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heckaVentipede 🔒
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25+ in age || folks i don't recognize might get blocked || for when i don't have a better spot to scream || for when i don't want to trouble anyone
i wonder how hard i would need to crash out for the same.... 2/2
November 6, 2025 at 3:45 PM
Reposted by heckaVentipede 🔒
November 5, 2025 at 9:44 PM
quietly, but with intensity
/fuck/
November 4, 2025 at 7:45 PM
i hate being patient when I'm worried
November 4, 2025 at 6:06 PM
-small pathetic powerless noises-
November 4, 2025 at 6:05 PM
o|-< and just like that, with the sudden fleeting rage that flared through me hotter than the sun gone, i am. so tired.
November 2, 2025 at 3:45 AM
just because it took me 4 or 5 tries to get my 1 answer through to you does not fucking mean I'm being dismissive
November 2, 2025 at 3:10 AM
i literally stopped. paused. took the energy to fucking think out my fucking wording. don't you DARE fucking tell me that I'm not fucking engaging as if that's not exactly what I'm doing
November 2, 2025 at 3:09 AM
"who has more advantages"
it's a waste of time to try and compare who has "more" because they have different sets of advantages
November 2, 2025 at 3:06 AM
really sucks when a friend decides they don't wanna hear about your relationship any more unless it's you telling them that you've broken up
#centicatSpicy
September 23, 2025 at 12:10 PM
turns out i just ask for it ;u;b being vulnerable is so scary
September 11, 2025 at 3:12 PM
how do i ask for that reassurance.....
September 10, 2025 at 8:16 PM
but then i don't know what compromise I'm looking for because -movie and then let him go hang out with other people- is a reasonable thing to want to do

maybe I'm just a psycho that needs reassurance at every goddamn stage
September 10, 2025 at 8:16 PM
i thought I'd get all night.... and now I'm in the loop so it's not a surprise so why does it sting so much
i should let you have your escapes... but your escapes feel like you're tryna escape me too..... except then you'd just cancel....
September 10, 2025 at 8:15 PM
o|-< I'm feeling better but also feeling punished for having a meltdown and I'm probably overreacting to that too and just need to be patient
September 2, 2025 at 12:28 AM
useless, useless feelings
September 1, 2025 at 8:23 PM
it's not your fault I'm fantastic at working myself into a dumb numb frenzy of frustration with myself
September 1, 2025 at 7:33 PM
it's not even your fault I'm like this so i don't want to ruin your day with my interruptions
September 1, 2025 at 7:33 PM
don't make it sound like you'll drop everything when you don't
September 1, 2025 at 7:31 PM
what's even the point of saying that you're always there when you're clearly fucking not
September 1, 2025 at 7:31 PM
useless bullshit upset
September 1, 2025 at 7:27 PM
as if the universe is fucking mocking me for waiting fruitlessly for so long
September 1, 2025 at 7:27 PM
putting my notifications on so that i can anxiously check if it's you but it's not you because you're fucking busy and the instant i choose to do something for me is when you'll suddenly become available
September 1, 2025 at 7:26 PM
I'm so fucking stupid
September 1, 2025 at 7:24 PM
i wanted you to tell me your plans for the fucking day to set me the fuck free from Pending Waiting Hoping
September 1, 2025 at 7:24 PM