k3lz3y 🖤
@killkelz.bsky.social
if this account hasn’t followed you? don’t follow me. i’ll block (respectfully) 🫶
backup / secret account 🤫 this is the *official* kelsey “crash out,” unhinged, & spam account LOL
backup / secret account 🤫 this is the *official* kelsey “crash out,” unhinged, & spam account LOL
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k3lz3y 🖤
@killkelz.bsky.social
· Aug 12
read this before following!
if this account didn’t follow you first… DO NOT FOLLOW ME! respectfully, i will block you 🫶
not to sound crazy (even though i am), this is an “invite only” account - only for the people i trust the most! people that won’t judge me for how truly insane i am 🤪
if this account didn’t follow you first… DO NOT FOLLOW ME! respectfully, i will block you 🫶
not to sound crazy (even though i am), this is an “invite only” account - only for the people i trust the most! people that won’t judge me for how truly insane i am 🤪
drunken thought… i miss having access to str33t drvgz.
1) shr00ms: they were fun & allowed great insight!
BUT!!! MORE IMPORTANTLY!!!
2) PA!N MEDS. before i became disabled? i had access to 0p!0!ds - just from a 🔌 but now that i NEED pa!n meds? i have no access… legally OR illegally!
1) shr00ms: they were fun & allowed great insight!
BUT!!! MORE IMPORTANTLY!!!
2) PA!N MEDS. before i became disabled? i had access to 0p!0!ds - just from a 🔌 but now that i NEED pa!n meds? i have no access… legally OR illegally!
December 3, 2025 at 5:12 AM
drunken thought… i miss having access to str33t drvgz.
1) shr00ms: they were fun & allowed great insight!
BUT!!! MORE IMPORTANTLY!!!
2) PA!N MEDS. before i became disabled? i had access to 0p!0!ds - just from a 🔌 but now that i NEED pa!n meds? i have no access… legally OR illegally!
1) shr00ms: they were fun & allowed great insight!
BUT!!! MORE IMPORTANTLY!!!
2) PA!N MEDS. before i became disabled? i had access to 0p!0!ds - just from a 🔌 but now that i NEED pa!n meds? i have no access… legally OR illegally!
anyways… 27 club? not today obviously. but i have a whole year to decide!
November 8, 2025 at 7:08 AM
anyways… 27 club? not today obviously. but i have a whole year to decide!
if i kⓂ️$? i think this will be the song i listen to on repeat. it’s just so special to me. open.spotify.com/track/3pFd9A...
Labradors
open.spotify.com
October 24, 2025 at 1:21 PM
if i kⓂ️$? i think this will be the song i listen to on repeat. it’s just so special to me. open.spotify.com/track/3pFd9A...
i’m at the point where i think joining the “27 club” is the best option; for me & for my family… if the “budget” ends up cutting food stamps & medicaid? SPECIFICALLY MEDICAID?!? i’m fucked… i’m not going to put my family in debt for existing. i’ll wait it out, see what happens! but i BET i’m fucked.
October 24, 2025 at 10:29 AM
i’m at the point where i think joining the “27 club” is the best option; for me & for my family… if the “budget” ends up cutting food stamps & medicaid? SPECIFICALLY MEDICAID?!? i’m fucked… i’m not going to put my family in debt for existing. i’ll wait it out, see what happens! but i BET i’m fucked.
my biggest flaw is having little to no empathy for able-bodied people that REFUSE to do ANYTHING to fix their circumstances…
i’m not talking about finances, that’s a whole different story… i’m talking about able-bodied folks that have access to ALL the resources they may need, but still refuse help!
i’m not talking about finances, that’s a whole different story… i’m talking about able-bodied folks that have access to ALL the resources they may need, but still refuse help!
October 12, 2025 at 11:10 AM
my biggest flaw is having little to no empathy for able-bodied people that REFUSE to do ANYTHING to fix their circumstances…
i’m not talking about finances, that’s a whole different story… i’m talking about able-bodied folks that have access to ALL the resources they may need, but still refuse help!
i’m not talking about finances, that’s a whole different story… i’m talking about able-bodied folks that have access to ALL the resources they may need, but still refuse help!
i just read through some of my posts on this account & damn! i’m truly unfiltered on here. hell yeah! 😎
i’m just calling out people 24/7!
fuck ice.
fuck trvmp.
fuck Ⓜ️AGA.
fuck isreal.
fuck bigots.
fuck racists & transphobes (especially my old, loser neighbors).
ETC!
i mean, the list goes on and on!
i’m just calling out people 24/7!
fuck ice.
fuck trvmp.
fuck Ⓜ️AGA.
fuck isreal.
fuck bigots.
fuck racists & transphobes (especially my old, loser neighbors).
ETC!
i mean, the list goes on and on!
