240V Outlet
@goopskyscreams.bsky.social
I have a mouth and therefore I must scream.
A fallen tree shouldn't be heard even if it can be heard.
ΘΔ - & 6?
Do Not Follow Me If I Do Not Follow You.
This Is Where The Mind Wonders, When All Other Avenues Feel Closed.
Creatures In A Trench Coat, Help.
A fallen tree shouldn't be heard even if it can be heard.
ΘΔ - & 6?
Do Not Follow Me If I Do Not Follow You.
This Is Where The Mind Wonders, When All Other Avenues Feel Closed.
Creatures In A Trench Coat, Help.
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This is a vent account, if you found it randomly please DO NOT follow and if you know who I am please follow ONLY if I followed you first.
If Bluesky will fucking add private accounts that'll be great, otherwise I won't hesitate to block.
I am a blabber and if I want to vent, I will do it here.
If Bluesky will fucking add private accounts that'll be great, otherwise I won't hesitate to block.
I am a blabber and if I want to vent, I will do it here.
Distracting myself by doing things seems to be working, tho I was doing things early in the week and that didn't work.
So outside of having her blocked again, whew, that might be mostly why. Still grumbling at the sneaky unblock earlier in the week.
I should talk to the internal her some day
So outside of having her blocked again, whew, that might be mostly why. Still grumbling at the sneaky unblock earlier in the week.
I should talk to the internal her some day
February 6, 2026 at 1:13 AM
Distracting myself by doing things seems to be working, tho I was doing things early in the week and that didn't work.
So outside of having her blocked again, whew, that might be mostly why. Still grumbling at the sneaky unblock earlier in the week.
I should talk to the internal her some day
So outside of having her blocked again, whew, that might be mostly why. Still grumbling at the sneaky unblock earlier in the week.
I should talk to the internal her some day
One thing to note, there’s been less memory holes… but sometimes focus would just disappear then it’s back again in an instant. Accompanying head jitters.
It’s probably nothing but I wanna mention it at least.
It’s probably nothing but I wanna mention it at least.
February 5, 2026 at 3:21 PM
One thing to note, there’s been less memory holes… but sometimes focus would just disappear then it’s back again in an instant. Accompanying head jitters.
It’s probably nothing but I wanna mention it at least.
It’s probably nothing but I wanna mention it at least.
Idk how much airing my laundry (ala brain) in public might help, but I’m also doing this so more of my friends can see without having to repeat it too May times…
Sorry frens
Thanks for reaching out to those that do, especially when brain is mean… I’m also tired, I should go to bed.
Long day ahead
Sorry frens
Thanks for reaching out to those that do, especially when brain is mean… I’m also tired, I should go to bed.
Long day ahead
February 5, 2026 at 3:20 PM
Idk how much airing my laundry (ala brain) in public might help, but I’m also doing this so more of my friends can see without having to repeat it too May times…
Sorry frens
Thanks for reaching out to those that do, especially when brain is mean… I’m also tired, I should go to bed.
Long day ahead
Sorry frens
Thanks for reaching out to those that do, especially when brain is mean… I’m also tired, I should go to bed.
Long day ahead
Things have improved the past few days, the “whispers” from her haven’t been as bad.
Outside one night where it got memory holes two nights ago, it seems to have improved.
It has enacted… tactics to help relief it and other actions.
Here’s hoping she won’t cause me problems during the trip.
Outside one night where it got memory holes two nights ago, it seems to have improved.
It has enacted… tactics to help relief it and other actions.
Here’s hoping she won’t cause me problems during the trip.
February 5, 2026 at 2:16 PM
Things have improved the past few days, the “whispers” from her haven’t been as bad.
Outside one night where it got memory holes two nights ago, it seems to have improved.
It has enacted… tactics to help relief it and other actions.
Here’s hoping she won’t cause me problems during the trip.
Outside one night where it got memory holes two nights ago, it seems to have improved.
It has enacted… tactics to help relief it and other actions.
Here’s hoping she won’t cause me problems during the trip.
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𝘐𝘵𝘢𝘪 𝘺𝘰 𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘪 𝘺𝘰, 𝘬𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘣𝘢 𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰
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#furryart #furry #digitalart #art #artsky #illustration #anthro #wolf
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#furryart #furry #digitalart #art #artsky #illustration #anthro #wolf
February 4, 2026 at 12:56 AM
𝘐𝘵𝘢𝘪 𝘺𝘰 𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘪 𝘺𝘰, 𝘬𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘣𝘢 𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰
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#furryart #furry #digitalart #art #artsky #illustration #anthro #wolf
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#furryart #furry #digitalart #art #artsky #illustration #anthro #wolf
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[She/Her](Vent, Bondage)
HONEY, PROMISE YOU'LL LEAVE.
