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Queen J
@hydrationqueen.bsky.social
Here for shit posting

Make sure to drink water

@gamergirl2319.bsky.social is my main
Wanting to climb a tree drunk again to feel alive for just a few minutes
December 1, 2025 at 4:28 AM
Desperately wanting to feel human again but the feeling rarely sticks
July 10, 2025 at 10:54 PM
Not feeling very yeehaw right now
May 30, 2025 at 10:15 AM
The posts/ thoughts of “5 years old you/ you from 5 years ago would be so proud of where/ who you are now” make me super sad and stressed because no they wouldn’t be. They would be proud I am surviving, but otherwise both versions of me would be super disappointed in who / where I am in life.
May 30, 2025 at 10:14 AM
I can’t keep doing this, AAAHHH
May 15, 2025 at 3:24 AM
I am just going to continue to type to the little people on this second account bc I’m too tired to tell anyone in person atm that I am at the end of my rope and holding on the frayed end trying to keep myself together
March 24, 2025 at 7:44 PM
Nobody in my house knows I just had a mental breakdown crying on the floor of my grandma’s bedroom bawling for 15. I just changed my outfit and walked past all of them afterwards and nobody could tell. (My nose is still red and my eyes are puffy but the house is dark and nobody cares enough to see)
March 24, 2025 at 7:36 PM
I don’t know how to not disassociate from reality but it so bad right now I’m not sure I want to re-associate myself 😭 or if I can bc I think it’s a trauma response but I’m not a psychologist or anything
February 4, 2025 at 5:27 AM
I want to fucking SCREAM!!! I’m so fucking pissed off right now and not feeling very yeehaw at all. And fuck the orange man and his little billionaire friends too
January 22, 2025 at 2:56 AM
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Yeah I’m “straight.” Straight up not having a good time.
October 25, 2024 at 9:35 PM
Stressed
January 7, 2025 at 11:37 PM
TW: mentions of death

I really wish I could stop dreaming about having to go to calling hours/ funerals 🙃 I know I had gone to a lot in 2024 (5 calling hours and 1 of the funerals ) and will most likely be going to my first funeral of the year Friday, but I don’t have to dream about it 😭
January 5, 2025 at 12:46 PM
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qrting as i have been dirt broke for a few weeks and need funds to be able to afford food, laundry, and meds to manage my disability symptoms, setting a tentative goal of $80. pls pls share if u can + chip in !! #MutualAidSky #HelpSky #💸💕 #TransCrowdfund #DisabledCrowdfund
replying with my paylinks as well, as i am reliant on mutual aid to support myself, my wife (a disabled afrolatine jewish trans woman) and our ESA (a 17.5 y/o tabby with kidney disease). any support means the world!
venmo/cashapp/paypal: stemmonade
ko-fi / patreon: stemmonade
December 9, 2024 at 8:14 PM
I so desperately need to be on anxiety meds again but for that to happen I need to make a doctors appointment and making the phone call makes me *anxious* do we understand the situation irony?? Bc the first time I had to do this my family didn’t and I just didn’t know what to do, and here we are now
December 11, 2024 at 3:53 AM
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please make sure you grab all of these free ebooks, it's really easy to sign up for a haymarket books account to download these!

also on top of this amazing list, you can also get 4 more free ebooks from this free palestine list! including light in gaza! ❤️🖤🤍💚

www.haymarketbooks.org/blogs/508-fr...
November 22, 2024 at 2:42 AM
Just had a very intense dream of me running around trying to plan my high school senior prom… I’m 25 years old and graduated from college 3 years ago… 🧍🏽‍♀️

I can’t lie though the dress I was going to wear was really pretty and ofc I was trying to base the entire theme of the dance around my dress 😅
November 22, 2024 at 2:54 PM
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Cori is back inside their room but is having horrible knee pain and hasn’t made any progress towards tomorrow’s room goal of $74.

Please give if you can so Cori can met with their doctor and have a room to return to after

PP: CoreyPuppo
V:Coreyfunds
CA: $Jadynn2319 (note Cori)
Ko-fi: coripaww
November 11, 2024 at 1:52 AM
I didn’t drink enough for this
November 6, 2024 at 4:47 AM
A lot of really hard news came in all at once and I’m so emotional numb I can’t process any of it
November 3, 2024 at 12:24 AM
I’ve been alone in the quiet with just my thoughts tonight for far too long
November 3, 2024 at 12:23 AM
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🇵🇸 🍉 Free Palestine Forever and Always 🍉 🇵🇸

Here are some important links to help out. If you can donate, that would be fantastic, but sharing and spreading information and resources is also important (if you don’t have the means to donate yourself) 💜

pcrf.net
twitter.com/CareForGaza
gazaesims.com
PCRF
The Palestine Children's Relief Fund was established in 1992 by concerned humanitarians in the USA to bring injured and sick children for free medical care they could not get locally
pcrf.net
October 23, 2024 at 12:06 AM
How do I break out of the feeling like I’m in a simulation? (I know the answer is probably getting on the proper meds and therapy but let’s look at other options too)
October 28, 2024 at 12:06 AM
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In case anyone needs a reminder to add an alt text on your images/ videos, if you toggle the first option, the app will literally encourage you to add it in before posting by disabling the post button until you're good to go.
October 24, 2024 at 8:26 AM
Yeah I’m “straight.” Straight up not having a good time.
October 25, 2024 at 9:35 PM
My mom started taking depression meds yesterday and posted on Facebook how she had been feeling like a shell of a person before them. Then both my boyfriend and I asked each other what it still felt like to even feel like a shell of a person still?
October 25, 2024 at 5:13 AM