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𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓍𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝑜𝓇
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· Jun 22
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Uhhh... meow?
Uhhh... meow?
[ * It would stare incredulously back at her if it had eyes that worked like fucking eyes. But it doesn't so it's just standing there, menacingly. ]
November 20, 2025 at 3:08 AM
[ NC ]
Uhhh... meow?
Uhhh... meow?
[ ...It was real.
But this, whatever's happening with Kris... ]
But this, whatever's happening with Kris... ]
November 8, 2025 at 3:56 AM
[ ...It was real.
But this, whatever's happening with Kris... ]
But this, whatever's happening with Kris... ]
Reposted by 𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓍𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝑜𝓇
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That slowburn really is excruciating, isn't it?
Ah, good thing I don't have anything like that with my Kris.
That slowburn really is excruciating, isn't it?
Ah, good thing I don't have anything like that with my Kris.
November 5, 2025 at 6:42 PM
[ NC ]
That slowburn really is excruciating, isn't it?
Ah, good thing I don't have anything like that with my Kris.
That slowburn really is excruciating, isn't it?
Ah, good thing I don't have anything like that with my Kris.
[ OPENS THE DOOR LOUDLY. ]
IT'S TIME!!!
IT'S TIME!!!
November 1, 2025 at 6:59 PM
[ OPENS THE DOOR LOUDLY. ]
IT'S TIME!!!
IT'S TIME!!!
Ugh, I remember when Kris pulled the Togore thing on me...
October 17, 2025 at 11:05 PM
Ugh, I remember when Kris pulled the Togore thing on me...
I think I might be worrying about it a little!!
⠀
⠀DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT
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⠀DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT
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F-fahaha, y-you what??
October 5, 2025 at 7:14 PM
I think I might be worrying about it a little!!
F-fahaha, y-you what??
⠀
⠀I'M WOKE
⠀I'M A HUMAN
⠀I HAVE MILD MASOCHISTIC TENDENCIES
⠀I'M NON-BINARY
⠀I AM SIXTY-FOUR DOLLARS AND TWENTY-THREE CENTS IN LIBRARY DEBT
⠀I VERY DEEPLY LOATHE MYSELF
⠀I PLAY SONIC GAMES
⠀I WANT NOELLE HOLIDAY TO BITE ME AND DRINK MY BLOOD LIKE A VAMPIRE
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⠀I'M WOKE
⠀I'M A HUMAN
⠀I HAVE MILD MASOCHISTIC TENDENCIES
⠀I'M NON-BINARY
⠀I AM SIXTY-FOUR DOLLARS AND TWENTY-THREE CENTS IN LIBRARY DEBT
⠀I VERY DEEPLY LOATHE MYSELF
⠀I PLAY SONIC GAMES
⠀I WANT NOELLE HOLIDAY TO BITE ME AND DRINK MY BLOOD LIKE A VAMPIRE
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October 5, 2025 at 7:13 PM
F-fahaha, y-you what??
[ Gosh, she hopes Berdly's doing well. School's been so busy, she's been neck-deep in work... she'll have to check in sometime! Maybe bring a few games or something over... ]
October 2, 2025 at 12:24 AM
[ Gosh, she hopes Berdly's doing well. School's been so busy, she's been neck-deep in work... she'll have to check in sometime! Maybe bring a few games or something over... ]
Okay, they never did all THAT, but...
September 3, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Okay, they never did all THAT, but...
She... huh?
[ She almost thinks she misheard them. A beat, a few moments where she just looks at them confusedly. ]
I... when did you...
[ Wait, she? Wanted to be with her at all?? That's?? Aaaa?? She jumps out of their arms in surprise! ]
[ She almost thinks she misheard them. A beat, a few moments where she just looks at them confusedly. ]
I... when did you...
[ Wait, she? Wanted to be with her at all?? That's?? Aaaa?? She jumps out of their arms in surprise! ]
... right. yeah.
* (They swallow thickly. It's... difficult, almost. To parse this. To give her anything more than cold comfort. Being here at all is pretty impressive, given their previous track record, but what good does that even do when...)
* (Well. She speaks, and it breaks their heart.)
* (They swallow thickly. It's... difficult, almost. To parse this. To give her anything more than cold comfort. Being here at all is pretty impressive, given their previous track record, but what good does that even do when...)
* (Well. She speaks, and it breaks their heart.)
A-ah-
[ She almost squeaks as she's outright pulled into a hug like this, but... she sinks into it pretty quick. It's Kris, after all. Despite their exterior, they always were so warm...
It's nice, knowing they feel for her like this. Even if there isn't much said. ]
[ She almost squeaks as she's outright pulled into a hug like this, but... she sinks into it pretty quick. It's Kris, after all. Despite their exterior, they always were so warm...
It's nice, knowing they feel for her like this. Even if there isn't much said. ]
August 31, 2025 at 3:24 AM
She... huh?
