AcefullyCurious
@handfulofaces.bsky.social
I don’t know why i’m here
She/Her
Queer
21+ only (am an adult thanks)
minors DNI privately ok
ANTI GENSHIN COMMUNITY/HYV - You are not welcome here
Free Palestine
ANTI RUSSIA/ISRAEL
ANTI 🍊
have BPD
TRANS/LGBT/BIPOC LIVES ALWAYS MATTER
FUCK FASCISTS
She/Her
Queer
21+ only (am an adult thanks)
minors DNI privately ok
ANTI GENSHIN COMMUNITY/HYV - You are not welcome here
Free Palestine
ANTI RUSSIA/ISRAEL
ANTI 🍊
have BPD
TRANS/LGBT/BIPOC LIVES ALWAYS MATTER
FUCK FASCISTS
Pinned
My name is Mercy
I am 32(?) I was born 9/16
I…..
In 2023 on August 31, 2023
I went to bed
around
midnight(?)
and that is really the last “clear” memory I have
I have ….a best friend named Max
A best friend named Jay
I have a family
I
…..had a community
I had a community
I built
I am 32(?) I was born 9/16
I…..
In 2023 on August 31, 2023
I went to bed
around
midnight(?)
and that is really the last “clear” memory I have
I have ….a best friend named Max
A best friend named Jay
I have a family
I
…..had a community
I had a community
I built
fuck i’m crying again *wipes eyes*
Ok
Ok Ok ok I’ll try to reach out to more people during this week.
They need to know and I have to know if my family if any shreds of my family remain.
I don’t know the people on this account and i’m Sorry Ace didn’t leave any words behind for you all.
Ok
Ok Ok ok I’ll try to reach out to more people during this week.
They need to know and I have to know if my family if any shreds of my family remain.
I don’t know the people on this account and i’m Sorry Ace didn’t leave any words behind for you all.
November 18, 2025 at 9:10 AM
fuck i’m crying again *wipes eyes*
Ok
Ok Ok ok I’ll try to reach out to more people during this week.
They need to know and I have to know if my family if any shreds of my family remain.
I don’t know the people on this account and i’m Sorry Ace didn’t leave any words behind for you all.
Ok
Ok Ok ok I’ll try to reach out to more people during this week.
They need to know and I have to know if my family if any shreds of my family remain.
I don’t know the people on this account and i’m Sorry Ace didn’t leave any words behind for you all.
You privatter.me/page/691ad6e...
it needs touching up but there it is
all of it
every word every ….
and i’m tired of crying so here’s the whole thing
it needs touching up but there it is
all of it
every word every ….
and i’m tired of crying so here’s the whole thing
You
privatter.me
November 17, 2025 at 10:04 AM
You privatter.me/page/691ad6e...
it needs touching up but there it is
all of it
every word every ….
and i’m tired of crying so here’s the whole thing
it needs touching up but there it is
all of it
every word every ….
and i’m tired of crying so here’s the whole thing
I don’t know this account lol
I don’t know what happened to my twitter accounts I don’t know this man who keeps trying to get a hold of me I don’t know the things I’ve said to people I don’t know where this account came from it’s on my phone it’s just ….here with people I don’t know
I don’t know what happened to my twitter accounts I don’t know this man who keeps trying to get a hold of me I don’t know the things I’ve said to people I don’t know where this account came from it’s on my phone it’s just ….here with people I don’t know
November 17, 2025 at 5:21 AM
I don’t know this account lol
I don’t know what happened to my twitter accounts I don’t know this man who keeps trying to get a hold of me I don’t know the things I’ve said to people I don’t know where this account came from it’s on my phone it’s just ….here with people I don’t know
I don’t know what happened to my twitter accounts I don’t know this man who keeps trying to get a hold of me I don’t know the things I’ve said to people I don’t know where this account came from it’s on my phone it’s just ….here with people I don’t know
It was never her
It was never Ace
It was me
It was always me
Somehow out of 2 years of being somewhere somewhere far away I was the one
I was the one making us dream
I was the one clinging on I was the one remembering her
It wasn’t Ace who was remembering her it was me
Mercy
It was never Ace
It was me
It was always me
Somehow out of 2 years of being somewhere somewhere far away I was the one
I was the one making us dream
I was the one clinging on I was the one remembering her
It wasn’t Ace who was remembering her it was me
Mercy
November 17, 2025 at 5:13 AM
It was never her
It was never Ace
It was me
It was always me
Somehow out of 2 years of being somewhere somewhere far away I was the one
I was the one making us dream
I was the one clinging on I was the one remembering her
It wasn’t Ace who was remembering her it was me
Mercy
It was never Ace
It was me
It was always me
Somehow out of 2 years of being somewhere somewhere far away I was the one
I was the one making us dream
I was the one clinging on I was the one remembering her
It wasn’t Ace who was remembering her it was me
Mercy
My name is Mercy
I am 32(?) I was born 9/16
I…..
