@mindcrash.bsky.social
Actively learning im completely fucked mentally.
Annoying my friends with my bullshit messes.
Trying to figure it out.
This is my hellscape used as an outlet for now.
Less insanity more photography here: https://bsky.app/profile/some-x-kid.bsky.social
Annoying my friends with my bullshit messes.
Trying to figure it out.
This is my hellscape used as an outlet for now.
Less insanity more photography here: https://bsky.app/profile/some-x-kid.bsky.social
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If you snoop here. Ur cute
Not been here a whole while
Forgot it existed. Surprised i wasnt here more. Everything has been so all over the place. I've just keep going. Saying yes to anything to keep my mind busy. I don't want to slow down or stop. Not even a moment. I'm not ready. But also I'm fully going to crash and suffer.
Forgot it existed. Surprised i wasnt here more. Everything has been so all over the place. I've just keep going. Saying yes to anything to keep my mind busy. I don't want to slow down or stop. Not even a moment. I'm not ready. But also I'm fully going to crash and suffer.
November 23, 2025 at 3:22 AM
Not been here a whole while
Forgot it existed. Surprised i wasnt here more. Everything has been so all over the place. I've just keep going. Saying yes to anything to keep my mind busy. I don't want to slow down or stop. Not even a moment. I'm not ready. But also I'm fully going to crash and suffer.
Forgot it existed. Surprised i wasnt here more. Everything has been so all over the place. I've just keep going. Saying yes to anything to keep my mind busy. I don't want to slow down or stop. Not even a moment. I'm not ready. But also I'm fully going to crash and suffer.
To think I'd ever be actually happy and wouldn't get hit with the with the sledgehammer of life again was extremely foolish and i suppose a worthless use of time of convincing myself that i could become better. Truely.
October 26, 2025 at 7:04 AM
To think I'd ever be actually happy and wouldn't get hit with the with the sledgehammer of life again was extremely foolish and i suppose a worthless use of time of convincing myself that i could become better. Truely.
Breathing just isn't very fun anymore
October 26, 2025 at 7:01 AM
Breathing just isn't very fun anymore
Suddenly very not okay
October 25, 2025 at 10:54 PM
Suddenly very not okay
Never trying again
This was the exception
And im not even enough
If you believed anything you apparently say you felt towards me. You wouldn't of done this. Youd of stopped and thought. You didnt. You decided weeks ago, for the both of us. Thanks for that.
This was the exception
And im not even enough
If you believed anything you apparently say you felt towards me. You wouldn't of done this. Youd of stopped and thought. You didnt. You decided weeks ago, for the both of us. Thanks for that.
October 8, 2025 at 7:21 AM
Never trying again
This was the exception
And im not even enough
If you believed anything you apparently say you felt towards me. You wouldn't of done this. Youd of stopped and thought. You didnt. You decided weeks ago, for the both of us. Thanks for that.
This was the exception
And im not even enough
If you believed anything you apparently say you felt towards me. You wouldn't of done this. Youd of stopped and thought. You didnt. You decided weeks ago, for the both of us. Thanks for that.
That probably it
That's the last one. No more happy chances
If thats it then i guess im done done trying. Why . It too kevetything for m3 toctrust. Everything
That's the last one. No more happy chances
If thats it then i guess im done done trying. Why . It too kevetything for m3 toctrust. Everything
October 6, 2025 at 8:46 AM
That probably it
That's the last one. No more happy chances
If thats it then i guess im done done trying. Why . It too kevetything for m3 toctrust. Everything
That's the last one. No more happy chances
If thats it then i guess im done done trying. Why . It too kevetything for m3 toctrust. Everything
Just giving up
The one exception i allowed myself. Allowed mt slef to trust in and fo hewd fi4er into things and it ends. Basically the sae. Im never enough cfor anyone ever. And yrt also too fucking much
The one exception i allowed myself. Allowed mt slef to trust in and fo hewd fi4er into things and it ends. Basically the sae. Im never enough cfor anyone ever. And yrt also too fucking much
October 6, 2025 at 7:22 AM
Just giving up
The one exception i allowed myself. Allowed mt slef to trust in and fo hewd fi4er into things and it ends. Basically the sae. Im never enough cfor anyone ever. And yrt also too fucking much
The one exception i allowed myself. Allowed mt slef to trust in and fo hewd fi4er into things and it ends. Basically the sae. Im never enough cfor anyone ever. And yrt also too fucking much
Communication is difficult but absolutely fucking key ehy do the people o love.just don't even try when it fucking matters. When its important shit. When i say you need tome and space i dont mewne decide in 3 minutes and ignore and distance fro m.e what the fuck
October 6, 2025 at 7:21 AM
Communication is difficult but absolutely fucking key ehy do the people o love.just don't even try when it fucking matters. When its important shit. When i say you need tome and space i dont mewne decide in 3 minutes and ignore and distance fro m.e what the fuck
I dont know what cruel fucking joke life wants to tell me but fuck off would you. I just am forced to wait and wait wand wait a d theres never communication i thought.communcarion was good why do3s it all move so fast and why am i never enough for anyone or anyth
October 6, 2025 at 6:50 AM
I dont know what cruel fucking joke life wants to tell me but fuck off would you. I just am forced to wait and wait wand wait a d theres never communication i thought.communcarion was good why do3s it all move so fast and why am i never enough for anyone or anyth
Dislike breathing
October 6, 2025 at 6:12 AM
Dislike breathing
I feel sick
And im scared. I think. I don't know
And im scared. I think. I don't know
October 6, 2025 at 5:11 AM
I feel sick
And im scared. I think. I don't know
And im scared. I think. I don't know
kinda hate existing
September 22, 2025 at 11:56 PM
kinda hate existing
you ever try to not cry so hard yo u get a splitting headache and it feels like a blood vessel is going to burst
September 22, 2025 at 5:08 PM
you ever try to not cry so hard yo u get a splitting headache and it feels like a blood vessel is going to burst
fuck everything to do with this fucking country and mental health and support for people with issues.
i knew its been shit, i know its shit, i know noone fucking cares.
