Barbatos🍃
@lordbarbatos.bsky.social
“𝘔𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘴.”
anemo archon / mondstadt bard
anemo archon / mondstadt bard
finding out there's a group that exists that just
excludes me
hurts
it
hurts a lot honestly
excludes me
hurts
it
hurts a lot honestly
February 13, 2026 at 4:26 AM
finding out there's a group that exists that just
excludes me
hurts
it
hurts a lot honestly
excludes me
hurts
it
hurts a lot honestly
one more day to try
i want to be a good friend
but if i'm not wanted
keeping at feeling like this, trying like this
its gonna physically kill me
i want to be a good friend
but if i'm not wanted
keeping at feeling like this, trying like this
its gonna physically kill me
February 11, 2026 at 2:56 PM
one more day to try
i want to be a good friend
but if i'm not wanted
keeping at feeling like this, trying like this
its gonna physically kill me
i want to be a good friend
but if i'm not wanted
keeping at feeling like this, trying like this
its gonna physically kill me
i'm in a one-sided friendship and i don't let myself realize that fact.
February 11, 2026 at 2:12 PM
i'm in a one-sided friendship and i don't let myself realize that fact.
i just want to help my friend
and they don't let me in
i feel ignored
i'm killing myself over trying and trying but they just
don't want me around them
and they don't let me in
i feel ignored
i'm killing myself over trying and trying but they just
don't want me around them
February 11, 2026 at 1:21 AM
i just want to help my friend
and they don't let me in
i feel ignored
i'm killing myself over trying and trying but they just
don't want me around them
and they don't let me in
i feel ignored
i'm killing myself over trying and trying but they just
don't want me around them
oh what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuckwhat the fuck what the fuckwhat the fuckwhat the fuck
February 9, 2026 at 5:20 PM
oh what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuckwhat the fuck what the fuckwhat the fuckwhat the fuck
this is cruel
and even you know that
and even you know that
February 9, 2026 at 4:15 PM
this is cruel
and even you know that
and even you know that
i feel used
tossed aside like some
doll
like i'm not heard when i just try to talk
why do i keep being actively ignored
tossed aside like some
doll
like i'm not heard when i just try to talk
why do i keep being actively ignored
February 9, 2026 at 3:26 PM
i feel used
tossed aside like some
doll
like i'm not heard when i just try to talk
why do i keep being actively ignored
tossed aside like some
doll
like i'm not heard when i just try to talk
why do i keep being actively ignored
i hate being treated like this
February 9, 2026 at 1:39 PM
i hate being treated like this
i'm just
going to leave by the end of the day
i know nobody likes having me around anymore
i'm just bothering them.
going to leave by the end of the day
i know nobody likes having me around anymore
i'm just bothering them.
February 8, 2026 at 12:24 PM
i'm just
going to leave by the end of the day
i know nobody likes having me around anymore
i'm just bothering them.
going to leave by the end of the day
i know nobody likes having me around anymore
i'm just bothering them.
WHY THE FUCK DID GOD CREATE ME
February 7, 2026 at 9:32 PM
WHY THE FUCK DID GOD CREATE ME
im
i'm right here
and does no one see me?
does
no one want to talk?
with me?
i just want somebody to come here right now
proof for myself that theres a reason for me to keep going
that theres someone out there that cares for me
but its not true
theres
no one else anymore
i'm right here
and does no one see me?
does
no one want to talk?
with me?
i just want somebody to come here right now
proof for myself that theres a reason for me to keep going
that theres someone out there that cares for me
but its not true
theres
no one else anymore
February 7, 2026 at 4:57 PM
im
i'm right here
and does no one see me?
does
no one want to talk?
with me?
i just want somebody to come here right now
proof for myself that theres a reason for me to keep going
that theres someone out there that cares for me
but its not true
theres
no one else anymore
i'm right here
and does no one see me?
does
no one want to talk?
with me?