In 2023 on August 31, 2023
I went to bed
around
midnight(?)
and that is really the last “clear” memory I have
I have ….a best friend named Max
A best friend named Jay
I have a family
I
…..had a community
I had a community
I built
I am 32(?) I was born 9/16
I…..
In 2023 on August 31, 2023
I went to bed
around
midnight(?)
and that is really the last “clear” memory I have
I have ….a best friend named Max
A best friend named Jay
I have a family
I
…..had a community
I had a community
I built
November 17, 2025 at 4:48 AM
My name is Mercy
I am 32(?) I was born 9/16
I…..
In 2023 on August 31, 2023
I went to bed
around
midnight(?)
and that is really the last “clear” memory I have
I have ….a best friend named Max
A best friend named Jay
I have a family
I
…..had a community
I had a community
I built
I am 32(?) I was born 9/16
I…..
In 2023 on August 31, 2023
I went to bed
around
midnight(?)
and that is really the last “clear” memory I have
I have ….a best friend named Max
A best friend named Jay
I have a family
I
…..had a community
I had a community
I built
So….
*rubs neck*
I dunno an update?
Not that I expect anyone to care I just ….
I dunno
I’m to a point I don’t know what I want anymore. Friends, lovers, mutuals. Anyone. Anything.
Every time I think of reaching out to ….
I dunno Max or Joker or someone else from her past I just freeze up
*rubs neck*
I dunno an update?
Not that I expect anyone to care I just ….
I dunno
I’m to a point I don’t know what I want anymore. Friends, lovers, mutuals. Anyone. Anything.
Every time I think of reaching out to ….
I dunno Max or Joker or someone else from her past I just freeze up
September 15, 2025 at 4:28 AM
So….
*rubs neck*
I dunno an update?
Not that I expect anyone to care I just ….
I dunno
I’m to a point I don’t know what I want anymore. Friends, lovers, mutuals. Anyone. Anything.
Every time I think of reaching out to ….
I dunno Max or Joker or someone else from her past I just freeze up
*rubs neck*
I dunno an update?
Not that I expect anyone to care I just ….
I dunno
I’m to a point I don’t know what I want anymore. Friends, lovers, mutuals. Anyone. Anything.
Every time I think of reaching out to ….
I dunno Max or Joker or someone else from her past I just freeze up
It’s been 2 months??????
How long have I been away
Sigh.
I’m not comfortable with returning. For multiple reasons. There’s a reason I stopped reaching out and honestly I have no idea if I have the energy for it again
I do miss everyone but guys I’m tired lol.
I’m so tired.
It’s not the same.
How long have I been away
Sigh.
I’m not comfortable with returning. For multiple reasons. There’s a reason I stopped reaching out and honestly I have no idea if I have the energy for it again
I do miss everyone but guys I’m tired lol.
I’m so tired.
It’s not the same.
September 10, 2025 at 9:01 PM
It’s been 2 months??????
How long have I been away
Sigh.
I’m not comfortable with returning. For multiple reasons. There’s a reason I stopped reaching out and honestly I have no idea if I have the energy for it again
I do miss everyone but guys I’m tired lol.
I’m so tired.
It’s not the same.
How long have I been away
Sigh.
I’m not comfortable with returning. For multiple reasons. There’s a reason I stopped reaching out and honestly I have no idea if I have the energy for it again
I do miss everyone but guys I’m tired lol.
I’m so tired.
It’s not the same.
#Vent community hello I’m not fully back I was dragged out of my self exiled hell camp and somehow ended up with a mass spammer in my inbox. Report this account do not engage with them do not give them info of any kind. Please. These spams have reached my tumblr & twitter now here. be careful
September 10, 2025 at 8:59 PM
#Vent community hello I’m not fully back I was dragged out of my self exiled hell camp and somehow ended up with a mass spammer in my inbox. Report this account do not engage with them do not give them info of any kind. Please. These spams have reached my tumblr & twitter now here. be careful
i am nothing i am no one i have no identity its gone with the memories the people the life the dream the girl the boy it’s gone it’s all gone there’s nothing here there’s nothing here why am i alive why do i exist what is the purpose of all this why can’t i remember ??????