October 12, 2025 at 10:00 AM
i just read through some of my posts on this account & damn! i’m truly unfiltered on here. hell yeah! 😎
i’m just calling out people 24/7!
fuck ice.
fuck trvmp.
fuck Ⓜ️AGA.
fuck isreal.
fuck bigots.
fuck racists & transphobes (especially my old, loser neighbors).
ETC!
i mean, the list goes on and on!
i’m just calling out people 24/7!
fuck ice.
fuck trvmp.
fuck Ⓜ️AGA.
fuck isreal.
fuck bigots.
fuck racists & transphobes (especially my old, loser neighbors).
ETC!
i mean, the list goes on and on!
someone i know (in another online space) got a $10K donation to their gofundme (for an expected death in the family). a nfl player from their hometown donated, which is great! i’m happy for them!
at the same time? i’m so sad & jealous… i’ll admit that! i wish a rich person would see my GFM & donate…
at the same time? i’m so sad & jealous… i’ll admit that! i wish a rich person would see my GFM & donate…
October 12, 2025 at 9:53 AM
someone i know (in another online space) got a $10K donation to their gofundme (for an expected death in the family). a nfl player from their hometown donated, which is great! i’m happy for them!
at the same time? i’m so sad & jealous… i’ll admit that! i wish a rich person would see my GFM & donate…
at the same time? i’m so sad & jealous… i’ll admit that! i wish a rich person would see my GFM & donate…
idk i just hate existing & being in constant pain… i truly want to make music again (esp now that i’m able to sit up for 1-2 hours), but making music will STILL cause me a TON of pain… so if no one will actually listen to my music? i’m not going to put myself in pain just for my passion aka music.
September 25, 2025 at 10:26 AM
idk i just hate existing & being in constant pain… i truly want to make music again (esp now that i’m able to sit up for 1-2 hours), but making music will STILL cause me a TON of pain… so if no one will actually listen to my music? i’m not going to put myself in pain just for my passion aka music.
i will ALWAYS call out “christians” on their hypocrisy because i WAS a Christian! so the “christians” i know irl? that have an ABUNDANCE of wealth, but refuse to even SIMPLY repost my GoFundMe?!? yeah, i’m gonna call them out… like, okay you won’t donate - fine. but you can’t even REPOST the link?!?
September 23, 2025 at 3:27 AM
i will ALWAYS call out “christians” on their hypocrisy because i WAS a Christian! so the “christians” i know irl? that have an ABUNDANCE of wealth, but refuse to even SIMPLY repost my GoFundMe?!? yeah, i’m gonna call them out… like, okay you won’t donate - fine. but you can’t even REPOST the link?!?
my mom asked me to join her for her “b-day vacay weekend.” so i did! it’s just us. i think she also asked me to go (to keep me safe from my dad bc my dad is crazy rn). anyways… we BOTH planned on drinking tonight. my mom decided last minute she won’t drink. but i still am! she bought drinks for me!
September 21, 2025 at 4:07 AM
my mom asked me to join her for her “b-day vacay weekend.” so i did! it’s just us. i think she also asked me to go (to keep me safe from my dad bc my dad is crazy rn). anyways… we BOTH planned on drinking tonight. my mom decided last minute she won’t drink. but i still am! she bought drinks for me!
LOL i got another moderator fired for being crazy hahaha
September 18, 2025 at 11:30 AM
LOL i got another moderator fired for being crazy hahaha
i hope all the “i didn’t vote because both sides are corrupt” americans feel absolutely ashamed… in america? voting for the “less corrupt” / “lesser of two evils” means we probably could’ve avoided a full-on dictatorship! or at LEAST we could’ve avoided some of the insane ICE raids & tariffs…
September 18, 2025 at 6:24 AM
i hope all the “i didn’t vote because both sides are corrupt” americans feel absolutely ashamed… in america? voting for the “less corrupt” / “lesser of two evils” means we probably could’ve avoided a full-on dictatorship! or at LEAST we could’ve avoided some of the insane ICE raids & tariffs…
i genuinely struggle SO much with empathy (with people irl). my mom came home upset, i asked her what was wrong & offered to help if she needed anything, she didn’t respond to my offer and just told me she is “done with everything” in regards to my uncle & to just leave her alone. like OKAY?!?
September 9, 2025 at 9:54 PM
i genuinely struggle SO much with empathy (with people irl). my mom came home upset, i asked her what was wrong & offered to help if she needed anything, she didn’t respond to my offer and just told me she is “done with everything” in regards to my uncle & to just leave her alone. like OKAY?!?
also i hate myself, but what’s new? LOL 🤷♀️
September 1, 2025 at 6:24 AM
also i hate myself, but what’s new? LOL 🤷♀️
i’m bored and lonely :/
September 1, 2025 at 6:24 AM
i’m bored and lonely :/
no one truly understands the impact this song has on me 😕 open.spotify.com/track/3pFd9A...
