Iris (Struggle ver.)
@irisposting.bsky.social
Iris || They/them || ALNST obsession era ||
"At the center of it all was a woman. A woman now called a witch, who was always searching for love. Can we really blame her for that? Where did this original sin begin?"
"At the center of it all was a woman. A woman now called a witch, who was always searching for love. Can we really blame her for that? Where did this original sin begin?"
Actual sequence of events today:
- look up housing info, learn I don't have the proper documentation at all
- Hospital calls at 9AM, survey
- Call specialty pharmacy, cancel their shipment bc we changed meds
- get called by primary care office, make followup appointment for tomorrow
- look up housing info, learn I don't have the proper documentation at all
- Hospital calls at 9AM, survey
- Call specialty pharmacy, cancel their shipment bc we changed meds
- get called by primary care office, make followup appointment for tomorrow
October 15, 2025 at 2:38 PM
Actual sequence of events today:
- look up housing info, learn I don't have the proper documentation at all
- Hospital calls at 9AM, survey
- Call specialty pharmacy, cancel their shipment bc we changed meds
- get called by primary care office, make followup appointment for tomorrow
- look up housing info, learn I don't have the proper documentation at all
- Hospital calls at 9AM, survey
- Call specialty pharmacy, cancel their shipment bc we changed meds
- get called by primary care office, make followup appointment for tomorrow
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I've been bedridden for the last 10 months for medical reasons, and I'm still about 1000$ behind on being able to pay for my car and storage. I'm sorry to keep asking, but if you could send a couple dollars, it'd really help.
ko-fi.com/fooneturing
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October 15, 2025 at 2:14 AM
I've been bedridden for the last 10 months for medical reasons, and I'm still about 1000$ behind on being able to pay for my car and storage. I'm sorry to keep asking, but if you could send a couple dollars, it'd really help.
ko-fi.com/fooneturing
ko-fi.com/fooneturing
iseekyou.itch.io/cell-of-empi... btw CoE has an 'unofficial' EN TL that's approved by the devs now CHECK IT OUT. PLEAAAASE.
Cell of Empireo by iseekyou
Will you accept the love of God?
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October 15, 2025 at 2:05 AM
iseekyou.itch.io/cell-of-empi... btw CoE has an 'unofficial' EN TL that's approved by the devs now CHECK IT OUT. PLEAAAASE.
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Last boost for tonight
To top it off i just got hit with an unexpected hundred dollar charge
My rent is paid, so October starts now for my finances.
Of course, disability pretty much runs out immediately once rent is paid, so I'm going into the month on the ropes.
Plus, it's my birthday month. (The 8th!)
So here's the fundraising.
ko-fi.com/jebwrench
Of course, disability pretty much runs out immediately once rent is paid, so I'm going into the month on the ropes.
Plus, it's my birthday month. (The 8th!)
So here's the fundraising.
ko-fi.com/jebwrench
October 15, 2025 at 1:56 AM
Last boost for tonight
I logged in here for the first time in months, and the first thing I saw in my notifs were all the likes from a friend of mine who recently passed away.
Sorry, I might need a little more time.
Sorry, I might need a little more time.
October 15, 2025 at 12:53 AM
I logged in here for the first time in months, and the first thing I saw in my notifs were all the likes from a friend of mine who recently passed away.
Sorry, I might need a little more time.
Sorry, I might need a little more time.
I'm not back yet, I'm supposed to have a neurologist appointment at 8:30 this morning and rn I have no way of affording getting there and I'm trying to not break down crying over that. If anyone has Venmo and $30 to spare so I can at least get there:
September 2, 2025 at 7:34 AM
I'm not back yet, I'm supposed to have a neurologist appointment at 8:30 this morning and rn I have no way of affording getting there and I'm trying to not break down crying over that. If anyone has Venmo and $30 to spare so I can at least get there:
@popeyeotaku.bsky.social If you're here PLEASE CHECK PAYPAL I've been trying to get your attention for hours
September 2, 2025 at 7:29 AM
@popeyeotaku.bsky.social If you're here PLEASE CHECK PAYPAL I've been trying to get your attention for hours
Sorry, I've still been having a really rough time of things so I've been hiding from here.
It's still really hard to be here because so many of the people who believed the smear campaign moved here. And I've gotten things like threats/harassment through strawpage to the point I don't use it anymore
It's still really hard to be here because so many of the people who believed the smear campaign moved here. And I've gotten things like threats/harassment through strawpage to the point I don't use it anymore
July 25, 2025 at 3:08 PM
Sorry, I've still been having a really rough time of things so I've been hiding from here.
