Kayla H.
@kaypiob.bsky.social
A mushy blob in a skull sending electrical signals to the void.
I'll make you a random thing if you like: https://ko-fi.com/kaypiob
I'll make you a random thing if you like: https://ko-fi.com/kaypiob
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Kayla H.
@kaypiob.bsky.social
· Jul 28
Tunes for the Soul, by Sean Patrick Reidy
9 track album
seanpatrickreidy.bandcamp.com
Shameless plug for my friend's newly released album!
Dad passed two years ago today. Feels like no time at all, but also a lifetime ago. It's been a rough couple of years.
October 10, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Dad passed two years ago today. Feels like no time at all, but also a lifetime ago. It's been a rough couple of years.
Reposted by Kayla H.
Sometimes I get really tired of being AuDHD, because every conversation feels fraught. I am always looking for the snub, the mean edge, the unspoken hostility—and even though I look, I often don't see. It's exhausting to be aware that most people don't, actually, like you.
October 8, 2025 at 3:20 AM
Sometimes I get really tired of being AuDHD, because every conversation feels fraught. I am always looking for the snub, the mean edge, the unspoken hostility—and even though I look, I often don't see. It's exhausting to be aware that most people don't, actually, like you.
Therapists. So therapisty. Trying to remain open minded and give the new guy the benefit of doubt, but I hate it when I can spot patterns and such so easily. Makes everything seem so inauthentic and a little patronizing/condescending.
October 7, 2025 at 5:18 PM
Therapists. So therapisty. Trying to remain open minded and give the new guy the benefit of doubt, but I hate it when I can spot patterns and such so easily. Makes everything seem so inauthentic and a little patronizing/condescending.
The number of trashy white folks I've seen in DC wearing American flag T-shirts is not zero.
And there are 12 National Guardsfolk... Right as you get off the metro.
God bless America..
And there are 12 National Guardsfolk... Right as you get off the metro.
God bless America..
October 2, 2025 at 8:33 PM
The number of trashy white folks I've seen in DC wearing American flag T-shirts is not zero.
And there are 12 National Guardsfolk... Right as you get off the metro.
God bless America..
And there are 12 National Guardsfolk... Right as you get off the metro.
God bless America..
Walking that autistic tightrope trying to communicate with medical providers about symptoms.
Say too much, docs think you're lying or overreacting, say too little, docs think you're fine.
Have to give just the right amount of breadcrumbs for them to believe you and want to help solve the problem.
Say too much, docs think you're lying or overreacting, say too little, docs think you're fine.
Have to give just the right amount of breadcrumbs for them to believe you and want to help solve the problem.
September 29, 2025 at 7:12 PM
Walking that autistic tightrope trying to communicate with medical providers about symptoms.
Say too much, docs think you're lying or overreacting, say too little, docs think you're fine.
Have to give just the right amount of breadcrumbs for them to believe you and want to help solve the problem.
Say too much, docs think you're lying or overreacting, say too little, docs think you're fine.
Have to give just the right amount of breadcrumbs for them to believe you and want to help solve the problem.
New project(s?) in the planning! Much excite!
September 28, 2025 at 7:29 PM
New project(s?) in the planning! Much excite!
Maybe I'll write a book instead... Title it:
"Death By 1000 Paper Cuts, and Some Machete Chops Too: A Crisis Timeline"
"Death By 1000 Paper Cuts, and Some Machete Chops Too: A Crisis Timeline"
The autistic urge to write a complete comprehensive timeline of the last 2-3 years to give context to a potential new therapist that will explain why I am non-functioning currently.
September 27, 2025 at 5:01 AM
Maybe I'll write a book instead... Title it:
"Death By 1000 Paper Cuts, and Some Machete Chops Too: A Crisis Timeline"
"Death By 1000 Paper Cuts, and Some Machete Chops Too: A Crisis Timeline"
The autistic urge to write a complete comprehensive timeline of the last 2-3 years to give context to a potential new therapist that will explain why I am non-functioning currently.
September 27, 2025 at 4:43 AM
The autistic urge to write a complete comprehensive timeline of the last 2-3 years to give context to a potential new therapist that will explain why I am non-functioning currently.
Progress. Potential new therapist found! Hoping it works out to be a decent fit.
September 26, 2025 at 9:09 PM
Progress. Potential new therapist found! Hoping it works out to be a decent fit.
I think I may be allergic to something in the Costco Pumpkin Cheesecake. I have a perplex! Allspice allergy? Is that a thing? I feel like I've had that before though.
At any rate! A couple of bites and my mouth was THROBBING and hurty/itchy/burny and yikes.
At any rate! A couple of bites and my mouth was THROBBING and hurty/itchy/burny and yikes.