Labradors
open.spotify.com
August 24, 2025 at 11:30 AM
no one truly understands the impact this song has on me 😕 open.spotify.com/track/3pFd9A...
me on my main: i swear i’m not crazy!
me on this account: I’M FUCKING CRAZY lol
me on this account: I’M FUCKING CRAZY lol
August 24, 2025 at 8:58 AM
me on my main: i swear i’m not crazy!
me on this account: I’M FUCKING CRAZY lol
me on this account: I’M FUCKING CRAZY lol
TW // new OCD intrusive thought!
i want to start walking on the treadmill (while using my tens unit) to gain *some* strength back before surgery. but for HOURS last night, my brain kept showing my cats getting too close to the treadmill, getting caught in the belt, & breaking/ripping into pieces 😀
i want to start walking on the treadmill (while using my tens unit) to gain *some* strength back before surgery. but for HOURS last night, my brain kept showing my cats getting too close to the treadmill, getting caught in the belt, & breaking/ripping into pieces 😀
August 24, 2025 at 3:45 AM
TW // new OCD intrusive thought!
i want to start walking on the treadmill (while using my tens unit) to gain *some* strength back before surgery. but for HOURS last night, my brain kept showing my cats getting too close to the treadmill, getting caught in the belt, & breaking/ripping into pieces 😀
i want to start walking on the treadmill (while using my tens unit) to gain *some* strength back before surgery. but for HOURS last night, my brain kept showing my cats getting too close to the treadmill, getting caught in the belt, & breaking/ripping into pieces 😀
nsfw !!!
i cut my pub!c hair. and i mean CUT! it was SO long that i had to bring out my haircutting scissors! LOL but thankfully, it’s cut! not 2 inches long anymore 🤣
i cut my pub!c hair. and i mean CUT! it was SO long that i had to bring out my haircutting scissors! LOL but thankfully, it’s cut! not 2 inches long anymore 🤣
August 22, 2025 at 11:19 AM
nsfw !!!
i cut my pub!c hair. and i mean CUT! it was SO long that i had to bring out my haircutting scissors! LOL but thankfully, it’s cut! not 2 inches long anymore 🤣
i cut my pub!c hair. and i mean CUT! it was SO long that i had to bring out my haircutting scissors! LOL but thankfully, it’s cut! not 2 inches long anymore 🤣
per my last main post… (the black screen video) that’s exactly WHY i want to kⓂ️$… disabled folks are viewed as “less than,” a burden, the cause of everyone else’s problems! me simply existing is an “issue.” i ALREADY hate who i am, i hate my body. & those comments just “reassured” my “decision.”
August 22, 2025 at 7:16 AM
per my last main post… (the black screen video) that’s exactly WHY i want to kⓂ️$… disabled folks are viewed as “less than,” a burden, the cause of everyone else’s problems! me simply existing is an “issue.” i ALREADY hate who i am, i hate my body. & those comments just “reassured” my “decision.”
why am i ALWAYS losing my mind?!? past 10pm? i’m like a werewolf except i don’t transform into anything cool, i just become extremely mentally ill LOL
August 22, 2025 at 5:07 AM
why am i ALWAYS losing my mind?!? past 10pm? i’m like a werewolf except i don’t transform into anything cool, i just become extremely mentally ill LOL
like sincerely? from the bottom of my heart?
i’m GENUINELY CRAZY! 🤪🤣
i’m GENUINELY CRAZY! 🤪🤣
August 20, 2025 at 3:34 PM
like sincerely? from the bottom of my heart?
i’m GENUINELY CRAZY! 🤪🤣
i’m GENUINELY CRAZY! 🤪🤣
i genuinely hate cis-het men
August 20, 2025 at 3:07 PM
i genuinely hate cis-het men
and it’s the way i’d rather kⓂ️$ than continue living this life!!!
August 20, 2025 at 2:26 PM
and it’s the way i’d rather kⓂ️$ than continue living this life!!!
like… the discord chat started a hashtag on their own! i was in a call with the other team members & the youtuber himself when the “hashtag” started!
even if i don’t get the “job”? shoutout to the discord chatters for the support! and for creating an entire hashtag for me!
#kelsey4president
even if i don’t get the “job”? shoutout to the discord chatters for the support! and for creating an entire hashtag for me!
#kelsey4president
August 20, 2025 at 1:34 PM
like… the discord chat started a hashtag on their own! i was in a call with the other team members & the youtuber himself when the “hashtag” started!
even if i don’t get the “job”? shoutout to the discord chatters for the support! and for creating an entire hashtag for me!
#kelsey4president
even if i don’t get the “job”? shoutout to the discord chatters for the support! and for creating an entire hashtag for me!
#kelsey4president