Maybe I should get some - maybe it's my blood glucose getting worse
I'm so dizzy - I'm feeling so weak everyday , and whenever I desire to eat something, it's something I've never desired before - like I never wanted to eat hamburguers, or to eat sweets so bad it would take my sleep, but now it feels all so necessary
January 9, 2026 at 9:51 PM
Maybe I should get some - maybe it's my blood glucose getting worse
I'm so dizzy - I'm feeling so weak everyday , and whenever I desire to eat something, it's something I've never desired before - like I never wanted to eat hamburguers, or to eat sweets so bad it would take my sleep, but now it feels all so necessary
January 9, 2026 at 9:49 PM
I'm so dizzy - I'm feeling so weak everyday , and whenever I desire to eat something, it's something I've never desired before - like I never wanted to eat hamburguers, or to eat sweets so bad it would take my sleep, but now it feels all so necessary
Brownie and strawberries nnjjdjhhbehhehhj...
The sweet by the side is an actual irl sweet...it's this cup, I want it so bad
January 9, 2026 at 9:42 PM
Brownie and strawberries nnjjdjhhbehhehhj...
The sweet by the side is an actual irl sweet...it's this cup, I want it so bad
January 9, 2026 at 9:42 PM
The sweet by the side is an actual irl sweet...it's this cup, I want it so bad
Warmup after not drawing for a week I think (or less, I'm bad with time)
January 9, 2026 at 9:41 PM
Warmup after not drawing for a week I think (or less, I'm bad with time)
And my body doesn't have the capability nor capacity of absorbing some foods now,, so it's a tiring and struggling strength to eat something, since I need to count everything or after I can get ill.. My stomach ended up getting smaller, so now I can only handle light foods mostly.
"wow friend, but you're already so skinny... Why are you still going?"
It's a disorder I fear
It's a disorder I fear
January 9, 2026 at 9:41 PM
And my body doesn't have the capability nor capacity of absorbing some foods now,, so it's a tiring and struggling strength to eat something, since I need to count everything or after I can get ill.. My stomach ended up getting smaller, so now I can only handle light foods mostly.
"wow friend, but you're already so skinny... Why are you still going?"
It's a disorder I fear
It's a disorder I fear
January 9, 2026 at 9:39 PM
"wow friend, but you're already so skinny... Why are you still going?"
It's a disorder I fear
It's a disorder I fear
My pressure is so low-- almost blacked out twice this morning
January 9, 2026 at 5:26 PM
My pressure is so low-- almost blacked out twice this morning
anyway WATERMELON
January 7, 2026 at 10:38 PM
anyway WATERMELON
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3/4 days without purging for what , today It happened twice because my imbecile ass ate fried things (I was out with my mom and the place protein on the obentos were mostly fried so I couldn't escape much)
3/4 days without purging for what , today It happened twice because my imbecile ass ate fried things (I was out with my mom and the place protein on the obentos were mostly fried so I couldn't escape much)
January 7, 2026 at 10:36 PM
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3/4 days without purging for what , today It happened twice because my imbecile ass ate fried things (I was out with my mom and the place protein on the obentos were mostly fried so I couldn't escape much)
3/4 days without purging for what , today It happened twice because my imbecile ass ate fried things (I was out with my mom and the place protein on the obentos were mostly fried so I couldn't escape much)
3 days and my esophagus isn't completely healed
I think it's going to be hard for it to heal - if it even does, for now I can't speak much nor too loud or my throat fails, orit's even harder to hear me
I think it's going to be hard for it to heal - if it even does, for now I can't speak much nor too loud or my throat fails, orit's even harder to hear me
January 6, 2026 at 11:25 PM
3 days and my esophagus isn't completely healed
I think it's going to be hard for it to heal - if it even does, for now I can't speak much nor too loud or my throat fails, orit's even harder to hear me
I think it's going to be hard for it to heal - if it even does, for now I can't speak much nor too loud or my throat fails, orit's even harder to hear me
Ate some salt or I wouldn't end this room today
Why my pressure isn't going back to normal oh god
January 4, 2026 at 6:54 PM
Ate some salt or I wouldn't end this room today
