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🇦🇺 bmi 34.7 to 20.9 #caterpillarsky 🐛🍃

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⌗ ᡣ𐭩 kaye / kade .ᐟ 20 y/o ᭪ ∿
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౨ৎ BED recovery, ednos, audhd (saving up 4 dx.), stoner ⋆ಇ.

🕷️༄.𖥔 ݁ ˖ fatphobes, <17, non- ed pls dni ˎˊ˗

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#caterpillarsky
i really really want to relapse rn

everything feels like so mych and i know it would make me feel i have control
December 8, 2024 at 11:05 AM
gm chat! finally got over my new fear and weighed myself, only gained 1.5kg and im PRAYING its just water weight (its not)

brekky!!
December 8, 2024 at 1:06 AM
i feel so stupid ruining all my progress. im too fat to "recover", and im not even disordered istfg
December 6, 2024 at 2:35 AM
06.12.24

breakfast of ur fav fat girl

about 500 cal for this tiny brownie but GOD is it good
December 6, 2024 at 2:34 AM
work xmas dinner today... plus a brownie... plus something else maybe

if only i could restrict again FML
December 6, 2024 at 12:12 AM
YAYAYYAYYAAY wrapped day

wasnt as fun as other years, also sad i wasnt 0.005% this yearr ::(
December 5, 2024 at 1:28 AM
havent taken an actual shit in like 5 days PLEASEE i just need yo know my actual weight
December 4, 2024 at 4:34 AM
pros of my fav wrap:
• yummy
• scrumptious

cons:
• apparently the worst thing i could ever eat ???
December 3, 2024 at 2:00 PM
idek what happened but ig need to kms
December 3, 2024 at 1:57 PM
chat if u do my bingo i will give u a smooch

(i really struggled to think of things)
December 3, 2024 at 8:58 AM
GUYS HOW R U MAKING THE BINGOS

i feel left outuhhhh
December 3, 2024 at 8:07 AM
went through a red light today? the turning arrow went green and i thought it was my light..

embarrassed and i want to die now
December 2, 2024 at 4:40 AM
gm chat !!! lunch work hehe

housemate's sister has been eating these daily and ive been SO jealous so i bought one mmmngh
December 1, 2024 at 2:21 AM
bf spent like 20mins touching my hips / collarbones / ribs last night

IM NOT EVEN SKINNY YET
November 29, 2024 at 9:11 PM
concert day bc (im stuck scrolling thru my bc folder help)
November 29, 2024 at 9:09 PM
30.11.24

protein bar brekky! this one was soo good (but like 250c for 12.4g protein 🥲)
November 29, 2024 at 8:51 PM
29.11.24

fav protein bar and FAV WRAP FROM WORK MMMMMMM

650c for all 3 is not amazing but idc anymore it tastes so good life is worth living
November 29, 2024 at 2:38 AM
Reposted by kaye 🐞
November 28, 2024 at 11:26 PM
28.11.24

have been considering some kind of recovery (i feel stupid bc im not even near underweight yet) but idk if its me or the binge phase talking.
November 28, 2024 at 7:13 AM
stupid stupid i need to stop eating so much why do i even BOTHERRR
November 27, 2024 at 12:41 PM
stuck in my head rn
November 26, 2024 at 9:41 AM
26.11.24

breakfasttt

cereal w TOO much milk (oops) and chai latte yayayay
370c
November 26, 2024 at 2:38 AM
rlly fighting the sh relapse urges tonight 😃😃 at least 1.5 years after my last slip up
November 25, 2024 at 11:44 AM
maybe if i actually starved they would care. if i started saying no to food and just let myself rot away maybe someone would listen
November 25, 2024 at 11:34 AM
Reposted by kaye 🐞
me logging onto here to not post about my ed at all, like 10 post by the same 5 mutuals in a row and then binge
a cartoon character is sitting at a desk with long nails and a computer .
ALT: a cartoon character is sitting at a desk with long nails and a computer .
media.tenor.com
November 25, 2024 at 5:51 AM