[ She almost thinks she misheard them. A beat, a few moments where she just looks at them confusedly. ]
I... when did you...
[ Wait, she? Wanted to be with her at all?? That's?? Aaaa?? She jumps out of their arms in surprise! ]
[ She almost thinks she misheard them. A beat, a few moments where she just looks at them confusedly. ]
I... when did you...
[ Wait, she? Wanted to be with her at all?? That's?? Aaaa?? She jumps out of their arms in surprise! ]
A-ah-
[ She almost squeaks as she's outright pulled into a hug like this, but... she sinks into it pretty quick. It's Kris, after all. Despite their exterior, they always were so warm...
It's nice, knowing they feel for her like this. Even if there isn't much said. ]
[ She almost squeaks as she's outright pulled into a hug like this, but... she sinks into it pretty quick. It's Kris, after all. Despite their exterior, they always were so warm...
It's nice, knowing they feel for her like this. Even if there isn't much said. ]
* (The second the words leave her mouth - "I saw her kissing Ralsei" - they act on impulse. Even if the SOUL were here, it wouldn't have time to act. Kris steps forward once, twice
and wrap her into an embrace. Gentle. Easy to step out of. It's the first thing they'd want someone to do for them,
and wrap her into an embrace. Gentle. Easy to step out of. It's the first thing they'd want someone to do for them,
[ Back then, it was just little things. A broken glass, an accidental bit of too-rough play... this, this is more real. She doesn't want to hurt anyone. ]
I-I, um... So. You know about my. Thing. With Susie, right? I...
I-I, um... So. You know about my. Thing. With Susie, right? I...
August 31, 2025 at 3:02 AM
A-ah-
[ She almost squeaks as she's outright pulled into a hug like this, but... she sinks into it pretty quick. It's Kris, after all. Despite their exterior, they always were so warm...
It's nice, knowing they feel for her like this. Even if there isn't much said. ]
[ She almost squeaks as she's outright pulled into a hug like this, but... she sinks into it pretty quick. It's Kris, after all. Despite their exterior, they always were so warm...
It's nice, knowing they feel for her like this. Even if there isn't much said. ]
[ Back then, it was just little things. A broken glass, an accidental bit of too-rough play... this, this is more real. She doesn't want to hurt anyone. ]
I-I, um... So. You know about my. Thing. With Susie, right? I...
I-I, um... So. You know about my. Thing. With Susie, right? I...
'course. our secret.
* (One of many they've kept over the years. Smaller ones got out, got forgotten. This one... seems to have some real weight behind it. If she's asking this of them now, much older.)
... i got your back.
* (For a moment, for a wonderful fleeting moment, their smile returns.)
* (One of many they've kept over the years. Smaller ones got out, got forgotten. This one... seems to have some real weight behind it. If she's asking this of them now, much older.)
... i got your back.
* (For a moment, for a wonderful fleeting moment, their smile returns.)
[ ...She still matters. She's still... important. To someone. It brings a small smile to her face, as she tucks some hair behind her ear. ]
Ah... thank you. You... um. You matter to me too. You always have.
[ And it's true. Even if she wasn't really... sure, for a while. ]
Ah... thank you. You... um. You matter to me too. You always have.
[ And it's true. Even if she wasn't really... sure, for a while. ]
August 31, 2025 at 2:44 AM
[ Back then, it was just little things. A broken glass, an accidental bit of too-rough play... this, this is more real. She doesn't want to hurt anyone. ]
I-I, um... So. You know about my. Thing. With Susie, right? I...
I-I, um... So. You know about my. Thing. With Susie, right? I...
[ ...She still matters. She's still... important. To someone. It brings a small smile to her face, as she tucks some hair behind her ear. ]
Ah... thank you. You... um. You matter to me too. You always have.
[ And it's true. Even if she wasn't really... sure, for a while. ]
Ah... thank you. You... um. You matter to me too. You always have.
[ And it's true. Even if she wasn't really... sure, for a while. ]
* (...They freeze. The soul thing... hurts, a little? Not to say they don't get it, it's weird to imagine your friend suddenly accosted by The Force (unrelated) and dragged about. But there's something else there.)
...
it's big to me.
you. you matter to me.
* (A hell of a lot, frankly.)
...
it's big to me.
you. you matter to me.
* (A hell of a lot, frankly.)
It's... gosh, it really isn't that big a deal, Kris. It's just... fahaha, um...
[ She saw something she shouldn't have seen, that's all. ]
I'm just... going through a lot. With the soul thing, and... other... stuff...
[ A frown, dejected. ]
[ She saw something she shouldn't have seen, that's all. ]
I'm just... going through a lot. With the soul thing, and... other... stuff...
