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Hey, I’ve been thinking about what to do next. After all that has been happening in 2025, I kind of lost interest in the stuff I was making. I don’t hate what I was drawing, it was genuine and a good experience but I can’t associate with it any longer.
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Still can't believe the latest Epstein Files release just casually confirmed the anti-SJW movement was planned by pedophiles.
"The entire reactionary anti-woke backlash was masterminded by child traffickers" is the kinda shit I'd say as hyperbolic agitprop, but it was true the whole time.
"The entire reactionary anti-woke backlash was masterminded by child traffickers" is the kinda shit I'd say as hyperbolic agitprop, but it was true the whole time.
January 31, 2026 at 3:33 PM
Still can't believe the latest Epstein Files release just casually confirmed the anti-SJW movement was planned by pedophiles.
"The entire reactionary anti-woke backlash was masterminded by child traffickers" is the kinda shit I'd say as hyperbolic agitprop, but it was true the whole time.
"The entire reactionary anti-woke backlash was masterminded by child traffickers" is the kinda shit I'd say as hyperbolic agitprop, but it was true the whole time.
And that’s the last one I have to share. That’s it, folks! The show is over! See you somewhere else, perhaps?
January 25, 2026 at 6:59 PM
And that’s the last one I have to share. That’s it, folks! The show is over! See you somewhere else, perhaps?
An ANCIENT thing that I have never finished. It ought to be 2022 but I’m not totally sure.
My art has improved since then.
My art has improved since then.
January 24, 2026 at 6:54 PM
An ANCIENT thing that I have never finished. It ought to be 2022 but I’m not totally sure.
My art has improved since then.
My art has improved since then.
I drew it after I watched aloen romulus. I’ve never finished it + i had a second part which is only a poorly done sketch.
January 22, 2026 at 7:32 PM
I drew it after I watched aloen romulus. I’ve never finished it + i had a second part which is only a poorly done sketch.
I’ve got a lot of things that I want to draw, yeah. Mostly what I used to draw sfw wise. But I haven’t been able to focus on it at all because of the cat.
January 14, 2026 at 5:37 AM
I’ve got a lot of things that I want to draw, yeah. Mostly what I used to draw sfw wise. But I haven’t been able to focus on it at all because of the cat.
I don’t even feel much interest in looking at nsfw stuff anymore, unfortunately. I used to enjoy it so much because people always do such amazing work projecting their dreams onto canvas. I still appreciate the art but it feels boring.
January 13, 2026 at 6:40 AM
I don’t even feel much interest in looking at nsfw stuff anymore, unfortunately. I used to enjoy it so much because people always do such amazing work projecting their dreams onto canvas. I still appreciate the art but it feels boring.
Also, yeah, this isn’t really the first time I am saying it but this time it feels very different and much stronger. I mean, I feel like I have become an utterly sexless person or something. I’d love it to change but I don’t mind it either way.
I am far past the point of saying the word “never” though. Again, it was a positive experience and I‘d love to draw raunchy and horny stuff again but I feel like I am somewhere else physically and mentally far from it. Maybe you’ll find me somewhere else, hm?
January 13, 2026 at 6:40 AM
Also, yeah, this isn’t really the first time I am saying it but this time it feels very different and much stronger. I mean, I feel like I have become an utterly sexless person or something. I’d love it to change but I don’t mind it either way.
I am really sorry about the kinktober again. Even when I tell myself that it was all for free and I don’t owe anyone anything, I still feel like I let down every person Here. I really tried my best but this stuff is not working anymore. Thanks god, I have never taken money upfront for commissions.
January 13, 2026 at 6:36 AM
I am really sorry about the kinktober again. Even when I tell myself that it was all for free and I don’t owe anyone anything, I still feel like I let down every person Here. I really tried my best but this stuff is not working anymore. Thanks god, I have never taken money upfront for commissions.
I am far past the point of saying the word “never” though. Again, it was a positive experience and I‘d love to draw raunchy and horny stuff again but I feel like I am somewhere else physically and mentally far from it. Maybe you’ll find me somewhere else, hm?
January 13, 2026 at 6:35 AM
I am far past the point of saying the word “never” though. Again, it was a positive experience and I‘d love to draw raunchy and horny stuff again but I feel like I am somewhere else physically and mentally far from it. Maybe you’ll find me somewhere else, hm?
That means that you shouldn’t really expect anything from this account for the foreseeable future. Again, if I have the energy to post what I had left, I’d do it a bit later but I am not here to post anymore.
January 13, 2026 at 6:35 AM
That means that you shouldn’t really expect anything from this account for the foreseeable future. Again, if I have the energy to post what I had left, I’d do it a bit later but I am not here to post anymore.
