Macrae McDermott
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Macrae McDermott
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Missing Twitter of yore and my TikTok community. Hoping I can find some safety and comfort here. Sending love to anyone else out there needing some tenderness right now.
I’ve never been less hopeful and don’t know how to tell the people in my life. I’ve been struggling for so long, and it feels like I’ve exhausted how long I’m allowed to not be okay. But things just keep getting worse. I don’t know what to do. I’m drowning and don’t know who/how to ask for help.
October 30, 2025 at 11:51 AM
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The unthinkable happened. Trevor, my best friend of over 20 years, tragically passed away on Saturday. Nothing seems real, and my heart aches for all of us who loved him, especially his husband Jake. If you have any capacity to do so, please consider donating.

www.gofundme.com/f/in-memory-...
Donate to In Memory of Trevor Hansen: Support Needed, organized by Mike Strain
With great sadness were letting everyone know about the recent passing of Trevo… Mike Strain needs your support for In Memory of Trevor Hansen: Support Needed
www.gofundme.com
July 1, 2025 at 1:36 AM
The unthinkable happened. Trevor, my best friend of over 20 years, tragically passed away on Saturday. Nothing seems real, and my heart aches for all of us who loved him, especially his husband Jake. If you have any capacity to do so, please consider donating.

www.gofundme.com/f/in-memory-...
Donate to In Memory of Trevor Hansen: Support Needed, organized by Mike Strain
With great sadness were letting everyone know about the recent passing of Trevo… Mike Strain needs your support for In Memory of Trevor Hansen: Support Needed
www.gofundme.com
July 1, 2025 at 1:36 AM
Tomorrow could be the day it happens, and for now that thought is what is sustaining me.
June 13, 2025 at 3:39 AM
My anxiety has reached new heights. All I want to do is curl up in a ball and listen to Rocky Horror on repeat until the end of time. Currently executing this life plan.
April 4, 2025 at 4:20 PM
I’m no expert, but like, yeah.
www.npr.org/2025/04/02/n...
a man in a gray shirt is clapping his hands
ALT: a man in a gray shirt is clapping his hands
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April 3, 2025 at 12:40 AM
I was opening a Play-Doh container for my friend’s daughter (5) just now, and I was struggling. I told her it was very tough, and I needed to use my muscles. She replied: “Well, you are big, Macrae. So, your muscles are big.” I think there’s a lesson for me in there somewhere. 🥹
March 23, 2025 at 6:22 PM
Blew a tire today. Cried. Will most certainly cry again.
March 23, 2025 at 6:22 AM
Do you ever just think about how we’re living in the dark “Back to the Future II” timeline? I do. A lot.
March 18, 2025 at 5:01 AM
Sometimes when I'm at my lowest (today), I remember the time I won one of these bagel bundles from Zabar's. Life can be really, really awful, but sometimes you win some smoked salmon and it's a little less terrible. Maybe someday you'll win fish again, Macrae. Something to hang on to.
March 5, 2025 at 7:07 PM
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can't believe it's 2025 and i'm stressed about tariffs and measles, like am i a character in an american girl book
March 3, 2025 at 9:09 PM
This truly warmed my heart.
Young girl and her pet toad at a pet show, Venice Beach, California, 1936.
March 2, 2025 at 10:14 PM
I’m dedicating songs from my “On Repeat” playlist to friends (cause my current list is excellent and life bites). Pick a number 1-30, and you’ll get one of your very own.

PS - Call your reps.
March 1, 2025 at 2:54 PM
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Economic Blackout Today! Take control of your spending power!

As a small, local business, we'll be here if you need anything, and of course, we'll still be here on Saturday and beyond.

Resist.

🖤
February 28, 2025 at 1:16 PM
RIP to my first employer. I will miss you. My scissor pins will remain a reminder of all the good times.

www.npr.org/2025/02/25/n...
Fabric giant Joann is going out of business and closing all of its 800 stores
The crafts retailer formerly known as Jo-Ann Fabrics had been struggling financially for several years following a DIY-driven uptick in sales during the early days of the pandemic.
www.npr.org
February 27, 2025 at 4:58 PM
I’m volunteering on a farm where I get to work with llamas, and I decided it was time to start posting some of their precious faces. May each one brighten your day and inspire you to keep up the fight. Resist the tangerine wannna-be dictator. Let the llamas fuel you.
February 24, 2025 at 11:59 PM
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I was trying to decide between the croissant and a cinnamon bun at the coffee shop this morning so l asked the barista which one I should get and she told me to just get both. I did and it was the best advice. Thank you.
February 22, 2025 at 10:03 PM
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“We can disagree and still love each other unless your disagreement is rooted in my oppression and denial of my humanity and right to exist”

James Baldwin
February 21, 2025 at 4:18 PM
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February 20, 2025 at 2:35 PM
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February 19, 2025 at 10:35 PM
A non comprehensive list of things that have made me cry so far this week:

-Puppies for sale on the side of the road
-Cows (Just cows. Saw them and started sobbing.)
-The worker at Panda Express being nice to me
-This TikTok cover of “I Don't Want to Miss a Thing” www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2yXjuML/
my future husband MUST think of me this way, I’m not playing. Also Diane warren just— AHHHH🫠🥺 @Aerosmith #aerosmith #aerosmithcover #fyp #lovesong
TikTok video by Nia Ashleigh
www.tiktok.com
February 19, 2025 at 4:50 AM
“mixed-ish” deserved SO many more seasons, and I will die on that hill.
February 18, 2025 at 3:51 AM
I’ve had this on repeat basically nonstop since it dropped, and it is deeply perfect. It feels simultaneously fresh and so classic BSB it makes me feel nostalgic listening to it. I’m floored by how devastatingly beautiful it is. 🥹💙

open.spotify.com/track/6XEQbf...
Hey
Backstreet Boys · Hey · Song · 2025
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February 17, 2025 at 2:14 AM
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It is perfectly legal to know your rights and to educate others about them, too.

EVERYONE in the United States, citizen or not, has rights. I will not allow this administration to intimidate us from helping you know about them.

Here’s our shareable guide ⬇️: (pt. 1/2)
February 14, 2025 at 11:47 PM