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Barbi
@jksbluewhisper.bsky.social
📍 Chicago-ish 🐈 Woman
🥊 FK Trump (MSNBC ≠ the enemy)
☁️ Follow my "Top Tier" "List"
💌 Sang Spears, NKOTB, Swift...

💭 Use this place as a journal, screaming novels
♿ #MECFS #EBV #ChronicIllness...
💞 Donation/Info: https://linktr.ee/BarbiB17
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Hi, all!
It's my birthday. 🤨🎈

Lil' intro:
I'm a chronically-ill cat-ma,
w WAY more face lines now (WTF!)
...who sadly lost
my orange boy 🐆 last year &
my gray girl 🐆 last month
...and f*ck, the Election too?!

Just meandering the webs now.
Donate (Bio) if ya wanna!
BlueSky, yo!
Say hi, ya'll! 💙
I mean......
PUHLLLEEEEEASSSE?
😷🤫

#Memes #Meme #MURPHYSLAW
#ChronicIllness #MECFS #Cats
November 12, 2025 at 2:53 AM
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fucking bombardment
November 6, 2025 at 1:11 AM
Another Disabled woman
helped my Senior ma
...'cuz I couldn't myself & I'm more physically incapacitated than them.

That's a hell of a bottom line atm.

In other news, a guy screamed at me 9 days ago in my driveway for 'not being sick, look at you'!

#MECFS #pwME #EBV #LC #Spoonies #ChronicIllness
November 6, 2025 at 1:14 AM
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
November 1, 2025 at 4:25 PM
Hear someone when they first speak softly.

I wish we didn't have to
scream for help to be heard
...and have even that, not work
...which just brings more screams.
November 1, 2025 at 4:16 PM
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SEIZE JOY FROM THE JAWS OF PAIN. DO YOU HAVE SOMEONE YOU CAN TALK TO?
October 17, 2025 at 3:45 PM
When ppl say they're in a bad spot,

u DON'T leap OFF social media w some complex abt IT

& ignore ur friend.

You investigate their posts,
so that ur neglect doesn't make them worse.

Fucking care.

#MECFS #pwME #PTSD #cPTSD
#ISOLATION #Neglect #Breadcrumbing #Abuse
#Spoonies #ChronicIllness #NEIS
October 13, 2025 at 12:30 PM
I wander here,
frantically searching.

But you see,
I am dead already.

Without the pleasure of death.

.

#MECFS #EBV #Mono #IACC #SEID #pwME #PTSD
#ChronicIllness #Disability #Disabled #Spoonies
#Viral #Death #SI
#NEIS #NEISvoid
October 13, 2025 at 11:58 AM
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October 9, 2025 at 9:19 AM
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October 9, 2025 at 9:19 AM
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EXACTLY!
It makes some of us Night Owl-y
...or work off something other than a 24-hr rhythm...to lengthen the end of our day.
More than subconscious for me.

Why would I wanna cut SHORT
the BEST time of my day, physically, mentally, emotionally, creatively, productively.......??

#MECFS #Spoonies
“If I am feeling relatively good before I go to #sleep, maybe, at some subconscious level I don’t want to go to sleep, knowing there is a good chance I will wake up feeling so much worse for it.”: buff.ly/0zK2r8n

by livingcreativelywithfibro
#painsomnia #ChronicFatigue #ChronicPain #fibromyalgia
Complex Sleep Problems and Fibro - Living Creatively with Fibro
Complex sleep problems are one of the issues you have to deal with when you have Fibromyalgia this is my experience.
buff.ly
October 2, 2025 at 7:48 AM
EXACTLY!
It makes some of us Night Owl-y
...or work off something other than a 24-hr rhythm...to lengthen the end of our day.
More than subconscious for me.

Why would I wanna cut SHORT
the BEST time of my day, physically, mentally, emotionally, creatively, productively.......??

#MECFS #Spoonies
“If I am feeling relatively good before I go to #sleep, maybe, at some subconscious level I don’t want to go to sleep, knowing there is a good chance I will wake up feeling so much worse for it.”: buff.ly/0zK2r8n

by livingcreativelywithfibro
#painsomnia #ChronicFatigue #ChronicPain #fibromyalgia
Complex Sleep Problems and Fibro - Living Creatively with Fibro
Complex sleep problems are one of the issues you have to deal with when you have Fibromyalgia this is my experience.
buff.ly
October 2, 2025 at 7:48 AM
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RELISH IN THE SCREAMS OF YOUR ENEMIES! ARE YOU HYDRATED?
September 29, 2025 at 7:30 AM
If you think
about it hard enough,
we're nothing but
a collection of
trauma responses. Cheers! 🍻
September 28, 2025 at 3:59 AM
Sometimes you don't know
HOW fucking badly
you need the
'thank you, that's really sweet
of you, same!'

...until you're not getting it enough times

...where it used to be,
or where you yourself
usually often can add it in.
September 27, 2025 at 7:26 PM
*whispers quickly n' softly*
I want you
September 27, 2025 at 9:54 AM
Not completing Conversation,
being interrupted/ignored
= lil' Deaths to me
every time
September 23, 2025 at 2:06 PM
I am a HUMAN.
I need touch, affection,
hugs, eye contact,
and in person interaction.
Connection.

Like everyone else.
I've never not deserved that.

The more of it you're privileged to have, the more you're annoyed by it.
The more you need it, the more out of reach.
September 20, 2025 at 6:29 PM
I feel
soooooooo
unbelievably
fucking
SUPPRESSED.

And kept...
from
FULL CONVERSATIONS...
daily.

😥
#NEIS #Spoonies
September 20, 2025 at 5:50 PM
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The Daily Show was incredible, thank you, Jon Stewart!
September 19, 2025 at 12:19 PM
How do you keep sanity
when your most dear connections
are mostly just avail online,
online landscapes change,

closest friends are distant or deprioritize "online",
and health makes you stuck at home?

Where do you go when a hug is annual at best,
invites are none,
and messages go...more quiet? 😨
September 18, 2025 at 12:32 PM
Yesterday
started out too well.

Of course it has to burst
into flames
and me into tears.
September 18, 2025 at 11:39 AM
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A great deal of our problems result from not holding those who tried to destroy our democracy accountable for their actions.
September 13, 2025 at 7:11 PM