[ A frown, dejected. ]
August 31, 2025 at 2:28 AM
[ ...She still matters. She's still... important. To someone. It brings a small smile to her face, as she tucks some hair behind her ear. ]
Ah... thank you. You... um. You matter to me too. You always have.
[ And it's true. Even if she wasn't really... sure, for a while. ]
Ah... thank you. You... um. You matter to me too. You always have.
[ And it's true. Even if she wasn't really... sure, for a while. ]
It's... gosh, it really isn't that big a deal, Kris. It's just... fahaha, um...
[ She saw something she shouldn't have seen, that's all. ]
I'm just... going through a lot. With the soul thing, and... other... stuff...
[ A frown, dejected. ]
[ She saw something she shouldn't have seen, that's all. ]
I'm just... going through a lot. With the soul thing, and... other... stuff...
[ A frown, dejected. ]
mm.
* (The mood is dire, then. Worse than what they assumed when they thought of her. A slow nod, blankness washing over them so they can take this somewhat seriously. )
... d'you. wanna talk about why.
* (...This might be something they could help with. A little.)
* (Angel above, they hope.)
* (The mood is dire, then. Worse than what they assumed when they thought of her. A slow nod, blankness washing over them so they can take this somewhat seriously. )
... d'you. wanna talk about why.
* (...This might be something they could help with. A little.)
* (Angel above, they hope.)
[ Do you remember when we would run........
Anyway, she just kinda shrugs. It's late, and she's tired, but she can't sleep, so... ]
Ehh... nothing really. Was trying to play some Dragon Blazers, but... I'm not really feeling it.
Anyway, she just kinda shrugs. It's late, and she's tired, but she can't sleep, so... ]
Ehh... nothing really. Was trying to play some Dragon Blazers, but... I'm not really feeling it.
August 31, 2025 at 2:20 AM
It's... gosh, it really isn't that big a deal, Kris. It's just... fahaha, um...
[ She saw something she shouldn't have seen, that's all. ]
I'm just... going through a lot. With the soul thing, and... other... stuff...
[ A frown, dejected. ]
[ She saw something she shouldn't have seen, that's all. ]
I'm just... going through a lot. With the soul thing, and... other... stuff...
[ A frown, dejected. ]
[ Do you remember when we would run........
Anyway, she just kinda shrugs. It's late, and she's tired, but she can't sleep, so... ]
Ehh... nothing really. Was trying to play some Dragon Blazers, but... I'm not really feeling it.
Anyway, she just kinda shrugs. It's late, and she's tired, but she can't sleep, so... ]
Ehh... nothing really. Was trying to play some Dragon Blazers, but... I'm not really feeling it.
noelle.
* (They nod. ...It wasn't as easy as when they were younger, but they enter without causing a fuss. It was nice. A momentary bliss, in a sense. A story would surely have come from letting her fall from the first floor when they were younger.)
* (How time flies.)
...
what's up?
* (They nod. ...It wasn't as easy as when they were younger, but they enter without causing a fuss. It was nice. A momentary bliss, in a sense. A story would surely have come from letting her fall from the first floor when they were younger.)
* (How time flies.)
...
what's up?
[ Nowhere near it. She does smile weakly in return as they do, pulling them up with every bit of strength she's got. Jeez, this isn't as easy as when they were kids.
They do, thankfully, make it inside without incident. ]
...Hi, Kris.
They do, thankfully, make it inside without incident. ]
...Hi, Kris.
August 31, 2025 at 2:15 AM
[ Do you remember when we would run........
Anyway, she just kinda shrugs. It's late, and she's tired, but she can't sleep, so... ]
Ehh... nothing really. Was trying to play some Dragon Blazers, but... I'm not really feeling it.
Anyway, she just kinda shrugs. It's late, and she's tired, but she can't sleep, so... ]
Ehh... nothing really. Was trying to play some Dragon Blazers, but... I'm not really feeling it.
Why is everyone seeing weird like that?
August 31, 2025 at 2:13 AM
Why is everyone seeing weird like that?
[ Nowhere near it. She does smile weakly in return as they do, pulling them up with every bit of strength she's got. Jeez, this isn't as easy as when they were kids.
They do, thankfully, make it inside without incident. ]
...Hi, Kris.
They do, thankfully, make it inside without incident. ]
...Hi, Kris.
* (KRIS GETS WALKIES... climbies... bah, that's not as fun. Unfortunately they do not accommodate her warning - Carol won't mind, this probably isn't a first - but do catch her hand.)
...thanks.
* (There's that lopsided smile everyone's learning to love!)
...thanks.
* (There's that lopsided smile everyone's learning to love!)
[ Literally anyone else would be surprised. Not Noelle. She's seen this enough to reach her head out of the window to offer a hand up once they get high enough. ]
Yeah, c'mon. I think my mom's downstairs, so watch the kitchen window this time.
