maddie-chan
@madison.ccerailway.com
37, she/her 🏳️⚧️ • 🔞 • weeb • former band dork • transportation enthusiast • computer programmer
💜 @anirayne33.bsky.social
💜 @anirayne33.bsky.social
It's *looks at watch* 5:10am and I didn't need to be this level of attacked this late in the evening.
"damn i hate myself i'm so bad at everything life is awful" - girl who has never once said a remotely positive thing about herself and refused to acknowledge any of her positive traits, thus depriving herself of the self-confidence to know that she is capable of anything that she sets her mind to.
"damn i hate life there's nothing but torment and struggle 24/7" -girl who last did a small kindness for herself in 2018 and every year since that point has been Continually depriving herself of even 1 minuscule tiny positive thing in her day-to-day existence
December 2, 2025 at 10:11 AM
It's *looks at watch* 5:10am and I didn't need to be this level of attacked this late in the evening.
Gnome 48's just not sitting well with me. It feels cramped.
December 2, 2025 at 8:04 AM
Gnome 48's just not sitting well with me. It feels cramped.
versus one year ago >
December 2, 2025 at 5:04 AM
versus one year ago >
I'm about to recompile my kernel if anyone finds that, um, attractive.
December 2, 2025 at 4:42 AM
I'm about to recompile my kernel if anyone finds that, um, attractive.
local maddie is cute, film at 11.
December 2, 2025 at 4:28 AM
local maddie is cute, film at 11.
Oh yeah, voice training. I really need to get on that.
Anyone got any good resources to get started?
Anyone got any good resources to get started?
December 2, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Oh yeah, voice training. I really need to get on that.
Anyone got any good resources to get started?
Anyone got any good resources to get started?
For once, I have ideas* on things to do in the new year and I'm hoping a few stumbling blocks are out of my way so I can pursue them in 2026.
(* sewing, playing an instrument, etc.)
(* sewing, playing an instrument, etc.)
hope it keeps going in that direction for you! you deserve it
December 2, 2025 at 3:58 AM
For once, I have ideas* on things to do in the new year and I'm hoping a few stumbling blocks are out of my way so I can pursue them in 2026.
(* sewing, playing an instrument, etc.)
(* sewing, playing an instrument, etc.)
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number of days on estrogen: 1️⃣0️⃣0️⃣0️⃣
December 1, 2025 at 8:36 PM
number of days on estrogen: 1️⃣0️⃣0️⃣0️⃣
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your likes/reposts/lurks/follows are, as always, appreciated
December 1, 2025 at 10:44 PM
your likes/reposts/lurks/follows are, as always, appreciated
*extremely Hells Kitchen narrator voice* And now the continuation of Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc.
Come hang out with us!
Come hang out with us!
December 1, 2025 at 10:39 PM
*extremely Hells Kitchen narrator voice* And now the continuation of Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc.
Come hang out with us!
Come hang out with us!
number of days on estrogen: 1️⃣0️⃣0️⃣0️⃣
December 1, 2025 at 8:36 PM
number of days on estrogen: 1️⃣0️⃣0️⃣0️⃣
no idea what this says about me.
November 22, 2025 at 2:46 AM
no idea what this says about me.
🏳️⚧️ on 🚄
I’m the brightest thing on this brightline train and nobody knows
November 22, 2025 at 1:33 AM
🏳️⚧️ on 🚄
"I used the tits to build the tits."
progesterone could work too
November 21, 2025 at 10:19 PM
"I used the tits to build the tits."
me when everyone tells me my voice sounds okay.
November 21, 2025 at 4:17 PM
me when everyone tells me my voice sounds okay.
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i'll be streaming later today so if you want to request a game, that's on the table too ^^
i hate to ask but due to some unexpected medical bills i don't have enough money to eat and pay my cellphone bill coming out today. if anyone could help i would love you forever, also i'm willing to proofread for you if you need that in exchange <3
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November 21, 2025 at 3:30 PM
i'll be streaming later today so if you want to request a game, that's on the table too ^^
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i hate to ask but due to some unexpected medical bills i don't have enough money to eat and pay my cellphone bill coming out today. if anyone could help i would love you forever, also i'm willing to proofread for you if you need that in exchange <3
Support KeiiStreams
Support KeiiStreams
ko-fi.com
November 21, 2025 at 3:17 PM
i hate to ask but due to some unexpected medical bills i don't have enough money to eat and pay my cellphone bill coming out today. if anyone could help i would love you forever, also i'm willing to proofread for you if you need that in exchange <3
chat, i think she's telling the truth.
i enjoy video games
November 21, 2025 at 2:56 PM
chat, i think she's telling the truth.
Y'know, I'm not sure it shows up in that picture but I am down like 3 or 4 pounds in the past couple weeks.
November 21, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Y'know, I'm not sure it shows up in that picture but I am down like 3 or 4 pounds in the past couple weeks.
what are you, a cop? you have to tell me if you're a cop.
(yesterday's makeup lol)
(yesterday's makeup lol)
November 21, 2025 at 5:39 AM
what are you, a cop? you have to tell me if you're a cop.
(yesterday's makeup lol)
(yesterday's makeup lol)
Sound! Euphonium is like 97% of the reason I want to relearn my old middle school instrument.
November 19, 2025 at 8:15 PM
Sound! Euphonium is like 97% of the reason I want to relearn my old middle school instrument.
November 9, 2025 at 10:27 PM