HONEY, PROMISE YOU'LL LEAVE.
February 4, 2026 at 3:34 AM
[She/Her](Vent, Bondage)
HONEY, PROMISE YOU'LL LEAVE.
HONEY, PROMISE YOU'LL LEAVE.
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Brain has certainly been too spoilt in the past, now that parts of it isn't getting what it. It seems to be throwing a tantrum.
There is definitely a "don't fuck around" with this situation at hand.
Cognitive dissonance also sucks tho, it's been hell to live thru. Feels like it takes out my brain
There is definitely a "don't fuck around" with this situation at hand.
Cognitive dissonance also sucks tho, it's been hell to live thru. Feels like it takes out my brain
February 4, 2026 at 12:38 PM
Brain has certainly been too spoilt in the past, now that parts of it isn't getting what it. It seems to be throwing a tantrum.
There is definitely a "don't fuck around" with this situation at hand.
Cognitive dissonance also sucks tho, it's been hell to live thru. Feels like it takes out my brain
There is definitely a "don't fuck around" with this situation at hand.
Cognitive dissonance also sucks tho, it's been hell to live thru. Feels like it takes out my brain
I hope for some relief this weekend or at least tomorrow...
When I can finally see some friends again on v r c, been so stressed that I've not had time to even hop on Resonite too much @.@;;;
Been just so moody and mopey, could also be that E-levels were increased and T-levels have been surpressed
When I can finally see some friends again on v r c, been so stressed that I've not had time to even hop on Resonite too much @.@;;;
Been just so moody and mopey, could also be that E-levels were increased and T-levels have been surpressed
February 4, 2026 at 12:58 AM
I hope for some relief this weekend or at least tomorrow...
When I can finally see some friends again on v r c, been so stressed that I've not had time to even hop on Resonite too much @.@;;;
Been just so moody and mopey, could also be that E-levels were increased and T-levels have been surpressed
When I can finally see some friends again on v r c, been so stressed that I've not had time to even hop on Resonite too much @.@;;;
Been just so moody and mopey, could also be that E-levels were increased and T-levels have been surpressed
Brain has been so distracted and fuzzy and losing track of time and things that I am working on.
Last night was pretty bad with how much of the night was missing, idk what happened.
Last night was pretty bad with how much of the night was missing, idk what happened.
February 4, 2026 at 12:56 AM
Brain has been so distracted and fuzzy and losing track of time and things that I am working on.
Last night was pretty bad with how much of the night was missing, idk what happened.
Last night was pretty bad with how much of the night was missing, idk what happened.
Sleepy, sleeping 20 hours awake
Brain foggy most of today from partner headed off to bed. Been lots of memory holes tonight, it’s so weird.
Should have slept earlier
Urrgghh, why is she still whispering things to me. Grrrrrr
Brain foggy most of today from partner headed off to bed. Been lots of memory holes tonight, it’s so weird.
Should have slept earlier
Urrgghh, why is she still whispering things to me. Grrrrrr
February 3, 2026 at 2:34 PM
Sleepy, sleeping 20 hours awake
Brain foggy most of today from partner headed off to bed. Been lots of memory holes tonight, it’s so weird.
Should have slept earlier
Urrgghh, why is she still whispering things to me. Grrrrrr
Brain foggy most of today from partner headed off to bed. Been lots of memory holes tonight, it’s so weird.
Should have slept earlier
Urrgghh, why is she still whispering things to me. Grrrrrr
Am I the one who made it out, is that why I am so saught after, why I keep having to whack all these accounts reaching out of the woodwork?
Am I that desirable because of who my partner is?
I feel so isolated and yet reaching out is difficult, had energy to reach out to a couple
I just, wan poof
Am I that desirable because of who my partner is?
I feel so isolated and yet reaching out is difficult, had energy to reach out to a couple
I just, wan poof
February 3, 2026 at 1:20 PM
Am I the one who made it out, is that why I am so saught after, why I keep having to whack all these accounts reaching out of the woodwork?
Am I that desirable because of who my partner is?
I feel so isolated and yet reaching out is difficult, had energy to reach out to a couple
I just, wan poof
Am I that desirable because of who my partner is?
I feel so isolated and yet reaching out is difficult, had energy to reach out to a couple
I just, wan poof
Oh yeah... idk if I have mentioned...
T-levels were too high, so now taking more cypro to block it but basically taking it three times as often atm... we'll see how it affects me (likelt A LOT)
And increased E daily doses too... I'm likely in for some boobage pain soon-ish... who knows x3
T-levels were too high, so now taking more cypro to block it but basically taking it three times as often atm... we'll see how it affects me (likelt A LOT)
And increased E daily doses too... I'm likely in for some boobage pain soon-ish... who knows x3
February 2, 2026 at 10:30 PM
Oh yeah... idk if I have mentioned...