It's still really hard to be here because so many of the people who believed the smear campaign moved here. And I've gotten things like threats/harassment through strawpage to the point I don't use it anymore
It's still really hard to be here because so many of the people who believed the smear campaign moved here. And I've gotten things like threats/harassment through strawpage to the point I don't use it anymore
I haven't been able to sleep I'm so tired
July 13, 2025 at 1:26 PM
I haven't been able to sleep I'm so tired
Tonight is an Iron Lotus kind of night
🎶Flower of iron
Shrivelled up to hide the imposter in me
"Hey, why did you leave? Why did you leave?"
Don't let those words out of me
Imposter's about to speak
So I chewed on 話梅糖🎶
www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeBQ...
🎶Flower of iron
Shrivelled up to hide the imposter in me
"Hey, why did you leave? Why did you leave?"
Don't let those words out of me
Imposter's about to speak
So I chewed on 話梅糖🎶
www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeBQ...
[ Library Of Ruina ] Iron Lotus
YouTube video by ProjectMoon Official
www.youtube.com
July 13, 2025 at 6:36 AM
Tonight is an Iron Lotus kind of night
🎶Flower of iron
Shrivelled up to hide the imposter in me
"Hey, why did you leave? Why did you leave?"
Don't let those words out of me
Imposter's about to speak
So I chewed on 話梅糖🎶
www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeBQ...
🎶Flower of iron
Shrivelled up to hide the imposter in me
"Hey, why did you leave? Why did you leave?"
Don't let those words out of me
Imposter's about to speak
So I chewed on 話梅糖🎶
www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeBQ...
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Life is allowing yourself, allowing yourself to step on fire (Life is to consume)
Shed tears on bloodied routes (Life is to become food for each other, no matter evil or good)
Eternally in hell we live (Life is fairness, life is inequality)
Life is in the motion by default
Shed tears on bloodied routes (Life is to become food for each other, no matter evil or good)
Eternally in hell we live (Life is fairness, life is inequality)
Life is in the motion by default
July 11, 2025 at 10:27 AM
Life is allowing yourself, allowing yourself to step on fire (Life is to consume)
Shed tears on bloodied routes (Life is to become food for each other, no matter evil or good)
Eternally in hell we live (Life is fairness, life is inequality)
Life is in the motion by default
Shed tears on bloodied routes (Life is to become food for each other, no matter evil or good)
Eternally in hell we live (Life is fairness, life is inequality)
Life is in the motion by default
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Setting my hair on fire, giving you warmth, hoping you’d rеalize I want you by my side
July 12, 2025 at 1:27 AM
Setting my hair on fire, giving you warmth, hoping you’d rеalize I want you by my side
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You showed me I still had an umbrella full of love inside me
Without you I could never be so sincerely thank you for everything
Without you I could never be so sincerely thank you for everything
July 12, 2025 at 9:26 AM
You showed me I still had an umbrella full of love inside me
Without you I could never be so sincerely thank you for everything
Without you I could never be so sincerely thank you for everything
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Oh, round and round we go, holding onto pain driven by our egos
Feelings untold, spinning our own versions of the past, that you could never know, how would I know?
Feelings untold, spinning our own versions of the past, that you could never know, how would I know?
July 12, 2025 at 11:28 PM
Oh, round and round we go, holding onto pain driven by our egos
Feelings untold, spinning our own versions of the past, that you could never know, how would I know?
Feelings untold, spinning our own versions of the past, that you could never know, how would I know?
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Then you whispered in my ears so softly only I can hear, what strange words
It all matters, every drop of tear, every cowardly dream
It all matters, every drop of tear, every cowardly dream
July 13, 2025 at 2:25 AM
Then you whispered in my ears so softly only I can hear, what strange words
It all matters, every drop of tear, every cowardly dream
It all matters, every drop of tear, every cowardly dream
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If there's no meaning in these extraordinary events, then why am I here? Oh why am I here? Hey why am I here? I'm content
July 13, 2025 at 3:26 AM
If there's no meaning in these extraordinary events, then why am I here? Oh why am I here? Hey why am I here? I'm content
Also, even though I don't like asking for help here, I have to. I had an adrenal crisis start last week and things got bad enough today that I had to call an ambulance because I have so little to my name that I couldn't even get myself to the hospital. In 10 hrs I have meds to pick up.
$0/200
$0/200
July 13, 2025 at 6:12 AM
Also, even though I don't like asking for help here, I have to. I had an adrenal crisis start last week and things got bad enough today that I had to call an ambulance because I have so little to my name that I couldn't even get myself to the hospital. In 10 hrs I have meds to pick up.
