddragons | #ttrpg | #monsters
#dnd | #dungeonsanddragons | #ttrpg | #monsters
January 14, 2026 at 8:43 PM
a lil reposting but some sketches n doodles of npc's and world notes from the campaigns i run!
#dnd | #dungeonsanddragons | #ttrpg | #monsters
#dnd | #dungeonsanddragons | #ttrpg | #monsters
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Wanted to redo these little Yutyrannus designs for fun
January 14, 2026 at 9:16 PM
Wanted to redo these little Yutyrannus designs for fun
I was having an ok day but then I started watching the new season of reality show boyfriend and the INTRO SONG got me nostalgic and kinda sad WHYYYY
January 14, 2026 at 2:59 AM
I was having an ok day but then I started watching the new season of reality show boyfriend and the INTRO SONG got me nostalgic and kinda sad WHYYYY
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posting this again because i’m truly desperate: i became disabled and lost my job because of it. i’m seeking treatment for chronic pain and other agonizing symptoms but in the meantime i can’t afford basic things. anything helps @ ko-fi.com/wwxwashere
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December 30, 2025 at 1:39 PM
posting this again because i’m truly desperate: i became disabled and lost my job because of it. i’m seeking treatment for chronic pain and other agonizing symptoms but in the meantime i can’t afford basic things. anything helps @ ko-fi.com/wwxwashere
But hey!!! Today was a remarkably difficult day to function (I slept all day) but I still showered in the morning (when I thought I'd have an appointment to dye my hair, before finding out I was out of hair dye) and managed to eat a plate of food at night!!!!! And even some grapes!!!
January 14, 2026 at 2:38 AM
But hey!!! Today was a remarkably difficult day to function (I slept all day) but I still showered in the morning (when I thought I'd have an appointment to dye my hair, before finding out I was out of hair dye) and managed to eat a plate of food at night!!!!! And even some grapes!!!