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lildevildesi.bsky.social
Fae 18+
@lildevildesi.bsky.social
Fae! | They/them | 26 | Artist | Gamedev | Disabled

Hihi, i made a game once upon a time called Dating is Hell https://desichan.itch.io/dating-is-hell

Horror romance, and toxic yuri enthusiast!

Tw // IRL Suicidal tweets, and abusive story themes
Just some sapphics #art #drawing #ocs
February 21, 2025 at 4:05 PM
The desire for everyone I care about to tell me they hate me so I don't have to worry about it they hate me or not
February 11, 2025 at 3:42 AM
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omg
January 27, 2025 at 2:46 PM
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Many who speak about DEI being removed from employment are forgetting disabled people in that conversation. It’s not surprising since most forget about us as a whole but this is going to make it so disabled people can barely get hired or receive any accommodations. We’re barely surviving as is.
January 25, 2025 at 8:08 PM
I'm at the point where I'm just gonna call people who don't believe in human rights, Nazis.
Like if the shoe fits, bitch
January 23, 2025 at 3:55 PM
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It's time to watch videos.

Angela Davis, Malcom X, Fred Hampton, James Baldwin, Huey P Newton, Rev Dr MLK JR videos...

I ain't gone tell you to read -- cause we ain't got that typa time. But we missing tools and we gotta catch up.
January 21, 2025 at 1:14 PM
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now is not the time to have "no politics" rules in your twitch channels. you can have safe words, and channel point redeems to change the subject, but people shouldn't have to second guess whether they're allowed to exist as themselves in a video game stream or not
January 21, 2025 at 3:26 PM
I need to Madoka myself
January 21, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Might be skipping my nightly breakdown tonight
January 20, 2025 at 6:53 AM
I think the worst part of being disabled and needing help with access needs is that a lot of times I CAN DO THINGS,,, But the issue is that if I do it, it might be the leadup to me seizing bad enough that I knock me and my gamer chair over, and am collapsed on the ground till I can move again
January 19, 2025 at 5:44 PM
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flat v rendering ( > . < )♡
January 17, 2025 at 10:28 PM
My emo #RenHana design, including a scribble of him carrying me cuz I felt like being self indulgent. #btd #boyfriendtodeath #boyfriendtodeath2 #btd2
January 18, 2025 at 6:23 AM
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January 16, 2025 at 12:10 AM
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it’s crazy that if biden and kamala immediately came out against the war crimes of israel and didn’t give them weapons they would’ve won the 2024 election no problem
January 16, 2025 at 1:38 AM
Sometimes I think I'm a non practicing witch but I just realized I've been actively doing three or so spells a day.
January 14, 2025 at 4:36 AM
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“But the people who died had preexisting conditions.” So what? Does that mean their lives didn’t matter? Does that mean they weren’t important? Disabled people can hear you when you excuse our deaths. Our lives have value.
January 12, 2025 at 7:14 PM
Had to scroll back to august to find a meme, here you go lol
January 13, 2025 at 2:39 AM
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Something people seem to forget about disabilities is that our energy levels are typically much lower than the average person. Just because we were able to do something one day doesn't mean we're going to be able to do it again the next day
January 12, 2025 at 12:13 PM
I'm trying to get services I qualify for, to get help with stuff but gosh like I always feel like I should be able to do tasks that I used to find easy but over exertion and stress are a big trigger for my seizures flare ups
January 12, 2025 at 7:04 AM
Me: Maybe I'm being lazy and that's why I can't do the things I could before being disabled

Also me:... Huh earlier today I was at the mall with a friend and by the end my friend had to physically keep me from collapsing, because apparently a fun day is pushing my body past the limits
January 12, 2025 at 7:02 AM
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Please stop telling me that crime must be deterred. Studies have shown over and over again that in the context of criminal law, deterrence theory is a myth. It doesn't work. It never has. That's a copaganda myth.

Poverty is the cause of most crime. Eliminate poverty, and you eliminate most crime.
January 11, 2025 at 2:45 PM
Am I real am I real am I real
January 11, 2025 at 5:23 AM
Maybe the reason everyone hates me is because I'm fat?
January 11, 2025 at 5:23 AM
Tw // suicidal ish

Contemplating taking a lot of pills and a lot of edibles, in hopes I wake up in a world where I'm cared about and no longer miserable
January 11, 2025 at 5:11 AM