June 30, 2025 at 9:38 AM
i am nothing i am no one i have no identity its gone with the memories the people the life the dream the girl the boy it’s gone it’s all gone there’s nothing here there’s nothing here why am i alive why do i exist what is the purpose of all this why can’t i remember ??????
none of this is ok none of this is ok i just want it to stop i want to wake up one day and know who i am know where i came from know what my baseline is know where my loyalty comes from and why it’s such a large core of us and why one person who i can’t even remember is capable
June 30, 2025 at 9:32 AM
none of this is ok none of this is ok i just want it to stop i want to wake up one day and know who i am know where i came from know what my baseline is know where my loyalty comes from and why it’s such a large core of us and why one person who i can’t even remember is capable
the world is falling apart thousands are dying in gaza the US is stripping and destroying our country right before my eyes but my head can only return to a girl i don’t know in my mind and a fear so fucking large it’s suffocating me
June 30, 2025 at 9:28 AM
the world is falling apart thousands are dying in gaza the US is stripping and destroying our country right before my eyes but my head can only return to a girl i don’t know in my mind and a fear so fucking large it’s suffocating me
she had ideas she had plans she had so much fucking ….life and what do i have? endless silent nights where i can’t tell whose bleeding into the next whose trying to take control whose trying to force something out of a rock i don’t know im just ///tired
June 30, 2025 at 9:27 AM
she had ideas she had plans she had so much fucking ….life and what do i have? endless silent nights where i can’t tell whose bleeding into the next whose trying to take control whose trying to force something out of a rock i don’t know im just ///tired
mercy had a life she has a partner she had friends she had a family i cannot be her i am not mercy no matter how hard i try no matter how much i squeeze into those fuxking boxes i am not her i am not capable of being ///her she made decisions i cant even fathom let alone make for myself
June 30, 2025 at 9:25 AM
mercy had a life she has a partner she had friends she had a family i cannot be her i am not mercy no matter how hard i try no matter how much i squeeze into those fuxking boxes i am not her i am not capable of being ///her she made decisions i cant even fathom let alone make for myself
i didn’t ask for this i didn’t ask to wake up with someone’s memories erased i didn’t ask to wear someone else’s face be in someone else’s bodies be torn between caring about someone and my body literally not figuratively rejecting it because it’s not some fucking girl i never met until now
June 30, 2025 at 9:24 AM
i didn’t ask for this i didn’t ask to wake up with someone’s memories erased i didn’t ask to wear someone else’s face be in someone else’s bodies be torn between caring about someone and my body literally not figuratively rejecting it because it’s not some fucking girl i never met until now
i don’t know what to do anymore i honestly don’t know what to do i’m tired of running im tired of the silence but i dont know what i want anymore i keep turning her friends last message to me over and over again and again about how she has had so much to share with me but now she can’t
June 30, 2025 at 9:22 AM
i don’t know what to do anymore i honestly don’t know what to do i’m tired of running im tired of the silence but i dont know what i want anymore i keep turning her friends last message to me over and over again and again about how she has had so much to share with me but now she can’t
i don’t belong here we were stupid to even try stepping back into mercy’s shoes this was her life her family her friends her universe her future her life and i’m ////Ace and I can’t even handle or function holding a conversation cus my brain keeps screaming DANGER at me
June 30, 2025 at 9:20 AM
i don’t belong here we were stupid to even try stepping back into mercy’s shoes this was her life her family her friends her universe her future her life and i’m ////Ace and I can’t even handle or function holding a conversation cus my brain keeps screaming DANGER at me
do i even deserve these ppl i don’t think i do it’s like im some weird parasite and everyone’s pretending im not some weird freak that fell out of the sky i hate being trapped in a body and a mind and a world that isn’t ///mine i hate dreaming about a girl so goddamn much i can’t make sense of it
June 30, 2025 at 9:19 AM
do i even deserve these ppl i don’t think i do it’s like im some weird parasite and everyone’s pretending im not some weird freak that fell out of the sky i hate being trapped in a body and a mind and a world that isn’t ///mine i hate dreaming about a girl so goddamn much i can’t make sense of it
who am i suppose to trust at this point ????
who am i supposed to trust cuz i can’t make myself not feel FEAR every time someone tries talking to me or assures me it’s like this triggering effect i can’t turn off no matter how hard i try it’s like if u keep telling me im gonna have a MELTDOWN
who am i supposed to trust cuz i can’t make myself not feel FEAR every time someone tries talking to me or assures me it’s like this triggering effect i can’t turn off no matter how hard i try it’s like if u keep telling me im gonna have a MELTDOWN
June 30, 2025 at 9:17 AM
who am i suppose to trust at this point ????