Yeah, c'mon. I think my mom's downstairs, so watch the kitchen window this time.
August 31, 2025 at 1:58 AM
[ Nowhere near it. She does smile weakly in return as they do, pulling them up with every bit of strength she's got. Jeez, this isn't as easy as when they were kids.
They do, thankfully, make it inside without incident. ]
...Hi, Kris.
They do, thankfully, make it inside without incident. ]
...Hi, Kris.
[ Literally anyone else would be surprised. Not Noelle. She's seen this enough to reach her head out of the window to offer a hand up once they get high enough. ]
Yeah, c'mon. I think my mom's downstairs, so watch the kitchen window this time.
Yeah, c'mon. I think my mom's downstairs, so watch the kitchen window this time.
...you're not... in the way.
* (Their face twists into a frown. Quite the opposite, actually.)
... ... can i... come in?
* (...They approach the wall. What, are they going to climb? Like, before she even says anything?)
* (Their face twists into a frown. Quite the opposite, actually.)
... ... can i... come in?
* (...They approach the wall. What, are they going to climb? Like, before she even says anything?)
[ The big rock gets a small smile from her, met by the frown coming right back at their tone. Not from any distrust, no... because she can be herself around Kris. She knows that. ]
I... heh. I'll be okay. I don't want to get in your way or anything, you know...? You've got stuff going on.
I... heh. I'll be okay. I don't want to get in your way or anything, you know...? You've got stuff going on.
August 29, 2025 at 1:18 AM
[ Literally anyone else would be surprised. Not Noelle. She's seen this enough to reach her head out of the window to offer a hand up once they get high enough. ]
Yeah, c'mon. I think my mom's downstairs, so watch the kitchen window this time.
Yeah, c'mon. I think my mom's downstairs, so watch the kitchen window this time.
[ The big rock gets a small smile from her, met by the frown coming right back at their tone. Not from any distrust, no... because she can be herself around Kris. She knows that. ]
I... heh. I'll be okay. I don't want to get in your way or anything, you know...? You've got stuff going on.
I... heh. I'll be okay. I don't want to get in your way or anything, you know...? You've got stuff going on.
* (...Kris tries to throw a rock comically larger than the entourage of pebbles. It does not make it three feet in front of them. A last resort, clearly.)
...
just. checking in.
* (Tired. Quiet. The way only she'd recognize so easily. That is to say, they've come 'alone'.)
...
just. checking in.
* (Tired. Quiet. The way only she'd recognize so easily. That is to say, they've come 'alone'.)
[ She jumps at first, and then... well. She knows this all too well. She rolls her eyes, going to the window with a soft sigh and opening it, making sure she doesn't get beaned in the face like last time. ]
Kris, you're gonna break my window... What do you need?
Kris, you're gonna break my window... What do you need?
August 28, 2025 at 9:34 PM
[ The big rock gets a small smile from her, met by the frown coming right back at their tone. Not from any distrust, no... because she can be herself around Kris. She knows that. ]
I... heh. I'll be okay. I don't want to get in your way or anything, you know...? You've got stuff going on.
I... heh. I'll be okay. I don't want to get in your way or anything, you know...? You've got stuff going on.
[ She jumps at first, and then... well. She knows this all too well. She rolls her eyes, going to the window with a soft sigh and opening it, making sure she doesn't get beaned in the face like last time. ]
Kris, you're gonna break my window... What do you need?
Kris, you're gonna break my window... What do you need?
[ * PING! ]
[ * Suddenly, a rock against the window. ]
[ * PING-PING-PING! ]
[ * ...Suddenly, a?? Landslide??? ]
[ * Suddenly, a rock against the window. ]
[ * PING-PING-PING! ]
[ * ...Suddenly, a?? Landslide??? ]
[ She's sitting in her room. Alone. Knees pulled up to her chest, kinda just. Staring at the wall. It's rough. It's... it's really bad, honestly. And it's not seeming to get any better, fahaha... ]
August 28, 2025 at 9:26 PM
[ She jumps at first, and then... well. She knows this all too well. She rolls her eyes, going to the window with a soft sigh and opening it, making sure she doesn't get beaned in the face like last time. ]
Kris, you're gonna break my window... What do you need?
Kris, you're gonna break my window... What do you need?
[ She's sitting in her room. Alone. Knees pulled up to her chest, kinda just. Staring at the wall. It's rough. It's... it's really bad, honestly. And it's not seeming to get any better, fahaha... ]
August 28, 2025 at 9:06 PM
[ She's sitting in her room. Alone. Knees pulled up to her chest, kinda just. Staring at the wall. It's rough. It's... it's really bad, honestly. And it's not seeming to get any better, fahaha... ]
[ ...it get so lonely, sometimes. ]
August 28, 2025 at 8:58 PM
[ ...it get so lonely, sometimes. ]