Hey, I’ve been thinking about what to do next. After all that has been happening in 2025, I kind of lost interest in the stuff I was making. I don’t hate what I was drawing, it was genuine and a good experience but I can’t associate with it any longer.
January 13, 2026 at 6:35 AM
Hey, I’ve been thinking about what to do next. After all that has been happening in 2025, I kind of lost interest in the stuff I was making. I don’t hate what I was drawing, it was genuine and a good experience but I can’t associate with it any longer.
Reposted by hiatus?
drawpile with friends :3
January 10, 2026 at 11:49 PM
drawpile with friends :3
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I really dont want to get into it too much because its making my fucking stomach hurt, but ive just been alerted to the existence of an entire cub porn sequence involving reed. It should go without saying, but i was never contacted and never gave permission obviously. What the fuck is wrong with you
December 19, 2025 at 4:48 AM
I really dont want to get into it too much because its making my fucking stomach hurt, but ive just been alerted to the existence of an entire cub porn sequence involving reed. It should go without saying, but i was never contacted and never gave permission obviously. What the fuck is wrong with you
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December 11, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Reposted by hiatus?
December 20, 2025 at 6:15 PM
I've watched "The Flow" yesterday and I can't STOP thinking how INFURIATING the movie is. Did they really have to copy a whole fucking scene from "The Sadness" there??? IN the movie that is about cute animals?? ???
December 25, 2025 at 7:01 PM
I've watched "The Flow" yesterday and I can't STOP thinking how INFURIATING the movie is. Did they really have to copy a whole fucking scene from "The Sadness" there??? IN the movie that is about cute animals?? ???
if I understand what you want correctly, the way to do it is to put an empty object at 0 coordinates and make your character or whatever mirror from it with the necessary axis
December 22, 2025 at 6:38 AM
if I understand what you want correctly, the way to do it is to put an empty object at 0 coordinates and make your character or whatever mirror from it with the necessary axis
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It’s not Larian’s fault but it chaps my ass that because they’re Larian they can have a trailer with a full on orgy in it in the middle of the Game Awards and meanwhile adult content in games everywhere else is getting cracked down on left and right.
December 12, 2025 at 6:00 AM
It’s not Larian’s fault but it chaps my ass that because they’re Larian they can have a trailer with a full on orgy in it in the middle of the Game Awards and meanwhile adult content in games everywhere else is getting cracked down on left and right.
Thank you! Keep in mind that 23% Includes chemotherapy which I won’t be doing. So, realistically, the chances are extremely low. I just don’t think chemo is worth it when we talk about such low chances.
December 11, 2025 at 5:09 PM
Thank you! Keep in mind that 23% Includes chemotherapy which I won’t be doing. So, realistically, the chances are extremely low. I just don’t think chemo is worth it when we talk about such low chances.
Yes, that’s the goal. I’ll try my very best to provide the best quality of life before it goes bad and I’ll try my best to let go whenever the time comes.
December 11, 2025 at 5:08 PM
Yes, that’s the goal. I’ll try my very best to provide the best quality of life before it goes bad and I’ll try my best to let go whenever the time comes.
All of it results in me being unable to draw much because I am just not there mentally and exhausted physically.
There are a couple of sketches that I haven't posted so I might post them later once I scan them but I may not draw anything new for a good while. I've got some ideas at least.
There are a couple of sketches that I haven't posted so I might post them later once I scan them but I may not draw anything new for a good while. I've got some ideas at least.
December 11, 2025 at 9:18 AM
All of it results in me being unable to draw much because I am just not there mentally and exhausted physically.
There are a couple of sketches that I haven't posted so I might post them later once I scan them but I may not draw anything new for a good while. I've got some ideas at least.
There are a couple of sketches that I haven't posted so I might post them later once I scan them but I may not draw anything new for a good while. I've got some ideas at least.
Even with all of that the prognosis is grim because this kind of tumour is very aggressive. I was given the prognosis of a year at best for him to stay alive and 23% of remission if every measure is taken which was very devastating to hear.
December 11, 2025 at 9:18 AM
Even with all of that the prognosis is grim because this kind of tumour is very aggressive. I was given the prognosis of a year at best for him to stay alive and 23% of remission if every measure is taken which was very devastating to hear.
He had to go through an amputation twice (finger first and now another section of the same leg). The recovery process is more or less stable but takes a lot of energy from me both physically and emotionally (and financially).
December 11, 2025 at 9:18 AM
He had to go through an amputation twice (finger first and now another section of the same leg). The recovery process is more or less stable but takes a lot of energy from me both physically and emotionally (and financially).