September 26, 2025 at 2:31 AM
I think I may be allergic to something in the Costco Pumpkin Cheesecake. I have a perplex! Allspice allergy? Is that a thing? I feel like I've had that before though.
At any rate! A couple of bites and my mouth was THROBBING and hurty/itchy/burny and yikes.
At any rate! A couple of bites and my mouth was THROBBING and hurty/itchy/burny and yikes.
Aw it's been a year (when these pics were taken) since this guy had his matted fur shorn! He's doing so well today.
September 25, 2025 at 12:30 PM
Aw it's been a year (when these pics were taken) since this guy had his matted fur shorn! He's doing so well today.
A little over a year ago Pretty Saro played on Scottish Smallpipes. Chanter is in the key of A.
September 25, 2025 at 2:32 AM
A little over a year ago Pretty Saro played on Scottish Smallpipes. Chanter is in the key of A.
I don't have the energy for meltdowns anymore. Only shutdowns for me from here on out!
September 25, 2025 at 1:27 AM
I don't have the energy for meltdowns anymore. Only shutdowns for me from here on out!
From about a year ago! Rage and absurdity. Not much has changed.
September 24, 2025 at 10:31 PM
From about a year ago! Rage and absurdity. Not much has changed.
Might try to post some vids here maybe again... Need to get some motivation to play pipes again!
September 24, 2025 at 9:40 PM
Might try to post some vids here maybe again... Need to get some motivation to play pipes again!
Ich brauche etwas besser als Duolingo für Deutsche lernen. Meine Grammatik ist nicht perfekt und Duolingo ist schlecht beim Lehren.
September 24, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Ich brauche etwas besser als Duolingo für Deutsche lernen. Meine Grammatik ist nicht perfekt und Duolingo ist schlecht beim Lehren.
Day 1 being back on Vyvanse and Wellbutrin. Took both around noon and now, at nearly 4pm, at most I haven't napped longer than 30 minutes. Win I guess?
Might get up and shower soon. That's a big commitment though.
Might get up and shower soon. That's a big commitment though.
September 24, 2025 at 7:47 PM
Day 1 being back on Vyvanse and Wellbutrin. Took both around noon and now, at nearly 4pm, at most I haven't napped longer than 30 minutes. Win I guess?
Might get up and shower soon. That's a big commitment though.
Might get up and shower soon. That's a big commitment though.
Thank God for screenshots and reverse image search, otherwise I might have to actually learn what these icons are on my phone.
September 24, 2025 at 7:28 PM
Thank God for screenshots and reverse image search, otherwise I might have to actually learn what these icons are on my phone.
The Duolingo icon is still crying at me even though I got my dumb little 7 day streak going again...
Probably wants me to feed it money or watch stupid ads to fuel its AI hunger, which uh... No.
Keep crying, you dumb green Eule.
Probably wants me to feed it money or watch stupid ads to fuel its AI hunger, which uh... No.
Keep crying, you dumb green Eule.
September 24, 2025 at 7:24 PM
The Duolingo icon is still crying at me even though I got my dumb little 7 day streak going again...
Probably wants me to feed it money or watch stupid ads to fuel its AI hunger, which uh... No.
Keep crying, you dumb green Eule.
Probably wants me to feed it money or watch stupid ads to fuel its AI hunger, which uh... No.
Keep crying, you dumb green Eule.
Why no pettings? Please more pets!
September 23, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Why no pettings? Please more pets!
Autistic and suicidal. Just thoughts, no actions - safe and all that. The world gets increasingly more difficult to bear, however.
Now, I'm going to take some acetaminophen for this migraine. Autism powers, engage!
Now, I'm going to take some acetaminophen for this migraine. Autism powers, engage!
September 23, 2025 at 7:54 AM
Autistic and suicidal. Just thoughts, no actions - safe and all that. The world gets increasingly more difficult to bear, however.
Now, I'm going to take some acetaminophen for this migraine. Autism powers, engage!
Now, I'm going to take some acetaminophen for this migraine. Autism powers, engage!
This is merely a thought bubble, but...
I feel like humanity started slipping when we started outsourcing our memory to the internet.
Now we're outsourcing our thinking to AI. It only has the potential to get worse.
I feel like humanity started slipping when we started outsourcing our memory to the internet.
Now we're outsourcing our thinking to AI. It only has the potential to get worse.
September 1, 2025 at 2:29 AM
This is merely a thought bubble, but...
I feel like humanity started slipping when we started outsourcing our memory to the internet.
Now we're outsourcing our thinking to AI. It only has the potential to get worse.
I feel like humanity started slipping when we started outsourcing our memory to the internet.
Now we're outsourcing our thinking to AI. It only has the potential to get worse.
I got to play with an adorable sheltie puppy today. 🥰🥰🥰
August 31, 2025 at 5:59 AM
I got to play with an adorable sheltie puppy today. 🥰🥰🥰