i’m back from a 28 day rehab stay, thank you rushford & husky d. sober af but will probably be california sober once i get a fucking job 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

pre-lollapalooza - 2023

Offer nothing, never change.

Blackout.. Am I better now?

Like if freedom means doing what I want. Well then don't I gotta want something?

I see no light at the end of the tunnel to look forward to because the fallen are damned to dwell in infertile soil, unforgiving and cold.

Stuck at the bottom of a chasm with the weight of a cross on my back that's not mine to hold.

ℬℯ𝒶𝓊𝓉𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒹ℯ𝓈．ℒℴ𝓋ℯ 𝒟𝒾ℯ𝓈．𝒟ℯ𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓂𝓂𝒾𝓃ℯ𝓃𝓉.

When did the face of a dying man replace my reflection? Even in emotion I'm stuck in a dismal stagnant hell.

Inching toward catastrophe. Yet overwhelmed with apathy. For anything'd be better than this paltry wretched void. Once you've lost the will to live you're no longer afraid to die.

I am so tired of these shabby, pitiful little men. They stink of the sly connivance previously dominated by cheap carnival barkers and two cent grifters. They are odious, shallow, and a blight against the existence of honest people and a society that values trust.

my brains a mess of stupid shit i wish i could forget, like how to breathe and what it’s like to sleep without regret.

decently scenic pictures i got in places the last couple years

i quit for 15 years but decided to try skateboarding again at 28/29. midlife crises sorta kinda i guess.

i’m participating in the economic black out today. partially because i have $3 dollars to my name and i’m 30k in debt. but even if that wasn’t case i’d still be down because fuck the rising prices, corporate greed and rollback of dei. ahh, usa.. every 4 years we take 1 step forward & 5 steps back.