T-levels were too high, so now taking more cypro to block it but basically taking it three times as often atm... we'll see how it affects me (likelt A LOT)
And increased E daily doses too... I'm likely in for some boobage pain soon-ish... who knows x3
T-levels were too high, so now taking more cypro to block it but basically taking it three times as often atm... we'll see how it affects me (likelt A LOT)
And increased E daily doses too... I'm likely in for some boobage pain soon-ish... who knows x3
I am NOT ready for work in 20 minutes…
I wish I could have slept more, the moment I got awake she started hounding me.
I’m going to try to sleep earlier today, try… please do.
I wish I could have slept more, the moment I got awake she started hounding me.
I’m going to try to sleep earlier today, try… please do.
February 2, 2026 at 9:17 PM
I am NOT ready for work in 20 minutes…
I wish I could have slept more, the moment I got awake she started hounding me.
I’m going to try to sleep earlier today, try… please do.
I wish I could have slept more, the moment I got awake she started hounding me.
I’m going to try to sleep earlier today, try… please do.
The temptations being framed as “being brave” and “face my fears”… idk how to respond to that…
Speaking or being in the same room as her ain’t that…
It’s not that… running away from her but unable to get away far enough away…
People who don’t believe sirens can do the things they do, fuck you.
Speaking or being in the same room as her ain’t that…
It’s not that… running away from her but unable to get away far enough away…
People who don’t believe sirens can do the things they do, fuck you.
February 2, 2026 at 9:11 PM
The temptations being framed as “being brave” and “face my fears”… idk how to respond to that…
Speaking or being in the same room as her ain’t that…
It’s not that… running away from her but unable to get away far enough away…
People who don’t believe sirens can do the things they do, fuck you.
Speaking or being in the same room as her ain’t that…
It’s not that… running away from her but unable to get away far enough away…
People who don’t believe sirens can do the things they do, fuck you.
A friend found how active we were when we hung out in Discord VC. Seeing how quickly I typed, so may things I have on my screen, and how many things I have to juggle.
It’s no wonder I’m losing my mind, I think…
I guess…
It would just be so easy to, no I’m not going to say what she said. Ughh
It’s no wonder I’m losing my mind, I think…
I guess…
It would just be so easy to, no I’m not going to say what she said. Ughh
February 2, 2026 at 8:59 PM
A friend found how active we were when we hung out in Discord VC. Seeing how quickly I typed, so may things I have on my screen, and how many things I have to juggle.
It’s no wonder I’m losing my mind, I think…
I guess…
It would just be so easy to, no I’m not going to say what she said. Ughh
It’s no wonder I’m losing my mind, I think…
I guess…
It would just be so easy to, no I’m not going to say what she said. Ughh
Too trusting too quickly, too naive too kind, too easily abused too much thinking.
February 2, 2026 at 8:58 PM
Too trusting too quickly, too naive too kind, too easily abused too much thinking.
Coming to a worrying conclusion, is it even one thing?
That… it may want to be used and abused???
is this true? Idk, you tell me?!?!
Is there even a safe way of doing this? Pushing it down and away eventually turned those thoughts into an abuser who now has a form to terrorise and tempt me more…
That… it may want to be used and abused???
is this true? Idk, you tell me?!?!
Is there even a safe way of doing this? Pushing it down and away eventually turned those thoughts into an abuser who now has a form to terrorise and tempt me more…
February 2, 2026 at 8:43 PM
Coming to a worrying conclusion, is it even one thing?
That… it may want to be used and abused???
is this true? Idk, you tell me?!?!
Is there even a safe way of doing this? Pushing it down and away eventually turned those thoughts into an abuser who now has a form to terrorise and tempt me more…
That… it may want to be used and abused???
is this true? Idk, you tell me?!?!
Is there even a safe way of doing this? Pushing it down and away eventually turned those thoughts into an abuser who now has a form to terrorise and tempt me more…
Oh kitty cat, please, why did you wake me up at 6am just so you want me over to sit by you while you eat…
Was hoping for 7 hours of sleep and now I might only get 5… Feel like I need to put in rest days soon or I might crash or breakdown while I’m on the trip.
Need to aim for earlier sleep…
Was hoping for 7 hours of sleep and now I might only get 5… Feel like I need to put in rest days soon or I might crash or breakdown while I’m on the trip.
Need to aim for earlier sleep…
February 2, 2026 at 8:03 PM
Oh kitty cat, please, why did you wake me up at 6am just so you want me over to sit by you while you eat…
Was hoping for 7 hours of sleep and now I might only get 5… Feel like I need to put in rest days soon or I might crash or breakdown while I’m on the trip.