who am i supposed to trust cuz i can’t make myself not feel FEAR every time someone tries talking to me or assures me it’s like this triggering effect i can’t turn off no matter how hard i try it’s like if u keep telling me im gonna have a MELTDOWN
who am i supposed to trust cuz i can’t make myself not feel FEAR every time someone tries talking to me or assures me it’s like this triggering effect i can’t turn off no matter how hard i try it’s like if u keep telling me im gonna have a MELTDOWN
and what’s even worse is i still dream about HER. the GIRL. 2 months of no talking and my mind STILL conjures her up in my dreams she still shows up in my dreams she’s like a fucking ghost a real live talking ghost and i hate it here!!!!!
June 30, 2025 at 9:16 AM
and what’s even worse is i still dream about HER. the GIRL. 2 months of no talking and my mind STILL conjures her up in my dreams she still shows up in my dreams she’s like a fucking ghost a real live talking ghost and i hate it here!!!!!
i don’t wanna reach out i don’t wanna talk i wanna hide and hide and hide and hide and maybe if i keep hiding i’ll fucking die and that dying will wake me up to a reality that makes fucking sense but i’m still here trapped in a body with a psychotic mind that won’t shut the fuck up
June 30, 2025 at 9:15 AM
i don’t wanna reach out i don’t wanna talk i wanna hide and hide and hide and hide and maybe if i keep hiding i’ll fucking die and that dying will wake me up to a reality that makes fucking sense but i’m still here trapped in a body with a psychotic mind that won’t shut the fuck up
i tell myself each time each time i tell myself they’re her friends they’re her friends she would want them to be here with us but every single shred of my instincts keep screaming it’s ////wrong these aren’t ///my people these aren’t my ///friends these are ////strangers and they ///terrify me
June 30, 2025 at 9:14 AM
i tell myself each time each time i tell myself they’re her friends they’re her friends she would want them to be here with us but every single shred of my instincts keep screaming it’s ////wrong these aren’t ///my people these aren’t my ///friends these are ////strangers and they ///terrify me
i hear their words i see their kindness i see their patience especially from 2 of them who do not at all deserve my behavior towards them i see that and this disgusting feeling suffocated me of wtf am i doing and why the fuck can’t i stop it why can’t i meet any of these ppl halfway??????
June 30, 2025 at 9:12 AM
i hear their words i see their kindness i see their patience especially from 2 of them who do not at all deserve my behavior towards them i see that and this disgusting feeling suffocated me of wtf am i doing and why the fuck can’t i stop it why can’t i meet any of these ppl halfway??????
why do i trust them???? why do i trust them so easily why was that not questioned when i woke up ???? i accepted it! without question! without a single worry without a single thought in my head of “i knew you from before we’re friends” and my off kilter brain said ok fine but my ///body
June 30, 2025 at 9:10 AM
why do i trust them???? why do i trust them so easily why was that not questioned when i woke up ???? i accepted it! without question! without a single worry without a single thought in my head of “i knew you from before we’re friends” and my off kilter brain said ok fine but my ///body
i told someone without even registering what i was saying that im loyal to a fault it’s some weird fucking asinine instinct me i am loyal i am loyal but that loyalty is so fucking ….rigid …i can’t
i can’t i can’t move it
so all that trust???? where the fuck did that trust come from???
i can’t i can’t move it
so all that trust???? where the fuck did that trust come from???
June 30, 2025 at 9:07 AM
i told someone without even registering what i was saying that im loyal to a fault it’s some weird fucking asinine instinct me i am loyal i am loyal but that loyalty is so fucking ….rigid …i can’t
i can’t i can’t move it
so all that trust???? where the fuck did that trust come from???
i can’t i can’t move it
so all that trust???? where the fuck did that trust come from???
so i smile and pretend it’s fine it’s ok to have so many ppl that somehow know me be so friendly but my brain keeps constantly pinging to me i don’t know them i don’t know them they’re leagues ahead of me and im still learning their fucking named and where they live and who their families are!
June 30, 2025 at 9:06 AM
so i smile and pretend it’s fine it’s ok to have so many ppl that somehow know me be so friendly but my brain keeps constantly pinging to me i don’t know them i don’t know them they’re leagues ahead of me and im still learning their fucking named and where they live and who their families are!