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Snuffed out embers.
Pinned
ive really effectively quit drawing
i hope one day the motivation comes back but i just dont feel like it will
sucks really
christ
great reminder why ive been off social media
at least very very limited
was feelin better too
November 15, 2025 at 5:23 PM
i thought nnn was supposed to give me elightenment
this shit makes nothin but a mess
November 11, 2025 at 5:38 AM
"how do i meet people" "man i miss talkin n viking with people" "god i miss yappin about random shit" i ask and whine
knowin full well my dumbass is actually gonna have to TALK to people to meet people
but damn i hate bein a "need to be talked to first" person
stupid goddamn brain
November 8, 2025 at 4:13 PM
i had a dream with you in there. things werent the same. but we tried. it was...confusing. but made me hopeful

then i woke up.
October 19, 2025 at 12:22 AM
realizing im still not past my murder drones obsession after seeing that
October 18, 2025 at 5:59 PM
maybe at some point. in the future.
September 26, 2025 at 10:13 PM
i hope to get myself to draw soon
September 12, 2025 at 7:54 PM
once i get my pc back im actually gonna start drawing again
not havin it as an option entirely has made me want to draw hella bad
September 2, 2025 at 1:27 PM
not enough art of Jax being bullied and ruined
n just bein turned into a bitch
once i get my pc back imma change that
August 29, 2025 at 9:17 PM
awesome
was actually getting back into drawing. decided to upgrade my pc cuz BF6 was comin and my old build wasnt good enough for it
but now. pcs fucked
it booted for a day or two. got a BSOD a few times. but now its like bricked. stuck in dram

hate this shit
tried every possible thing
August 28, 2025 at 12:58 AM
many things make me want to start drawing again
two are absolutely Digital Circus and Murder Drones
i have a desire to make more art of those
August 17, 2025 at 1:34 AM
new tadc episode
fuckin hell what a rollercoaster of an episode
like my heart had dropped multiple times
i have no clue where this is gonna go, how its gonna go
i can speculate sure but. fuckin hell
August 16, 2025 at 2:36 AM
cant wait for E6
need Pomni as Arthur Morgan
August 12, 2025 at 3:49 AM
yknow one of these days im finally gonna get it in my head not to scroll socials for more than a minute
tough habit to break but maybe it ruining my day each time will help ingrave it in my brain
August 10, 2025 at 2:51 PM
i dont CARE how overused the trope is
i fucking LOVE robot stories where they gain emotion, ESPECIALLY love and have no clue how to process it
and slowly, but not fully, they seem more sentient. more human. and they go through EVERYTHING. LEARN everything. FEEL everything

its absolute peak. idgaf
August 7, 2025 at 3:15 AM
NOOO CAINE IS CRYING
August 4, 2025 at 11:23 PM
oops made the mistake of scrolling on social medias for more than 5mins
now i wanna kinda diee
August 4, 2025 at 6:10 AM
i think i wanna learn to make music
July 29, 2025 at 6:21 PM
racking my brain to try and figure out what to try and draw to get back into it
i somt wanna draw my own stuff. so maybe like 'fan art?'

maybe i really ahould go back to like FNaF and Murder Drones stuff
some Digi Circus as well
got a Jax n Pomni drawin that was never finished...
July 29, 2025 at 12:33 PM
ive really effectively quit drawing
i hope one day the motivation comes back but i just dont feel like it will
sucks really
July 27, 2025 at 5:25 PM
whats the fucking point of "don't show me posts like this" "don't recommend this" or the "block key words" buttons/functions on all these social media platforms

IF THEY DONT FUCKING WORK 99% OF THE TIME
WHAT S THE FUCKING POINT????

im sick and tired of it
my mental cant handle this shit dude
July 27, 2025 at 3:54 PM
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July 26, 2025 at 3:54 AM
absolutely lost in life
cant build
restarting is pointless
everything is stagnant
ive fell too far
July 20, 2025 at 5:44 AM
this comin mondays gonna be a rough thing
July 12, 2025 at 2:50 PM
im staring down a cliff
and rackin my brain to find some reason not to take just one last step
but nothins comin up
July 10, 2025 at 3:09 AM