But youcant TELL me that im autistic and in the same fucking sentence DENY diagnosing me. what hte fuck is wrong with you
i knew its been shit, i know its shit, i know noone fucking cares.
But youcant TELL me that im autistic and in the same fucking sentence DENY diagnosing me. what hte fuck is wrong with you
September 22, 2025 at 5:00 PM
fuck everything to do with this fucking country and mental health and support for people with issues.
i knew its been shit, i know its shit, i know noone fucking cares.
But youcant TELL me that im autistic and in the same fucking sentence DENY diagnosing me. what hte fuck is wrong with you
i knew its been shit, i know its shit, i know noone fucking cares.
But youcant TELL me that im autistic and in the same fucking sentence DENY diagnosing me. what hte fuck is wrong with you
be really cool if my brain would be fine with other people having moments of happy without getting all selfish and stupid about it
September 19, 2025 at 10:37 AM
be really cool if my brain would be fine with other people having moments of happy without getting all selfish and stupid about it
starting to wish i never bothered getting throug hthe process for obtaining adhd meds because fucking hell i shouldve just sat asnd suffered instead.
Being somewhat productive is kinda good sometimes but when its not or when i cant get the meds my life is fucked and its 300x worst than it was before
Being somewhat productive is kinda good sometimes but when its not or when i cant get the meds my life is fucked and its 300x worst than it was before
September 16, 2025 at 11:01 AM
starting to wish i never bothered getting throug hthe process for obtaining adhd meds because fucking hell i shouldve just sat asnd suffered instead.
Being somewhat productive is kinda good sometimes but when its not or when i cant get the meds my life is fucked and its 300x worst than it was before
Being somewhat productive is kinda good sometimes but when its not or when i cant get the meds my life is fucked and its 300x worst than it was before
I often don't feel trans 'enough' and that i don't entirely fit into the community even tho I've been actively helping make a safe space for us who need it in person.
A dumb juxtaposition of knowing I'm actually able to be a visible existing being for others while getting like I'm an outcast or smth
A dumb juxtaposition of knowing I'm actually able to be a visible existing being for others while getting like I'm an outcast or smth
September 12, 2025 at 1:18 AM
I often don't feel trans 'enough' and that i don't entirely fit into the community even tho I've been actively helping make a safe space for us who need it in person.
A dumb juxtaposition of knowing I'm actually able to be a visible existing being for others while getting like I'm an outcast or smth
A dumb juxtaposition of knowing I'm actually able to be a visible existing being for others while getting like I'm an outcast or smth
I can feel my lungs functioning
September 10, 2025 at 4:33 AM
I can feel my lungs functioning
I can feel my lungs functioning
September 10, 2025 at 4:34 AM
I can feel my lungs functioning
Where the fuck is all the homoerotic art on bsky at. Where is it. It used to be findable. Now i cant find gay girls in each others thtoats. What hell is this. Where's the gay art at
September 10, 2025 at 4:18 AM
Where the fuck is all the homoerotic art on bsky at. Where is it. It used to be findable. Now i cant find gay girls in each others thtoats. What hell is this. Where's the gay art at
would really much appreciate not having bipolar mood swings and panics and brain mushes the moment i feel any amount alone or such. hate this
September 1, 2025 at 10:38 PM
would really much appreciate not having bipolar mood swings and panics and brain mushes the moment i feel any amount alone or such. hate this
When the workers have enthusiasm for manufacturing. They produce. Bread
August 31, 2025 at 1:12 PM
When the workers have enthusiasm for manufacturing. They produce. Bread
Having dreams where i g3t violent against family and pack up and leave due to them being horrible and gross at me and trans stuff is a conflicting situation.
Worse so when its hyper realistic, in the roomim sleeping in dreams. And i wake up in a sweat fearing attack. What the fuck brain. Stop
Worse so when its hyper realistic, in the roomim sleeping in dreams. And i wake up in a sweat fearing attack. What the fuck brain. Stop
August 28, 2025 at 4:58 AM
Having dreams where i g3t violent against family and pack up and leave due to them being horrible and gross at me and trans stuff is a conflicting situation.
Worse so when its hyper realistic, in the roomim sleeping in dreams. And i wake up in a sweat fearing attack. What the fuck brain. Stop
Worse so when its hyper realistic, in the roomim sleeping in dreams. And i wake up in a sweat fearing attack. What the fuck brain. Stop
i really am not a fan of anxiety
or phone calls
or 'important' phone calls blowing me off for almost a year
and ruining several of my days for weeks on end.
i fucking hate anxiety.
send me a damn email.
it could be an email.
stop ruining my mental state by existing only via phone lines.
my god.
ugh
or phone calls
or 'important' phone calls blowing me off for almost a year
and ruining several of my days for weeks on end.
i fucking hate anxiety.
send me a damn email.
it could be an email.
stop ruining my mental state by existing only via phone lines.
my god.
ugh
August 27, 2025 at 2:16 PM
i really am not a fan of anxiety
or phone calls
or 'important' phone calls blowing me off for almost a year
and ruining several of my days for weeks on end.
i fucking hate anxiety.
send me a damn email.
it could be an email.
stop ruining my mental state by existing only via phone lines.
my god.
ugh
or phone calls
or 'important' phone calls blowing me off for almost a year
and ruining several of my days for weeks on end.
i fucking hate anxiety.
send me a damn email.
it could be an email.
stop ruining my mental state by existing only via phone lines.
my god.
ugh