$0/200
$0/200
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Disabled people are fighting for our lives
We’ve spent the last five years being told we’re expendable and doomed to be “left by the wayside”
Now is not the time to tell us we must “soften” our message
If you’re more offended by our tone than you are by people dying, you are part of the problem
We’ve spent the last five years being told we’re expendable and doomed to be “left by the wayside”
Now is not the time to tell us we must “soften” our message
If you’re more offended by our tone than you are by people dying, you are part of the problem
July 12, 2025 at 5:01 AM
Disabled people are fighting for our lives
We’ve spent the last five years being told we’re expendable and doomed to be “left by the wayside”
Now is not the time to tell us we must “soften” our message
If you’re more offended by our tone than you are by people dying, you are part of the problem
We’ve spent the last five years being told we’re expendable and doomed to be “left by the wayside”
Now is not the time to tell us we must “soften” our message
If you’re more offended by our tone than you are by people dying, you are part of the problem
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When you’re chronically ill, you wait months or years for medical help (if you get it at all)
You wait for that ONE specialist who may be able to help you.
When they don’t help, or when they schedule you years down the road, it feels like abandonment.
Like they’ve decided your life isn’t worth it
You wait for that ONE specialist who may be able to help you.
When they don’t help, or when they schedule you years down the road, it feels like abandonment.
Like they’ve decided your life isn’t worth it
July 12, 2025 at 9:07 PM
When you’re chronically ill, you wait months or years for medical help (if you get it at all)
You wait for that ONE specialist who may be able to help you.
When they don’t help, or when they schedule you years down the road, it feels like abandonment.
Like they’ve decided your life isn’t worth it
You wait for that ONE specialist who may be able to help you.
When they don’t help, or when they schedule you years down the road, it feels like abandonment.
Like they’ve decided your life isn’t worth it
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We have the power to decide that everyone is worthy of healthcare, housing and social support.
We can say that no one should have to “prove” they matter.
That no one is expendable.
That meeting everyone’s basic needs is more important than enriching the billionaire class.
We can say that no one should have to “prove” they matter.
That no one is expendable.
That meeting everyone’s basic needs is more important than enriching the billionaire class.
July 13, 2025 at 5:12 AM
We have the power to decide that everyone is worthy of healthcare, housing and social support.
We can say that no one should have to “prove” they matter.
That no one is expendable.
That meeting everyone’s basic needs is more important than enriching the billionaire class.
We can say that no one should have to “prove” they matter.
That no one is expendable.
That meeting everyone’s basic needs is more important than enriching the billionaire class.
Hi, I'm just over here having a rough night, I hope everyone here's been okay
July 13, 2025 at 5:21 AM
Hi, I'm just over here having a rough night, I hope everyone here's been okay
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I’m glad that the risks of meds like Gabapentin are being made clear.
They’re not very effective for pain, yet pushed on patients because they’re the “non addictive” option.
They can cause seizures, aphasia and dementia.
We desperately need better pain management options for chronic conditions
They’re not very effective for pain, yet pushed on patients because they’re the “non addictive” option.
They can cause seizures, aphasia and dementia.
We desperately need better pain management options for chronic conditions
Now do Lyrica.
These meds are grossly over prescribed for chronic pain. These medications are rarely effective (a few people find them effective, most don't), and come with serious side effects.
The Lyrica that I'm on, is the least effective med that I'm on for pain.
www.upi.com/Health_News/...
These meds are grossly over prescribed for chronic pain. These medications are rarely effective (a few people find them effective, most don't), and come with serious side effects.
The Lyrica that I'm on, is the least effective med that I'm on for pain.
www.upi.com/Health_News/...
Nerve pain medication gabapentin possibly tied to dementia, study says - UPI.com
Gabapentin, which is used to treat seizures, nerve pain and restless leg syndrome might be linked with increased risk of dementia, a new study says.
www.upi.com
July 13, 2025 at 5:02 AM
I’m glad that the risks of meds like Gabapentin are being made clear.
They’re not very effective for pain, yet pushed on patients because they’re the “non addictive” option.
They can cause seizures, aphasia and dementia.
We desperately need better pain management options for chronic conditions
They’re not very effective for pain, yet pushed on patients because they’re the “non addictive” option.
They can cause seizures, aphasia and dementia.
We desperately need better pain management options for chronic conditions
I'm going to be a little ia on this site for the next few months. Something happened.
July 8, 2025 at 8:27 AM
I'm going to be a little ia on this site for the next few months. Something happened.
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Dude its a rollercoaster. My original take was that they were weak to not just go full kemo with the horses, but then i found out theyre based on REAL [and sometimes dead] horses so i took it back
THEN i discovered how actually insanely funny it is tht theyre anime girls bc googling them and seeing
THEN i discovered how actually insanely funny it is tht theyre anime girls bc googling them and seeing
July 7, 2025 at 1:19 AM
Dude its a rollercoaster. My original take was that they were weak to not just go full kemo with the horses, but then i found out theyre based on REAL [and sometimes dead] horses so i took it back
THEN i discovered how actually insanely funny it is tht theyre anime girls bc googling them and seeing
THEN i discovered how actually insanely funny it is tht theyre anime girls bc googling them and seeing