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𓂀 𓆗Jay𓆗𓂀
@kitchenraptorj.bsky.social
The Oregon Sage. Creator. Dinosaur. VO Person. Bastard eel. Bathtub Cryptid. My brain has too many tabs open.
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Wanted to add that I post what I want to post, and I'm not here to cater to anybody. I'm here to be kind to myself and others the best I can. If at any point you're not vibing with me, hit the bricks and block. Please always take care of yourself first ladies, gents and enbys💙
Since I moved from X last year, I've been very careful of how I curate my space. While I appreciate the recent follows, I may not return the favor. With my life and disabilities, I am picky about who and what I give my energy to. That being said, I appreciate y'all, and I love ya 💙🫂 have fun!
Thank you 💙 my brain is in dumb effing horse mode and needs to get lassoed back into the corral.
You don't ruin good things, by the way. Just in case you have Trauma Brain f*cking w/ you today to the tune of "you ruin everything you touch." It does that-- & it doesn't actually care if you ruin things.

It's just trying to get you to feel like garbage. It does that.
December 7, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Omg he's perfect 💙
AHHH Thank you so so much for all the support!! 🥹💜

We hope people want to try making a Guilmon plush . It's not as difficult as it seems, and ALL the embroideries fit in a 4x4 inch hoop!
December 7, 2025 at 8:01 PM
Me: you sure I can't be awake through the procedure? I'd like the XP & you never know when you might need to perform surgery on yourself especially at the rate things are going in this country, YouTube only gets me so far. I want the satisfaction of seeing those tumors getting evicted!

Surgeon:
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December 7, 2025 at 8:26 AM
Snuggling up in bed like
December 6, 2025 at 11:55 AM
December 6, 2025 at 5:40 AM
If you see this, post your favorite Pokemon!
December 5, 2025 at 11:04 PM
Good 🍲
Remember today that feeling lonely in this trauma recovery work doesn't mean you're doing it wrong. It means you haven't yet hooked up w/ people who have the depth & compassion to appreciate the raw, honest, hard work you're doing.

But you will.
December 5, 2025 at 11:00 PM
I wish parenting wasn't #chic

Small humans are people, not organs' extensions with borrowed sentience

A relationship with them is a privilege, not a right

I know because I tasted that kind of love—a spoonful

& I've spent 13 years burying the shape of what could've been

I get it.

#vss365
December 5, 2025 at 10:58 PM
I want to return to the San Gabriel mountains & visit my late gram.

I want to swim in the ocean, & have a dolphin sneak up on me again.

I want to vibe with the local nightlife like before.

I kinda hope I bump into that dude I accidentally called Rafiki in Malibu while doordashing. He was neat.
December 5, 2025 at 12:01 PM
Them: How are you feeling?

Me: Cryptic

Them: Since you're feeling well-to-do & just gotta hunt humans, I know where you can go!

Me:
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December 5, 2025 at 8:57 AM
In the #vespertine the magic stirred

My racing thoughts dissolved into a blur

& page by page I learned how

To stand in my pride in the here & now

I'd love to no longer be blamed

For falling hard & forsaking my name

Time to blow against the flames

'Cause I'm never gonna be the same

#vss365
December 5, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Honey, testify 💯

I'll give the man props for poking the bear that is Agent Orange, but he gives Republican-lite / Randal from Recess vibes, makes you think you're on the same team, then snitches to his corporate overlords to get ahead of ya.
"...Newsom has vetoed our menopause bill, not one but two years in a row. But that's OK, because he's not going to be governor forever. And with the way he's overlooked women, half the population, by devaluing us in midlife, he probably should not be our next president either."

youtu.be/603NmGNkfqY
December 5, 2025 at 12:03 AM
December 4, 2025 at 10:05 AM
Final Fantasy X: I must follow tradition because it's peer pressure from dead people & wdym my fictional boyfriend isn't real???

Final Fantasy X-2: FUCK TRADITION. FUCK THE SIN BOOMERS. I'M GONNA BECOME A POP STAR & SAVE MY FICTIONAL BOYFRIEND!
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December 4, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Good 🍲
San Francisco garter snake ribbon planter 🐍
December 3, 2025 at 8:47 PM
We were too eager
For another shot
Before kissing the other side.

That’s the nature of us
Hopeless romantics—
We sprout gills
& forget to breathe
On land.

I’ll admit:
I don’t think #chivalry is dead,
But I held on too tight
& didn’t let enough
Light in.

It was all for you & none for me.

#vss365
December 3, 2025 at 11:18 AM
It may not look appetizing to some, but it's my great grams fat noodle turkey soup. My gram & mom made this every winter after boiling a whole turkey carcass post Thanksgiving, straining the juice, then deboning so the dark meat can be tossed back in with the homemade noods. Favorite soup ever 💙
December 3, 2025 at 4:18 AM
I'm thinking of biting the bullet & making a gofundme for surgery I have coming up. It's a long story, & I intend to share it in full when I get something up & running.

Does anyone have alternative options they'd recommend platform-wise?
December 2, 2025 at 8:32 AM
Them 💙
Yes 💯
December 2, 2025 at 8:27 AM
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I see you, out there taking life’s punches and still going forward. You’re a force of nature and I marvel at your strength.

I also offer space for you when things feel too much. Rest with me a bit.

Sending love out into the freezing night sky 🌌

Stay safe ✨🫂💗
December 2, 2025 at 2:58 AM
Men of culture 🤟🏻
I believe in the holy trinity. 🙏🏻
December 2, 2025 at 7:24 AM
THE BLUEJAY THE BLUEJAY!!!
My first Holiday drop is coming TODAY at 1pm MST. I will have a handful of these songbird T.Rex Chicks. I have two cardinals for $75 each and three bluejays for $85 each. Check out my shop to get a full preview of everything that will be available!

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December 2, 2025 at 12:26 AM
That cancelled TV show you'll never stop thinking about.

The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance
December 2, 2025 at 12:21 AM
"I'm blocking cause you're maga!!"

...where the fuck did l give the impression I'm associated with a fascist cult?

Some y'all need help.
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December 2, 2025 at 12:19 AM
*sigh* I'm this close to taking one for the team & waking Jörmungandr or the PNW sea serpent equivalent up next time I visit the coast in light of *gestures at everything* to even the odds on wordly woes.

Anyone who wants me to toss a coin or sacrifice to a big sea snek, say aye.
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December 1, 2025 at 10:44 AM