Mes 🦇
@mesenoth.bsky.social
Hi! I'm Mes. Illustrator, art supply goblin, and dark fantasy enthusiast.
I vent a lot dont mind me
That one recepcionist that draws at work
❤️ Videogames, comics and art!
About me! https://mesenoth.straw.page
I vent a lot dont mind me
That one recepcionist that draws at work
❤️ Videogames, comics and art!
About me! https://mesenoth.straw.page
I'll never forget that one time a patient came in with a Joestar tattoo.
Me: cool tatoo
Her: thanks! Actually it's from a show-
Me: Jojo's, I also like it
And I yeeted myself out of the waiting room
Me: cool tatoo
Her: thanks! Actually it's from a show-
Me: Jojo's, I also like it
And I yeeted myself out of the waiting room
August 11, 2025 at 11:08 PM
I'll never forget that one time a patient came in with a Joestar tattoo.
Me: cool tatoo
Her: thanks! Actually it's from a show-
Me: Jojo's, I also like it
And I yeeted myself out of the waiting room
Me: cool tatoo
Her: thanks! Actually it's from a show-
Me: Jojo's, I also like it
And I yeeted myself out of the waiting room
We released Pipa from her prision! Her leg is free from bandages!
June 30, 2025 at 11:41 AM
We released Pipa from her prision! Her leg is free from bandages!
I feel sick. I miss her a lot.
June 27, 2025 at 8:53 AM
I feel sick. I miss her a lot.
Now I'm familiar with this kind of sadness, but her absence still feels very weird. Just go to sleep.
June 25, 2025 at 1:56 AM
Now I'm familiar with this kind of sadness, but her absence still feels very weird. Just go to sleep.
Working on some designd before going to sleep
June 25, 2025 at 1:45 AM
Working on some designd before going to sleep
⚠️CW: pet loss.
I wish I had something more cherrful to share. Thank you for the idea, drawing helps me release everything bottled up inside. #makeaterriblecomicday2025
I wish I had something more cherrful to share. Thank you for the idea, drawing helps me release everything bottled up inside. #makeaterriblecomicday2025
June 24, 2025 at 1:29 PM
⚠️CW: pet loss.
I wish I had something more cherrful to share. Thank you for the idea, drawing helps me release everything bottled up inside. #makeaterriblecomicday2025
I wish I had something more cherrful to share. Thank you for the idea, drawing helps me release everything bottled up inside. #makeaterriblecomicday2025
It's been a week. I've lost track of time
June 24, 2025 at 12:24 PM
It's been a week. I've lost track of time
My first thought in the morning was to check on Mika since she was not in bed with me... Then I remembered.
June 24, 2025 at 9:08 AM
My first thought in the morning was to check on Mika since she was not in bed with me... Then I remembered.
I think I'm getting used to her absence and it terrifies me. It's like she wasn't really there if I don't feel her absence anymore.
June 24, 2025 at 12:09 AM
I think I'm getting used to her absence and it terrifies me. It's like she wasn't really there if I don't feel her absence anymore.
Had some fun with friends from Valorant :) feeling a bit better
June 23, 2025 at 10:40 PM
Had some fun with friends from Valorant :) feeling a bit better
Drawing is my way to understand the world around me. I never expected it would help me process grief. Interesting.
June 23, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Drawing is my way to understand the world around me. I never expected it would help me process grief. Interesting.
The day she passed, I stayed with her body for around 20 minutes and memorised her exact pose. I drew her today from memory on my planner, in the page dedicated to that day. You can see a little birthday cake peeking through the next page, (which was my bday) what a sick joke.
June 23, 2025 at 4:03 PM
The day she passed, I stayed with her body for around 20 minutes and memorised her exact pose. I drew her today from memory on my planner, in the page dedicated to that day. You can see a little birthday cake peeking through the next page, (which was my bday) what a sick joke.
I am very sorry for venting this much on this app. It's the one where my friends don't follow me or don't use it.