i just want somebody to come here right now
proof for myself that theres a reason for me to keep going
that theres someone out there that cares for me
but its not true
theres
no one else anymore
i wait for things to get better
i wait
i wait
but its been so long i can't remember what it feels like to get love
sometimes i wish i didn't wake up that day, if i just kept sleeping maybe it'd be okay
sometimes i even think i died to everybody and they didn't tell me
i wait
i wait
but its been so long i can't remember what it feels like to get love
sometimes i wish i didn't wake up that day, if i just kept sleeping maybe it'd be okay
sometimes i even think i died to everybody and they didn't tell me
February 7, 2026 at 3:42 PM
i wait for things to get better
i wait
i wait
but its been so long i can't remember what it feels like to get love
sometimes i wish i didn't wake up that day, if i just kept sleeping maybe it'd be okay
sometimes i even think i died to everybody and they didn't tell me
i wait
i wait
but its been so long i can't remember what it feels like to get love
sometimes i wish i didn't wake up that day, if i just kept sleeping maybe it'd be okay
sometimes i even think i died to everybody and they didn't tell me
"we'll see"
"maybe some other time"
nobody says "i love you sara"
i have to ask for it
nobody remembers me
im gonna die alone
everything i do is meaningless
i'm not a woman
i'm nobody's friend
nobody checks in with me
nobody is gonna miss me
even my parents wanted to abort me
they told me before
"maybe some other time"
nobody says "i love you sara"
i have to ask for it
nobody remembers me
im gonna die alone
everything i do is meaningless
i'm not a woman
i'm nobody's friend
nobody checks in with me
nobody is gonna miss me
even my parents wanted to abort me
they told me before
February 7, 2026 at 1:31 PM
"we'll see"
"maybe some other time"
nobody says "i love you sara"
i have to ask for it
nobody remembers me
im gonna die alone
everything i do is meaningless
i'm not a woman
i'm nobody's friend
nobody checks in with me
nobody is gonna miss me
even my parents wanted to abort me
they told me before
"maybe some other time"
nobody says "i love you sara"
i have to ask for it
nobody remembers me
im gonna die alone
everything i do is meaningless
i'm not a woman
i'm nobody's friend
nobody checks in with me
nobody is gonna miss me
even my parents wanted to abort me
they told me before
i'm done
i am so done
thank you
i am so done
thank you
February 6, 2026 at 9:10 PM
i'm done
i am so done
thank you
i am so done
thank you
i need to make peace with the fact nobody wants me there anymore
maybe not even the friend who invited me there
it's
it's fine...
maybe not even the friend who invited me there
it's
it's fine...
February 6, 2026 at 7:59 PM
i need to make peace with the fact nobody wants me there anymore
maybe not even the friend who invited me there
it's
it's fine...
maybe not even the friend who invited me there
it's
it's fine...
i feel like a tool.
February 6, 2026 at 5:14 PM
i feel like a tool.
i've had enough of this shit
February 4, 2026 at 8:37 AM
i've had enough of this shit
favoritism makes me want to puke.
February 3, 2026 at 12:41 PM
favoritism makes me want to puke.
whats the point of it anymore if i barely feel like i exist.
February 3, 2026 at 1:16 AM
whats the point of it anymore if i barely feel like i exist.
i'm going to go mute tomorrow
this feeling of being brushed aside for someone else is draining the life out of me
this feeling of being brushed aside for someone else is draining the life out of me
January 31, 2026 at 3:02 AM
i'm going to go mute tomorrow
this feeling of being brushed aside for someone else is draining the life out of me
this feeling of being brushed aside for someone else is draining the life out of me
i'm just sick of feeling ignored man.
January 30, 2026 at 11:46 PM
i'm just sick of feeling ignored man.
ive had enough of being treated like i don't exist around others
January 30, 2026 at 12:19 AM
ive had enough of being treated like i don't exist around others
i should really realize that it doesn't matter what i say do or think
nobody's gonna miss me or the things i've done at the end of the day
nobody's gonna miss me or the things i've done at the end of the day
January 29, 2026 at 10:34 PM
i should really realize that it doesn't matter what i say do or think
nobody's gonna miss me or the things i've done at the end of the day
nobody's gonna miss me or the things i've done at the end of the day