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MsCounterMax🏳️‍⚧️🇺🇦
@mscountermax.bsky.social
Ukrainian transfemme, she/her, in-between the hobbies (video editing, digital art, 3D, streaming, etc.), in the process of diagnosing disorders, slowly dying, killing time.

My art is mostly about #radiohead mascots and my ocs based on them
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I AM TRYING FIND AND FOLLOW ALL MY RH MOOTS FROM XITTER

BECAUSE I VALUE THEM AND DON'T WANNA LOSE THEM

AAAAAAAAA
I'm trying to learn how to make an audio mod for White Knuckle during blackouts, it's day 3 and I already feel like I'm turning into the joker
November 15, 2025 at 8:25 PM
Dysphoric again
November 12, 2025 at 4:45 AM
Haha, sorry, did I say I feel pretty good? I meant to say that my brain is burning up from the new blackout schedules
November 10, 2025 at 5:10 AM
Taking an equivalent of 13 pills a day and damn, I think I feel pretty good. There some unmedicated stuff going on but it's nice to just feel like you are alive and you don't have some nebulous shadow disease that will become incurable in 1 year and kill me in 5.
November 6, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Started randomly humming rh songs to myself again. Not sure if it because Thom caved, but I can feel another wave of hyper fixation coming
November 4, 2025 at 11:41 PM
hehehehehehehHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEE

Yeah, YEAH, I HAVE A fucking FORESIGHT
Mannnnn, I have to wait 2 weeks to get shit treated, by the time doctor would see me either self-medication cures me (so I don't need to get an appointment) or it gets worse (could've been prevented if I went sooner).

Whatever
November 4, 2025 at 12:00 PM
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Song for You
November 4, 2025 at 9:34 AM
I feel so ill
November 4, 2025 at 12:07 AM
My current top 5 King Gizzard songs because I'm bored
a cartoon crocodile with big eyes is walking across the water
ALT: a cartoon crocodile with big eyes is walking across the water
media.tenor.com
October 21, 2025 at 5:54 PM
Mannnnn, I have to wait 2 weeks to get shit treated, by the time doctor would see me either self-medication cures me (so I don't need to get an appointment) or it gets worse (could've been prevented if I went sooner).

Whatever
October 21, 2025 at 10:51 AM
Before I go to bed - 1 complaint I have about king gizzard is that they sing about doing drugs way too much. Not in the "I did drugs because I was lost in life and things would've been different if I didn't" way like qotsa, but "whoa, I took drugs and they made very highhh!!" way
October 20, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Ok, enough crying for today. Talked to a friend. It's going to be okay.
October 20, 2025 at 7:13 PM
"It's okay, I can just get money for medication later, it's not gonna get worse because I eat well and the most likely cause is no longer affecting me" and then not 5 minutes later I started crying. And then I felt good enough to eat and laugh and stuff. ANd now I feel like crying again, idk why
October 20, 2025 at 4:26 PM
Diagnosed with ileitis.

Unfortunately I can't pay for the medication and I think I have already asked too much of my friends over the course of 6 months. I don't exactly know what to do or how long can I even wait until untreated ileitis becomes serious.

At least it should be the final hurdle
October 20, 2025 at 12:02 PM
Doc appointment tomorrow

2 appointments hopefully
October 19, 2025 at 6:30 PM
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October 9, 2025 at 8:05 AM
Eh, whatever

I knew this place wouldn't be the one
October 7, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Erosive enteritis
October 6, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Uhhhh, what does it mean, when I get gender envy from my own photos?
October 5, 2025 at 2:41 PM
Ok, what just came in mail will be a secret a bit longer, I need a mental pause until I do the next step...

So I went to play the new White Knuckle update, and after getting through 1/3 of the new region and dying, I had to pause because of how absolutely pant-shitting the entire area was
October 2, 2025 at 7:23 PM
Going to post office tomorrow
October 1, 2025 at 10:19 PM
I was gonna say that I'm okay and colonoscopy found nothing, but I'm still waiting for biopsy results

After 1.5 days of bliss and good sleep I'm back to feeling like I'm on borrowed time again
September 28, 2025 at 11:08 PM
4 hours ago, before colonoscopy
September 26, 2025 at 9:07 AM
Colonoscopy tomorrow, bouta shit myself
September 25, 2025 at 3:51 PM
I JUST PUT THE NEW PROCESSOR IN AND I WAS FUCKING SHITTING MY PANTS THE ENTIRE TIME

Thankfully I am writing this from my pc, so I guess it worked out
September 24, 2025 at 5:33 PM