Mayuuri
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My mediocrity disgusts me.
November 13, 2025 at 4:39 PM
My mediocrity disgusts me.
I mostly lack the capacity of being happy or sad for other people. If something good happens to them, I hate that it didn't happen for me. And if something bad happens to them, I also hate that it didn't happen to me instead. The bad is something I envy aswell, for some reason.
November 9, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I mostly lack the capacity of being happy or sad for other people. If something good happens to them, I hate that it didn't happen for me. And if something bad happens to them, I also hate that it didn't happen to me instead. The bad is something I envy aswell, for some reason.
Is it possible not to be existential all the time? Like seriously, are there people who live without constantly fighting their own mind?
November 8, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Is it possible not to be existential all the time? Like seriously, are there people who live without constantly fighting their own mind?
My bullet hell has parry now.
November 6, 2025 at 1:32 AM
My bullet hell has parry now.
Developing a bullet hell.
November 2, 2025 at 6:28 PM
Developing a bullet hell.
My biggest fear are those who are better than me. Sometimes, I don't whish to be better, instead I whish that those people would not exist. I hate that thought and I hate myself for thinking that.
October 30, 2025 at 10:09 PM
My biggest fear are those who are better than me. Sometimes, I don't whish to be better, instead I whish that those people would not exist. I hate that thought and I hate myself for thinking that.
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It's so hard to get myself to draw when most times I do I am not at all satisfied with my skills and it makes me want to repeatedly mash my head against a wall until my skull starts to be seen.
October 16, 2025 at 11:07 PM
It's so hard to get myself to draw when most times I do I am not at all satisfied with my skills and it makes me want to repeatedly mash my head against a wall until my skull starts to be seen.
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I never really had it that bad did I? Yet I remember the feeling. I remember containing my tears in class every day. Failing often. But I never did try it. Why am I normal now? How did I become so ordinary? It's disgusting.
October 2, 2025 at 11:30 PM
I never really had it that bad did I? Yet I remember the feeling. I remember containing my tears in class every day. Failing often. But I never did try it. Why am I normal now? How did I become so ordinary? It's disgusting.
Imagine living in Hidamari Sketch. It would be so happy. Except I'd probably ruin it with my unhappy nature. Anyways, watching this kind of show is strangely calming but also incredibly depressing for the thought of never being able to experience such a life.
September 24, 2025 at 1:33 PM
Imagine living in Hidamari Sketch. It would be so happy. Except I'd probably ruin it with my unhappy nature. Anyways, watching this kind of show is strangely calming but also incredibly depressing for the thought of never being able to experience such a life.
Why did I have to be the one to get diabetes? Fuck you, world.
September 18, 2025 at 1:35 PM
Why did I have to be the one to get diabetes? Fuck you, world.
It somewhat often happens that I start to install a game I feel quite excited to play, and then when it is installed I completely lose interest and leave it there for quite some time until I either start playing it without much motivation or just uninstall it.
September 17, 2025 at 11:15 PM
It somewhat often happens that I start to install a game I feel quite excited to play, and then when it is installed I completely lose interest and leave it there for quite some time until I either start playing it without much motivation or just uninstall it.
You don't know what pain is until it starts really freaking hurting when you go to the toilet (to poop)
September 17, 2025 at 8:39 PM
You don't know what pain is until it starts really freaking hurting when you go to the toilet (to poop)
A question for my fellow oomfs of culture: Round glasses or rectangle glasses?
September 16, 2025 at 2:28 PM
A question for my fellow oomfs of culture: Round glasses or rectangle glasses?
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a boy with glasses and purple hair is holding chopsticks
ALT: a boy with glasses and purple hair is holding chopsticks
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September 16, 2025 at 2:28 PM
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School is the most cruel place in human society.
September 15, 2025 at 7:44 PM
School is the most cruel place in human society.
Non-sexual nudity VS sexual not-nudity.
September 15, 2025 at 7:14 PM
Non-sexual nudity VS sexual not-nudity.
Mind is not at rest. Rarely is, if ever.
September 15, 2025 at 7:13 PM
Mind is not at rest. Rarely is, if ever.