The weed number is now 582 due to inflation

Tuesdays thought:

Are mummies considered liches?

What is a mummy if not a magic imbued corpse that allows the powerful person to extend their life and grant them more power than they had in their flesh years? Canopic jars are basically phylacteries. Burial chambers are basically lairs. Weigh in.

Tuesdays thought:

Are mummies considered liches?

What is a mummy if not a magic imbued corpse that allows the powerful person to extend their life and grant them more power than they had in their flesh years? Canopic jars are basically phylacteries. Burial chambers are basically lairs. Weigh in.

All these rich guys seem to do at coffee shops:

-Talk shit about a third party’s book that they hated and was shit except for the one good idea that they stole and made money with
-Quaff hair up like your 13 and the star of a tween Disney film to hide your sparse hairline
-Wear big green scarfs

There is an old man next to me at the cafe absolutely destroying two croissants. I mean it - eyes closed - biting the center with his whole mouth - shaking his head so he can take his big boy bite - crumbs going everywhere - chewing mouth open. He is oblivious to me and everyone else here.The dream.

I gotta stop coming to this coffee shop to do job hunting - every time I’m hear some rich fucks are having a conversation where they are talking shit about a third party - this time their colleague who was a professor was drunk for five years and then became a coder. He maybe is bad at fucking.

My days so far:

10am: get up/ feed cats/ coffee
11am: shower too long
12-3: coffee shop application blitz
4: come home/ pet cats
5: pace around
6: PACE
7: PACE PACE PACE
8: remember I have to eat
9: violently high to try and go to sleep tonight maybe
10-4am: No sleep only PACE

Got fired from my job yesterday and now the worst part is that I’m at a coffee shop trying to remember how to be a person and I have to listen to affluent douchebags describe how French art films they saw once and don’t remember the name of have the synergy of the project they are investing in

Doing physical therapy exercises in my underwear with anime in the background - trying to make myself keep considering life’s prospects as waves lapping at a shoreline instead of an aperture closing on an already dead greenhouse.

Out:

Mondays
No Coffee
Being Perceived
Stark moralistic compromises
Cruel unending cogniscience

In:

Patience
Friends as family
Completing the ritual that the amulet keeps whispering to you in the night
Letting moss consume you
Being just a pair of hands now, I guess

You ever wish you could summon pure and primal fear again? Of monsters pushing you to cover your head with blankets and running through dark rooms to bed? Something that keeps you focused and aware and present instead of useless placating slumber?

Therapist: *makes notes about trauma motivation*

Sassy skeleton couch

Man in the iron mask but in reverse because this app won’t let me change my profile picture