Need to aim for earlier sleep…
Was hoping for 7 hours of sleep and now I might only get 5… Feel like I need to put in rest days soon or I might crash or breakdown while I’m on the trip.
Need to aim for earlier sleep…
For the past couple of nights, right before bed.
It's been looking at the Full Moon as it shines right into its room.
It's beautiful, it's peaceful, and it feels safe under its light.
Calmed our thoughts before sleep. And now we shall attempt 7 hours of sleep.
It's been looking at the Full Moon as it shines right into its room.
It's beautiful, it's peaceful, and it feels safe under its light.
Calmed our thoughts before sleep. And now we shall attempt 7 hours of sleep.
February 2, 2026 at 2:27 PM
For the past couple of nights, right before bed.
It's been looking at the Full Moon as it shines right into its room.
It's beautiful, it's peaceful, and it feels safe under its light.
Calmed our thoughts before sleep. And now we shall attempt 7 hours of sleep.
It's been looking at the Full Moon as it shines right into its room.
It's beautiful, it's peaceful, and it feels safe under its light.
Calmed our thoughts before sleep. And now we shall attempt 7 hours of sleep.
I can’t keep listening to educational or current event YouTube videos to block my thoughts away.
I don’t know what I can do to stop her from haunting me in my head.
I definitely also need to have healthier coping mechanisms, partner is trying but it just doesn’t scratch that itch somehow.
I don’t know what I can do to stop her from haunting me in my head.
I definitely also need to have healthier coping mechanisms, partner is trying but it just doesn’t scratch that itch somehow.
February 2, 2026 at 2:00 PM
I can’t keep listening to educational or current event YouTube videos to block my thoughts away.
I don’t know what I can do to stop her from haunting me in my head.
I definitely also need to have healthier coping mechanisms, partner is trying but it just doesn’t scratch that itch somehow.
I don’t know what I can do to stop her from haunting me in my head.
I definitely also need to have healthier coping mechanisms, partner is trying but it just doesn’t scratch that itch somehow.
The Moon looks so pretty again tonight, I wish to fly away and leave all the problems behind and whisk away with him.
Be with friends that didn’t feel like I’m going to loose them any day, be working towards a better life and earn enough to travel and see people I deeply care about.
Be with friends that didn’t feel like I’m going to loose them any day, be working towards a better life and earn enough to travel and see people I deeply care about.
February 2, 2026 at 1:51 PM
The Moon looks so pretty again tonight, I wish to fly away and leave all the problems behind and whisk away with him.
Be with friends that didn’t feel like I’m going to loose them any day, be working towards a better life and earn enough to travel and see people I deeply care about.
Be with friends that didn’t feel like I’m going to loose them any day, be working towards a better life and earn enough to travel and see people I deeply care about.
I need to stay strong... I am not just doing it for myself now, I am doing this for my partner too.
He would be in danger if I were to relapse.
This isn't just me if I give into the temptation...
And no fuck off, I'm not breaking his trust... Stop thinking of that, grrrrrrr. Need to keep him safe
He would be in danger if I were to relapse.
This isn't just me if I give into the temptation...
And no fuck off, I'm not breaking his trust... Stop thinking of that, grrrrrrr. Need to keep him safe
February 2, 2026 at 1:37 PM
I need to stay strong... I am not just doing it for myself now, I am doing this for my partner too.
He would be in danger if I were to relapse.
This isn't just me if I give into the temptation...
And no fuck off, I'm not breaking his trust... Stop thinking of that, grrrrrrr. Need to keep him safe
He would be in danger if I were to relapse.
This isn't just me if I give into the temptation...
And no fuck off, I'm not breaking his trust... Stop thinking of that, grrrrrrr. Need to keep him safe
There isn't any, but I just want to be able to spoiler the image.
We feel embarassed, we feel like we keep on digging the hole for ourselves and get ourselves in this situation in the first place
Feeling their whispers, their claws dig into me and it takes so much just to not fall back in again
We feel embarassed, we feel like we keep on digging the hole for ourselves and get ourselves in this situation in the first place
Feeling their whispers, their claws dig into me and it takes so much just to not fall back in again
February 2, 2026 at 1:25 PM
There isn't any, but I just want to be able to spoiler the image.
We feel embarassed, we feel like we keep on digging the hole for ourselves and get ourselves in this situation in the first place
Feeling their whispers, their claws dig into me and it takes so much just to not fall back in again
We feel embarassed, we feel like we keep on digging the hole for ourselves and get ourselves in this situation in the first place
Feeling their whispers, their claws dig into me and it takes so much just to not fall back in again
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I hope you heal from the problems you don't talk about.
January 31, 2026 at 8:55 AM
I hope you heal from the problems you don't talk about.