Why my pressure isn't going back to normal oh god
January 4, 2026 at 6:50 PM
Why my pressure isn't going back to normal oh god
Flower from my gallery was the correct answer
Idk if I put Yukito as my Pfp,if I keep it with a photo of Cherie or if I put Eugene as my pfp, decisions decisions
January 4, 2026 at 6:49 PM
Flower from my gallery was the correct answer
Idk if I put Yukito as my Pfp,if I keep it with a photo of Cherie or if I put Eugene as my pfp, decisions decisions
January 4, 2026 at 6:45 PM
Idk if I put Yukito as my Pfp,if I keep it with a photo of Cherie or if I put Eugene as my pfp, decisions decisions
It happens once and it stays for hours down, sometimes even after I eat something , in this case I've been having breakfast lately but it isn't helping at all
This is like the 4th or something time my pressure fell down in those 4 days (pretty much everyday), what is happening with me
January 4, 2026 at 6:43 PM
It happens once and it stays for hours down, sometimes even after I eat something , in this case I've been having breakfast lately but it isn't helping at all
This is like the 4th or something time my pressure fell down in those 4 days (pretty much everyday), what is happening with me
January 4, 2026 at 6:42 PM
This is like the 4th or something time my pressure fell down in those 4 days (pretty much everyday), what is happening with me
Não vamos romantizar ser abaixo do peso por favor
I needed to stop because I almost fell on the floor and blacked out
Help me I'm trying to clean my room but my pressure keeps going down
January 4, 2026 at 6:41 PM
Não vamos romantizar ser abaixo do peso por favor
I needed to stop because I almost fell on the floor and blacked out
Help me I'm trying to clean my room but my pressure keeps going down
January 4, 2026 at 6:41 PM
I needed to stop because I almost fell on the floor and blacked out
Help me I'm trying to clean my room but my pressure keeps going down
January 4, 2026 at 6:40 PM
Help me I'm trying to clean my room but my pressure keeps going down
I need to draw them over one of those cats , mainly this one
January 4, 2026 at 5:19 PM
I need to draw them over one of those cats , mainly this one
Adult Eugene would be a Sphynx cat
January 4, 2026 at 6:30 AM
Adult Eugene would be a Sphynx cat
Tw: purge mention
One day free from it :)
I kinda of panicked and almost did it again by the night, but tried to think about things that comfort me and ended up feeling better soon as I distracted myself.
One day free from it :)
I kinda of panicked and almost did it again by the night, but tried to think about things that comfort me and ended up feeling better soon as I distracted myself.
January 4, 2026 at 6:26 AM
Tw: purge mention
One day free from it :)
I kinda of panicked and almost did it again by the night, but tried to think about things that comfort me and ended up feeling better soon as I distracted myself.
One day free from it :)
I kinda of panicked and almost did it again by the night, but tried to think about things that comfort me and ended up feeling better soon as I distracted myself.
Though, because of the weight I lost - my chest did get smaller, way smaller. I just realized this today morning.
I think a part of me got deep in my Ed because of dysphoria and a wish to have a more androgynous bthiswell, I didn't accomplish that, for sure.
I think a part of me got deep in my Ed because of dysphoria and a wish to have a more androgynous bthiswell, I didn't accomplish that, for sure.
This reminded me that my mom threw my binder in the trash, she thought it would give me cancer even after I talked with her about it and told her it wouldn't just casually give me cancer
Im quite confused if I should start T, I know that I could stop if I didn't like things but -- I don't know.
There's a part of me that wants to try, but there's other that is genuinely afraid to take - if not, afraid to how I would get it and the fact my parents would not support it probably.
There's a part of me that wants to try, but there's other that is genuinely afraid to take - if not, afraid to how I would get it and the fact my parents would not support it probably.
January 4, 2026 at 6:21 AM
Though, because of the weight I lost - my chest did get smaller, way smaller. I just realized this today morning.
I think a part of me got deep in my Ed because of dysphoria and a wish to have a more androgynous bthiswell, I didn't accomplish that, for sure.
I think a part of me got deep in my Ed because of dysphoria and a wish to have a more androgynous bthiswell, I didn't accomplish that, for sure.