male defeat
@harrowharuspex.bsky.social
harrow // it/they pronouns // sacred demon of ungovernableness // I only like things that are fucked up and terrible // don't follow me why are people following me
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idk why anyone who doesn't know me from elsewhere follows me here tbh. all I do is rp art and psas and ramble semi-coherently about Brain Shit and my inability to understand like 90% of the human experience
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Theres also just so few examples of characters who look like him that are granted the nuance he has. Hes not a good guy but also he is. We see both his failing as well as his good intentions the whole time and how he thinks even while completely fucked up.
January 17, 2026 at 6:40 PM
Theres also just so few examples of characters who look like him that are granted the nuance he has. Hes not a good guy but also he is. We see both his failing as well as his good intentions the whole time and how he thinks even while completely fucked up.
I've been thinking about swansea from Mouthwashing lately for no reason
January 17, 2026 at 5:38 PM
I've been thinking about swansea from Mouthwashing lately for no reason
lrp the caption translates to "put a ring on it" lmao
January 17, 2026 at 5:12 PM
lrp the caption translates to "put a ring on it" lmao
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Anytime I start getting the feeling of “I wanna roleplay and play toys with someone so bad!!” This flashes in my head
November 26, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Anytime I start getting the feeling of “I wanna roleplay and play toys with someone so bad!!” This flashes in my head
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Remembering the most genius yuri i ever read, about a retired magical girl in her 30s who still lives with her mascot and it goes exactly where you think it's going, its 100% sincere and beautiful, and even ends up feeling like a lovely metaphor for relationships when youre very disabled...
October 2, 2025 at 3:48 AM
Remembering the most genius yuri i ever read, about a retired magical girl in her 30s who still lives with her mascot and it goes exactly where you think it's going, its 100% sincere and beautiful, and even ends up feeling like a lovely metaphor for relationships when youre very disabled...
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okay this one’s a little dark haha
January 16, 2026 at 6:37 PM
okay this one’s a little dark haha
"It is a peculiar sensation, this double-consciousness, this sense of always looking at one’s self through the eyes of others, of measuring one’s soul by the tape of a world that looks on in amused contempt and pity."
W.E.B. DuBois, The Souls of Black Folks
W.E.B. DuBois, The Souls of Black Folks
January 16, 2026 at 4:39 PM
"It is a peculiar sensation, this double-consciousness, this sense of always looking at one’s self through the eyes of others, of measuring one’s soul by the tape of a world that looks on in amused contempt and pity."
W.E.B. DuBois, The Souls of Black Folks
W.E.B. DuBois, The Souls of Black Folks
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there's something wrong with the rabbits
October 14, 2025 at 9:28 PM
there's something wrong with the rabbits
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Wow this poster from 1941 was strangely prescient, as it's from 1941 and belongs to the commons feel free to have this, do with it what you want
January 16, 2026 at 2:54 AM
Wow this poster from 1941 was strangely prescient, as it's from 1941 and belongs to the commons feel free to have this, do with it what you want
work is cracking down on *checks notes* people eating food that would otherwise be thrown out. we have to pay for shift meals and soda machine drinks and we cannot even eat the fucking garbage without it being considered theft, SO MUCH gets thrown out every day, are you SHITTING me
January 15, 2026 at 7:15 PM
work is cracking down on *checks notes* people eating food that would otherwise be thrown out. we have to pay for shift meals and soda machine drinks and we cannot even eat the fucking garbage without it being considered theft, SO MUCH gets thrown out every day, are you SHITTING me
it's great when I rp something thinking "hm, hatt would like this" and she immediately sees and rps it ^///^
January 15, 2026 at 5:38 PM
it's great when I rp something thinking "hm, hatt would like this" and she immediately sees and rps it ^///^
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And that’s a guarantee!
January 15, 2026 at 3:33 PM
And that’s a guarantee!
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HE'S GOT A GUN AND DIMENSIONALITY
February 23, 2025 at 9:31 PM
HE'S GOT A GUN AND DIMENSIONALITY
P5 Royal was on sale for $18 so fuck it, we're playing P5 Royal. time to finally meet my horrid son goro akechi u_u
January 14, 2026 at 7:54 PM
P5 Royal was on sale for $18 so fuck it, we're playing P5 Royal. time to finally meet my horrid son goro akechi u_u
ohh this is such excellent dykey monsterfucking, I love it~
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zp4s...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zp4s...
SKIN FLICK - Animation Short Film 2025 - GOBELINS
YouTube video by GOBELINS Paris
www.youtube.com
January 14, 2026 at 5:18 AM
ohh this is such excellent dykey monsterfucking, I love it~
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zp4s...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zp4s...
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hatt: what's the movie I didn't like where it's a bunch of dudes running around in a field and hallucinating
me, instantly: A Field in England
me, instantly: A Field in England
January 12, 2026 at 5:17 AM
hatt: what's the movie I didn't like where it's a bunch of dudes running around in a field and hallucinating
me, instantly: A Field in England
me, instantly: A Field in England
I mentioned to my therapist that I have really horrible choice paralysis and she asked if I tried doing pro/con lists. no I mean I can't decide what to eat as a snack. I can't decide what to do to kill time. shit where it literally does not matter and I need to just pick something and move on
January 11, 2026 at 8:48 PM
I mentioned to my therapist that I have really horrible choice paralysis and she asked if I tried doing pro/con lists. no I mean I can't decide what to eat as a snack. I can't decide what to do to kill time. shit where it literally does not matter and I need to just pick something and move on
I don't know how much more of this I can take. both in terms of general global affairs and my own personal intractable shit that I can't talk about
January 11, 2026 at 3:38 PM
I don't know how much more of this I can take. both in terms of general global affairs and my own personal intractable shit that I can't talk about