June 22, 2025 at 9:40 AM
I am very sorry for venting this much on this app. It's the one where my friends don't follow me or don't use it.
Waking up without feeling her warmth next to me, gaming without her in my lap, drawing in my desk without her pacing around, not hearing her meowing for our attention when she wakes up from her nap...
Her absence is too much to bear.
Her absence is too much to bear.
June 22, 2025 at 9:36 AM
Waking up without feeling her warmth next to me, gaming without her in my lap, drawing in my desk without her pacing around, not hearing her meowing for our attention when she wakes up from her nap...
Her absence is too much to bear.
Her absence is too much to bear.
Pipa gets twice as much love now. I think I'm starting to accepting it
June 19, 2025 at 9:18 AM
Pipa gets twice as much love now. I think I'm starting to accepting it
It's 3AM. I dont wanna stay alone with my thoughts. I've been playing with friends to keep me distracted...
June 19, 2025 at 1:16 AM
It's 3AM. I dont wanna stay alone with my thoughts. I've been playing with friends to keep me distracted...
The day before my birthday. That was fucking mean.
June 19, 2025 at 1:10 AM
The day before my birthday. That was fucking mean.
She is gone. And I don't know how to handle the grief. I stayed with her even after she stopped purring, after her little heart stopped beating. For way longer than I had to. I just couldn't process it.
Goodbye, Mika. I love you.
Goodbye, Mika. I love you.
I drew the baby before going to the hospital. Reminder that comms are open to help paying the bill! 🖤
#cat #sketch #art #commission
#cat #sketch #art #commission
June 18, 2025 at 4:32 PM
She is gone. And I don't know how to handle the grief. I stayed with her even after she stopped purring, after her little heart stopped beating. For way longer than I had to. I just couldn't process it.
Goodbye, Mika. I love you.
Goodbye, Mika. I love you.
I drew the baby before going to the hospital. Reminder that comms are open to help paying the bill! 🖤
#cat #sketch #art #commission
#cat #sketch #art #commission
June 14, 2025 at 11:20 PM
I drew the baby before going to the hospital. Reminder that comms are open to help paying the bill! 🖤
#cat #sketch #art #commission
#cat #sketch #art #commission
I only ever drew her once before. I can't draw cats, they're too complex. But I have been struck with fear lately. She is purring next to me, and I'm afraid I won't be able to hear her again soon.
I love you, Mika.
I love you, Mika.
June 14, 2025 at 3:44 PM
I only ever drew her once before. I can't draw cats, they're too complex. But I have been struck with fear lately. She is purring next to me, and I'm afraid I won't be able to hear her again soon.
I love you, Mika.
I love you, Mika.
Pipa broke her leg recently as well, there's plenty of medical bills we have been facing lately. I just want my babies to be ok...
June 14, 2025 at 12:50 PM
Pipa broke her leg recently as well, there's plenty of medical bills we have been facing lately. I just want my babies to be ok...
⚠️EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS
We have found two tumours on Mika and the treatment is out of our budget rn. It'd help a ton if you repost <3
More samples of my work below.
#COMMISSION #pet #cat #art #commission
We have found two tumours on Mika and the treatment is out of our budget rn. It'd help a ton if you repost <3
More samples of my work below.
#COMMISSION #pet #cat #art #commission
June 14, 2025 at 11:43 AM
⚠️EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS
We have found two tumours on Mika and the treatment is out of our budget rn. It'd help a ton if you repost <3
More samples of my work below.
#COMMISSION #pet #cat #art #commission
We have found two tumours on Mika and the treatment is out of our budget rn. It'd help a ton if you repost <3
More samples of my work below.
#COMMISSION #pet #cat #art #commission
Reposted by Mes 🦇
very old (circa 2012-13?) sketches of my dog
June 13, 2025 at 12:18 PM
very old (circa 2012-13?) sketches of my dog