Having a real rough, down day. Stuck at Pennsic for at least another 4ish hours. Don't feel like I have anyone to talk to so much that for a split second, intrusive thoughts suggested I call Mom. Feel silly and old and worthless. I don't know why I do anything anymore. #JDvsDepression

Between my mental health, the state of (gestures outside) and generally trying to recover from a year where more and more "friends" have stopped interacting with me, I'm not in a good place. And that's without taking my dayjob words and my worry about my friends' health into account.

Health insurance is wild. You pay every month for months, years, decades, in case something catastrophic happens.

Then it does and the insurers are like yeah no not THAT kind of catastrophe.

So much of game criticism right now is about some level of realism or coherence within a fantasy world when none of that matters. You used to play Chrono Trigger and you’d run into a talking frog and it wouldn’t be a thing, he’d just be a frog who talked in Medieval English. You’d go ok and have fun

I forget I have this app until someone mentions it. I would post more, but my struggles with depression and loneliness already plague enough of my thoughts. Don't need them clogging up anyone else's feed.

Okay, so, I finally made the jump here. Suppose I should find people to follow instead of just the Void.